#when pixels makes me cry my eyes out 😭

[leohatter]

Hiya Leo! Can I request a angst/fluffy au for Jungkook x male reader with situation prompt 2. "He walks behind you when you're in online class" where after Jungkook walks past reader(they're in a secret relationship), readers classmates try to befriend him just so they can meet Jungkook. After class reader feels sad that they only want to be friends just because of Jungkook and Jungkook comforts reader and they cuddle in bed.? Have a good morning, day, night <33

online saddness | jjk

pairing: jungkook x male!reader

genre: fluff, angst

warnings: none

word count: 920

a/n: i'm so sorry this took so long but school has been beating my ass 😭 in the weekend i'm probably post something so 👀

you hated online classes. the interrupted sound and the pixelated images, having to wake up earlier than usual for some classes and all the connection problems. the only thing that was keeping you sane through all of this was your boyfriend - jungkook.

when covid hit, you both decided to quarantine yourself together at his house, wanting to spend all the free time together. you yawn for the nth time before looking at yourself in the corner of your boyfriends monitor. a figure walking behind you catches your eye and you quickly turn around to see your boyfriend looking shocked at you, a worried and regretful look on his face.

he quickly gazes at the monitor, making sure you were muted before his wide eyes look back into yours "shit. i'm so sorry my love, i didn't realise your camera was on" he whispers. your gaze softens at the sight of his worried face "it's okay koo, don't worry" you whisper back. you turn to your lecture again to see some of your classmates' eyes wide, shock evident on their faces "shit" you silently curse. you forgot that some of them were ARMYs.

you look at jungkook, who was in the kitchen, before looking back at your notes. as the teacher announces the homework, signalling the end of the class, you hear your phone buzz. "let's hang out in the meet after the teacher leaves" one of your classmates' texts in the class group chat. you notice some classmates sending in thumbs-ups, so you do too "i should socialise with other people rather than only koo and bam" you chuckle.

like he was reading your mind, the doberman walks over and plops down by your feet, his head resting on the fluffy blanket that laid in your lap - one that your boyfriend made sure you weren't missing, muttering something about the coldness in his house and you wearing shorts. you pet bam's head as you watch your teacher leave the meeting after bidding everyone goodbye.

turning back to jungkook, you watch him for a few as he makes lunch for the both of you "hey koo, i'm gonna stay with my classmates for a few more minutes, just tell me when lunch is ready, okay? " you smile when he nods, his cute pout making you giggle.

you put your headphones back on and turn on your mic, saying a quick greeting before one of the girls in your class interrupts you, a fake smile on her face "hey y/n! how are you? "she asks, but before you can answer she interrupted you again "why did you never tell us that you knew jungkookie oppa? is he as hot as everyone says?" she giggles and some of the others join her "you know, when all this online thing finishes we should all go out sometime, you should bring him too." someone else exclaims before the rest of your classmates join in to agree.

you feel tears well up in your eyes. how come they never even really talked to you until now? before anyone can say anything else you exit the call, trying to stop the tears from flowing down your cheeks. you close the computer and hurry to the bedroom, trying to suppress a cry. closing the door, you sit down on the bed and finally let the tears fall.

you couldn't understand why you were feeling like this. shouldn't you be happy that they want to hang out with you? shouldn't you be happy that jungkook gets recognised? your thoughts get interrupted by a knock on the door and jungkook pocking his head with a frown evident on his face. "baby? what happened ?" he rushes to you when he sees the tears on your face.

kneeling down in front of you, he cradles your face in his hands and wipes the tears off your red cheeks. you shake your head, embarrassed to tell him you're crying over something so stupid. seeing the frown on his face you sigh, looking down at your lap "some of my classmates who never even talked to me before suddenly wanted to hang out after they saw you.

i don't know, it just made me feel bad. i'm sorry, i know it's childish-" he cuts you off before you could even finish, lifting your head so you could look him in the eyes again "first of all, it's not childish, and second, don't you dare apologise. it's not your fault. just ignore them okay?" he whispers as he gets up and pulls you in bed with him, throwing your favourite fluffy blanket on your bodies.

his warm hands wipe the new tears from your face before he presses a sweet kiss on the tip of your nose. "they don't deserve your tears" he smiles, wrapping his arms around you to protect you from the chilly air in his house. he pulls the blanket further on your shoulder and starts tracing thoughtless patterns on your waist.

his free hand pushes your head further into the crook of his neck before playing with your hair. your bodies were like puzzle pieces, fitted perfectly together under the fluffy blanket.

he presses short and sweet kisses all over your face, before pressing a final one on your lips "i love you" he whispers. you smile softly and nuzzle further in his chest "i love you too bunny" you mutter before the both of you fall into a slumber, lunch long forgotten on the kitchen counter.

