#when i feel like people r looking at me with hostility it’s bc they’re wary of me not because there’s something inherently wrong about me
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lol just realized people fucking suck so bad + when i go into the world people r just sizing me up bc people fucking suck—not bc i fucking suck lol
#like i don’t have 2 keep trying 2 establish that im actually good. that’s just a remainder of my scapegoat status from childhood#people r right to be wary or to look at u weird. it’s no fault of mine. there’s no way u can walk + be decided to be irredeemable#and if someone does think that then there’s something up with them and not me#LOL I FEEL LIKE THIS DIDNT MAKE ANY SENSE#it makes sense with more context lol. like everyone’s wary of people bc people suck and i’m a person so people think i could fucking suck#when i feel like people r looking at me with hostility it’s bc they’re wary of me not because there’s something inherently wrong about me#which is hard 4 me 2 understand because i’m used to blaming myself for my scapegoat role.
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