#when she screams shes not jenevelle its not bc she believes it but more like she wants it to be true
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i keep thinking about the one line dark justiciar shadowheart says when shar returns all her memories right before she kills her parents
and u can be like, do what u think is right!! (even though u probably picked all the worst options for the nightsong to die)
and she
she acknowledges and is aware of how messed up her whole situation is but shes in too deep to stop!!!!!
and im
ooOOOUUUUGGGHHHHH
#bg3 spoilers#THE SELF LOATHING!!!!!!!#anyways then she loses all her memories again and has a grand evil shar time#but i like to imagine that deep sense of unease whenever she even thinks too hard about those huge gaps in her memories#which ofc dark shart will cope with by simply not thinking about it and following her faith#BUT BUT BUT shes still the same person with the very charitable reading of shar's doctrine#so naturally those deep seated misgivings will never go away#probably#my brainworms wont free me#im also just thinking how cool it wouldve been to have gotten this scene with a genuininely good character#but its most likely u get it on the murderhobo runs..#can i just say if i were shadowheart it doesnt even make any sense not to stab the aasimar#like shes just goading her and shittalking her the whole time??#AT LEAST TELL HER ABOUT HER PARENTS FIRST??#also that scene is the only time she will actually acknowledge herself as jenevelle to her parents...#when she screams shes not jenevelle its not bc she believes it but more like she wants it to be true#mmm the angst...
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