[mountttmase]

Okkkk

I had to take a nap, but here I'm🤭😂

‘When are you home again?’ You asked the moody pixelated face on your phone as you climbed into your cold and empty bed. It was the worst feeling getting inside and not crawling straight into your boyfriend's arms but what with Mason being away with England you hadn’t been able to do so in a few weeks now. OH BABIES

‘Flight takes off tomorrow night, I’ll be home late morning the day after. Will you be at work then?’ he asked you quietly, his sad eyes meeting yours for a second as if he knew the answer already but you confirmed it with a nod. ‘I’ll see you in the evening though, right?’ IM NOT CRYING 😭😭😭

‘Yeah, just sleepy and a bit anxious about the flight tomorrow’ he said, you knew there was more to it than that but he didn’t seem to be in the mood to talk about it. OH LITTLE BABY

‘Wait’ he interrupted and you noticed the shy look on his face ‘can you um, can you stay on the phone? Just till I’m asleep?’ He asked you quietly and your heart melted as you tried not to smile. IM IN TEARS LOZZZ

It had been a tough time for Mason at the moment and you really felt for him as you watched his breathing deepen and his face soften. His move from Chelsea to Manchester had taken more out of him than he’d like to admit and then came his injury that took him longer to recover from than he’d liked, however this trip away with England you thought would have given him a well needed change of scenery. The games hadn’t gone well there either and he’d spent most of his time on the bench. OHHHHH BABY BOYYYY🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂😭😭😭

It didn’t help that the pair of you had been like two ships in the night lately, barely getting to spend more than ten minutes together before bed most nights and it was affecting the pair of you more than you’d like to admit. You knew what Mason needed but the fact you were unable to give it to him was killing you but you were soon snapped out of your thoughts by the sound of Mason's gentle snoring and your heart swelled at the thought of seeing him again soon. THE GENTLE SNORE🤭🤭🤭🤭

You could barely concentrate at work the next day, Masons' little sad face plaguing your mind and before you knew what you were doing you were up and knocking on your bosses door. OH DAYS OFF???

‘You need some time off?’ She asked with a smile and you nodded shyly. YESSS SHE DOES

‘Is it for Mason?’ She asked you sympathetically and you gave her a slight nod. Even though she was your boss the pair of you were pretty open about your personal lives and so she knew who Mason was and the struggles the pair of you had been facing lately. I LOVE HER, CAN SHE BR MY BOSS TOO?

‘Don’t be silly. You’ve been working really hard lately so I think it’s only fair I cut you a bit of slack. And you’re right you don’t ever ask or take the time you need so it’s fine. In fact take the rest of the week off, it’s only a few days extra and we’ve got enough people about to cover’ OMG BEST BOSS IN THE WHOLE WORLD

‘I tell you what, bring me a box of those brownies I like in on Monday and we’ll call it quits’ she laughed and after another ten minutes of catching up you were back to your desk so you could make a quick plan of what needed to be done on the three days left of the week. YOU CAN HAVE 10 PACKS OF BROWNIES

HIS LITTLE TEXT🫠🫠🫠🫠

You couldn’t wait to get to bed so you could wake up and be closer to seeing him but you kept looking back to check his flight, smiling to yourself as you watched the tiny plane make its way closer to you. THAT'S SOOOO CUTE AND SOFT AND SWEET

‘Y/n?! You here babe?’ He called as he walked into the living room and you stomped into his view with a huff. HE FIND OUT IMMEDIATELY 😂😭

‘Your car’s still parked up on the drive’ he laughed and you slapped your forehead lightly to your forgetfulness. ‘Why aren’t you at work? Are you sick?’ AHAHHAHA Y/NNN THE CARRRR!!! BUT HE IS A CUTIE🥹🥹

‘No, I took the rest of the week off so we could spend some time together’ you told him shyly and it looked as though he sighed in relief before making his way over to you. You met him in the middle where he pulled you into a much needed hug, both melting into each other as he tucked his head into your neck and breathed you in as he slightly swayed you from side to side. I THINK THATS THE BIGGEST GIFT HE EVER RECEIVED

‘Thank you’ you just about heard him whisper into your neck and you pulled back, catching a glimpse of his glossy eyes that made your heart break. ‘Honestly, thank you, I’ve missed you like crazy’ he breathed as you cupped his jaw so you could stroke his cheeks lightly. OMG I'M LOOSING ALL THE LIQUIDS OF MY BODY

