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#when I was younger i knew a girl named Tatianna and she'd fight men about grades in elementary school
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#i messed up the last post so im rewriting it oh my god#im rewriting my oversharing lord help#but uh#i wanted to be a little clearer?#when I was younger i knew a girl named Tatianna and she'd fight men about grades in elementary school#all the time#like she'd be the first to go oh i know this and she doesn't!!#at me and it was like g irl what#and then later on in life i met kids who were basically the me an intellectual meme#except imagine that as a whole person#like they flaunt their smarts at every chance possible and purposely edge you into corners so that they can prove what they know#or at least it felt like that#maybe i was just insecure#but from what i remember of these people i met they'd basically make everything feel like an interrogation#you don't feel educated you feel like you were stupid for not knowing smth in the first place#and as a person struggling with anxiety that mixes so poorly with me it's not funny#like they'd go 'oh lol you think you know this?? well explain all of it to me rn.'#if you mess up out of pressure they laugh at you#and you feel so s tupid#and then they proceed to explain it with gusto#so like#idk#all this thinking is a bad thing maybe but i really wanted to talk about it cause this is a sore spot for me#it bothers me like every single day#whispers from the stars#it sucks to be the person who has to sit through that im just saying#the least those kinds of people can do is properly educate#but instead you wanna stroke your ego?? god that hurts me#why would you do that with your talents
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