#we've been robbed of juan flashbacks but then again they would've done them if juan wasn't completely discarded by everyone but his father

[earlgodwin]

i'd be chilling and then suddenly remember how juan's character has revolved around his desire to be loved by his family, seeking genuine affection, and trying to prove himself as a true borgia. yet, he was killed while being told he was never a true borgia and was made fully aware that his entire family despised him, (even though he believed he was acting for the right reasons and has never comprehended why nobody understood that all his actions and motivations were for the betterment of his family but alas) basically everything that he feared the most was true and he was probably still alive when he hit the water after cesare and micheletto threw him off the bridge—a tragic testament that his worst nightmares had indeed become his inescapable truth.