Kisses like this had been rare for the two of you lately and now he was back in your arms you were determined not to let him go. Holding onto the back of his head to let him know you intended to keep him there but you could tell from the way he was holding onto you for dear life that he wasn't ready to let go. OHHHHH🥹🥹🥹

‘You hungry? I’ve made breakfast’ you laughed and he nodded before you pulled him into the kitchen. Sitting him down at the table whilst you plated the pair of you up some food and grabbed his favourite juice from the fridge. CUTIES

‘I’ll clean up in here’ you told him, taking his plate over to the dishwasher before nodding into the living room. ‘There’s a bag for you on the sofa, go get changed’ OHHHH WHAT HAS SHE PLANNEDDDD?

When you were finally done and could join him you couldn’t help but let out a little giggle out at his current state. There he sat on the sofa in a new bright white robe, socks and fuzzy slippers like he was about to go get a treatment at a spa and his ditzy smile made your heart sing as he finally looked at you. AHHAHAHAHAHHA BABYYY

‘Well you’ve been working so hard lately and have been super busy. I thought you could use a little pamper session. I’ve got that face mask of mine you like, little cucumber slices for your eyes, and all sorts’ OMG SPA DAY I NEED THAT

You fished out a white headband for him first. Positioning it securely around his hairline so his hair was all out of his face before reaching for the mask to apply to his skin. He happily sat there with his eyes closed and let you paint it onto him before making him rest his head back so you could place the cucumber slices on his eyes and the fact he was trying to hold back a smile was melting you. THE FACT THAT HE IS LETTING HER DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS...😭😭😭

‘I’ve noticed when you play your hands are always balled up like you’re ready for a fight’ you teased, making him chuckle before putting his cumber back. ‘I think you carry a lot of stress in your hands, you need to learn to relax them. Does it feel nice?’ HIS LITTLE FISTS🥹🥹🥹

‘Really?’ He giggled, never being able to take compliments from you for even the silliest things but you were determined to shower him with all of your affections today. OHHH I CAN HEAR HIS GIGGLE

‘Yeah, they’re nice. I mean we’ve still got work to do on your nails but your skin is super soft’ you told him. Opening up a bottle of clear polish so you could start to paint them for him and you were surprised he let you. HE LET HER PUT NAIL POLISH ON HIM, OMG MY MAN, I WOULD DO HIS MANICURE EVERY WEEKEND

‘I was thinking a shower? Get all this muck off our faces and then we can just have a chilled one? We haven’t managed to watch the new series of sex education yet’ THAT SOUNDS LIKE THE PERFECT PLAN

It was difficult, realising how much time had passed since you’d last seen him like this and touched him in any way but you didn’t want to take it any further right now. Today was about loving on him and showing him how much you appreciated the little moments with him. Physical affection in that way could cone later on. OHHHH🥹🥹

‘Well you said you liked my fuzzy socks that I got the other week? I thought you might like a pair of your own’ AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH HE IS A BABYYY

‘Stay there, I’ll dry your hair’ you whispered, reaching to plug the dryer in and it didn’t take long for his hair to be fully dry as it was on the shorter side but it felt longer than it had for a while. ‘You growing your hair out again, Mase?’ MY DREAM

‘Thank you’ he whispered as you turned the dryer off and set it down, his cheeks pink as you cupped his jaw so he’d look at you and your chest felt tight with how much love you were feeling for your man. HE IS SOOOO SHYYYY

‘Don’t hide that pretty face from me’ you teased, kissing his forehead and he chuckled lightly. ‘Have I ever told you you’ve got the prettiest smile in the world’ HE REALLY DOES

‘Oh yeah, I put them in the loft for you. I know you hate doing it so I thought I’d just do it for you. Did you need something from them? Sorry I didn’t even think to check’ OHHH SHE IS A WOMAN TO MARRY

‘I’m a big strong girl, Mase. I can do it’ you laughed. ‘I know going in there is your least favourite thing to do so I just thought I’d lighten the load a bit’ SHE IS A BIG GIRL MOUNT

‘Come on, let’s get comfy’ you told him, arranging the cushions so you could lay down and pop your head on them before inviting him to lay on top of you. His head happily resting on your chest as he wrapped his arms around you. Palms flat on your back and warming your skin as your fingers got lost in his hair, stroking over his broad back with your free hand. CAN I HAVE THAT?

