#when txt comes back here or if le sserafim ever. & exo. oh my god i'm not too much into kpop nymore but the music. yes. YEAH
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thinking about if ever i go to one of those final fantasy orchestras i will Cry
#🌙.rambles#in all honestly i've only played (not all finished though) uhh 7/9/10/13/14/15 & i could play 8/12/type-0 though from my aunt c:#that said i love the osts of all of them ! not even just final fantasy oh man i love the osts of video games so much :c#nier & octopath & kingdom hearts would be next after ff i think#OH i love fire emblem & zelda & bravely & chrono & from software games & granblue fantasy & hades & the witcher & uhhh#a lot more i love music sm :')#sometimes i forget i went to a concert before! kpop. stray kids back in 2019#when txt comes back here or if le sserafim ever. & exo. oh my god i'm not too much into kpop nymore but the music. yes. YEAH#.... soobin is cute too :c chaewon too :c Ok maybe all of them are still but yeah!!!!#back to final fantasy though i think i would actually cry. i really want to go to one eventually. but it seems so improbably. like a dream#but yk before i never thought i could be able to play ffxiv out of the free trial. or i would be able to get endwalker.#never thought i would be able to play with apollo. or i'd have all these friends.#everyone i met this year i never thought i would even meet you bcs goddamn it all happened out of nowhere :')#march. july. october. 3 people especially i think this year that. yeah#one i met due to smth related irl & another was on twitter & the other is in tumblr#it. just. thinking of all the things that i never ever thought would even happen. & of how much more would happen#the hope of more. even if there would also be things that would fall and be lacking. the hope of something greater gives me so much#love for the future. strength to forge onwards. for the unknown morrow.#it gives me so much more than i'll ever be able to express. but there's so much inside me. so much more to life#i'll try my best to at least do what i can. the gaps in my competency i'll make up in trying to communicate at least enough.#i'll work very very hard. i'll do my best. for me & for you all.#recently it feels like my world. while it's still hard to manage n rather overwhelming. it's been connecting more lately#these past few weeks. yeah i've had my struggles but#a few weeks back w my irls. ever since bday though i think it hasn't been quite as much though so i wna work on that soon#w online friends though. it. it means a lot to me to be able to communicate deeply like that here if you know what i mean#everyday i still think of that message you sent. & it means so much to me too to know that. in a way. i've managed to help you too#& another online friend on twt/discord my ffxiv life is. this is the turning point. i never thought i'd be able to have a friend like that#stuff relating to online n fiction for me has been better these days. since i finally also watched smth again after so long. read a bit too#piano soon!!!! but reality has been drifting a bit lately. i'll work on that. but. i've had this newfound motivation fr ever since the 28th#thank you. to everyone. for everything. i'll do so much better from now on.
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