#whatever. bad brain yapfest
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my hard launch to get medicated immediately thwarted by healthcare professional who believes i am there to inconvenience them
#thinking more abt dr appt and it was actually dog shit#i was like hey i dont eat regularly for several weeks. and maybe bcoz i make insane amount of eye contact w new ppl i meet i was seen as a#healthy functioning adult individual idk u tell me#i show up. the doctor Has the notes. i am asked ‘so why are you here’ my brain shuts down and takes the ‘for a general checkup like any#other normal person haha’ im swept out the door in less than 15 minutes#like what the fuck is going on. ive always been on a fuck doctors bias bcoz every single time i go theyre tryna get me out of there as quick#as possible. like my hand pain?? charged me an expensive xray to tell me i was fine despite how much pain i suffer day to day#i try n not think abt the crushing reality of how hard it is for ppl to give a shit abt black bodies but holy shit#this stuff is fucking wild. and then who am i to say anything#.jrnl#its just hilarious that i am forced to take an anxiety and depression assessment and none of that comes into play. u are talking to an#unmedicated severely anxious and depressed person. u can lead me to some water and drown and they do it Every Single Time and im like ok#haha funny surely next time i’ll get something to make me feel better! two yrs later#whatever. bad brain yapfest
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