You loved it when he fell asleep on you, knowing he felt comfortable and safe with you and you couldn’t help but continue to stroke over the back of his head and trace his ears lightly. Not enough pressure to wake him but just for your own self indulgence as you looked down at the boy who you loved more than anything. OMG THAT'S THE SOFTEST THING IN THE WORLD

‘I’ll get some dinner going in a sec babe’ you told him, a yawn escaping and you managed to shut your mouth before he tried to poke his finger in. ‘I don’t know about you but I’m starving’ AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH THE FINGER

‘You know I haven’t had this since that night’ he laughed, digging into the pasta dish you’d made him. A replica of what you’d both eaten on your first date and even though you knew it wasn’t exactly the same you were happy with how it turned out. BYEEEE, THAT'S THE PERFECT DAYYY

‘I can clear up’ he told you, reaching for your plate so he could stack it with his. ‘You go get started and I’ll tidy the rest away. You’ve done most of it anyway’ THAT'S MY MAN😌

‘Who are these from, babe?’ You heard Mason ask, turning to see him eyeing up the vase of red tulips on the windowsill and your face broke out into a smile as he looked at you curiously. Mason loved buying you flowers and clearly the thought of someone else maybe buying them for you looked like it had annoyed him but he needn’t have worried. SHE BOUGHT HIM FLOWERS TOO....😭😭😭😭

‘Really? For me?’ He asked, his voice and octave higher than usual. He tried to suppress a smile but you couldn’t stop admiring the way his cheeks were getting pinker by the second. ‘Why have you got me flowers’ OMG LOZ YOU'RE KILLING MEEEE

‘I love them, baby. Thank you’ he told you quietly, squeezing you a little tighter as he slightly swayed you from side to side. ‘No one’s ever given me flowers before’ 😭😭😭

‘I didn’t realise how much I needed a day like this with you’ he told you quietly, a shy smile erupting onto his face for the millionth time that day. ‘I know things have been a bit chaotic recently but you know I love you so much, don’t you’ LOVE YOU MORE

‘You make me happy’ he whispered, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead before he pulled you into his chest tightly. BYEEE

You had your person back and you knew you’d be fine. EXACTLY

OMG OMG OMG

THAT MADE ME SOOO SOFTTT

I COMPLETELY MELTED

LIKE HER TAKING A DAY OFF AND HER BOSS GIVING ALL THE WEEK

HER ORGANISING ALL THE ACTIVITIES

I DIED WHEN HE ARRIVED HOME AND SHE FORGOT THAT CAR OUTSIDE 😂

THEN THE NAIL POLISH PART, HONESTLY, MY FAVOURITE ACTIVITY😌

AND THE FIRST DATE REVIVAL...🥹🥹🥹

AND THE FLOWERS TO END EVERYTHING

WOOWWWW

THANK YOU FOR YOUR MAGIC LOZ AND THANK YOU FOR SHARING IT WITH US🩷🩷🩷

BESTIE THANK YOU

I thought we could all do with a little bit of softness and I’d just LOVE to look after him like that 🥺 and he’d just let you do what you wanted cause he’s happy with the attention

And I wanna buy him flowers 🥺

But thank you so much 🥺 I love reading things back with you it’s my favourite 🥺🩷

[ransprang]

hihi!! pls don't eat me alive ;; but i'd like to request a male romantic sfw/nsfw match up for harry potter and hxh if that's okay !!  :,)

i go by she/they pronouns, i am an INFP (rip), a hufflepuff, and my zodiac sign is pisces.

im very shy around new people, but i do adjust quickly to cool dudes who just vibe, yk? but pls don't ask me to make a phone call,, i will start ugly crying lol.

I have a lot of trust issues and i tend to open up when i get to know someone more, so i prefer a partner who is very patient and committed. i love being pampered and treated like a princess lmao. i can't stand ppl who's first instinct is to run away when things go south >:(

my love languages include words of affirmation, and physical touch. i do like recieving gifts, but only in really special occasions and it should have a very thoughtful/sentimental value.

i have dark, shoulder length that's styled into a wolf cut. my eyes are dark dark dark brown and i wear big round ass glasses bc i have the worst eyesight. i also stopped growing in 7th grade,, ive been 5"0 forever now ;;

my hobbies include drawing, painting, and listening to music !!! my favourite artists include the beatles, the neighborhood, and daniel caesar. i also love spooky books and movies, they scare me but its all part of the thrill. sometimes i play games,, but its only limited to casual indie games or pixel RPGmaker games like omori.

i dont have a set style,, but its either im dressed like a fckin jojo character or  bundled up into an oversized sweater cocoon. no middle ground lol.

agdhdbdudiebf i hope i did this right,, and im sorry if i did anything wrong !! D: this is my first ever match-up ;A;

but thank you for this aaa!! i saw that you guys had all of the fandoms im really into so you guys are really neat and awesome for that 😭💕 pls keep doing what youre doing ily <333

don't worry all the details are fine!! thank you for taking the time to read our rules. admin sar is very happy that someone appreciates how neat and tidy she keeps this blog :D We hope you like your match ups!

your vibers,

admins sar, sav & san

Your Harry Potter match up is...... LUPIN!!

SFW

Lupin won't judge you for being a Hufflepuff. Instead he'll judge you for dressing like a jojos character.

Lupin would love your wolf cut, because he is a bit of a wild man himself :)

Expect candlelight dinners and chocolate bars for desert with this man.

Lupin would tell spooky wizard tales to you, especially ones from his childhood.

He'd be down to watch horror movies with you. He's a werewolf. There's no way he'll get scared. He'll only get mad at inaccuracies in wolf movies.

He is a teacher so he would give excellent pep talks and good words of affirmation and encouragement for you.

N/SFW

Lupin promises to not eat you alive. But he may eat you out.

He would be forever grateful if you gift him butt plugs. In exchange he'd buy you a butt plug with a wolf tail.

He pampers you after sex and licks your sore holes.

He'll use the hair he shed during sex and make a crown for you.

Lupin likes doggy style anyway so your height doesn't matter.

You can play wolf howls in the back while having sex with Lupin when you guys are having exhibitionist feelings.

Your HxH match up is...... GON!! (AGED UP)

SFW

He puts bugs in your hair while you are crying to cheer you up.

Gon is a cool dude who will vibe with you. He'll buy you mugs that say 'Good Vibes Only'.

He won't run away from you like Ging did with him <3

Gon is a perfect gentleman and knows how to treat a lady. He would arrange the cutest dates for you and give you very thoughtful presents.

Gon would watch horror movies with a cheerful smile while the goriest things are happening on screen. He's friends with an assassin what do you expect.

Totally can get into the same music as you.

[summoning-potema]

I've spent. 2. DAYS. Figuring out how to get the mesh eyeball thingy I rb'ed the other day to work as a sclera overlay and

IT LIVES!!!! LOOK AT THE EYE ANIMATIONS!!!!

i'm excited so i wrote too much i'll put it under a cut for u

If it looks like shane was crying he's constantly depressed in my game now so he finally looks accurate lmaooooo sorry my dear boi. the red overlay on his eyes is not from me, is kinda breaking the effect of what i did but oh well.

I converted my nondefault eyes to have no shadow but keep the sclera so they'd still work like.. normal human eyes... and have capilaries as the eye is overextended (??) to the side. then i tweaked that meshed eyeball shadow overlay to include the sclera instead, so it goes on top to shade the eye. unfortunately though the texture of the eye itself ended up kinda cockeyed and everyone has that spaced out Lisa simpson face right now when i don't have the glossiest eye shiny enabled. So... need to redo that 😭 it just takes so looooong

Most of my fiddling was trying to figure out how to automate the conversion process from painted on shadow eyeball -> non shadowed blank iris, and I could do it with a photoshop action but those are so tricky to use if you're not used to them, which i am not. But i finally got one of my like 15 attempts to make a damn eyeball from a base, shadowed eyeball texture. They look pretty good!!! but yeah a little off center right now. I bet i can tweak my existing action a bit without starting from square 1 (my famous last words 🙄). Still much easier and more consistent than manually doing that for my eye set with like 60+ swatches, but very annoying and still pretty tedious.

For comparison this is what the anims normally look like with the eyes that i usually use:

It's subtle but you can see how Addie's eyes get black around the inner corner, so it looks weird as hell when you're not blind to it because you're used to it. Now they're still shaded but the shading stays around the eyeball, doesn't move with the iris. ANIM FRIENDLY REALISTIC EYEBALLS HELL YEAH. Bonus from this lil project is that the eye shinies don't move with the eye, either. It looks so nice!!! ahhh i have to make more options for eye shine and the darkness of the eye. For adults this is a little too dark but workable, but i think for kids this would look a little scary. Jas was asleep and i didn't wake her up to test (lol. what a weird sentance. I didn't wake up my pixel sim child)

I hATE modding in the sims 4 so prob not going to do much more than that and replace my defaults, but this is such a gamechanger to me lmao i'm PUMPED. If i can work up the nerve.... what i REALLY want to do is put a specular map on these, so they'd actually react to lighting and not just be painted on catchlights, but that is a step too far into the "i have no idea what i'm doing" territory. One day....

anyway bonus dumb screenshot bcuz i can

rando gutterpunk i made a few weeks ago. i love them 🥺