#when ur up at midnight 30 thinking abt things like how many kpop songs have the word dive in the title

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92 truth tag

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people

Thank you @sopeonthestreets u sweet child <3

LAST…

[1] drink: milk i always drink milk [2] phone call: my boss [3] text message: my dear friend forcing me out for drinks this weekend [4] song you listened to: cant remember the title but its that one song hyungwon recommended in that one video [5] time you cried: i always cry 

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: yes [7] been cheated on: yes [8] kissed someone and regretted it: yES [9] lost someone special: yesyesyeess [10] been depressed: yes [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: yes....... but not in a long time...... 

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

[12] blue [13] jimin’s hair [14] xiumin’s hair

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: BOY YES  [16] fallen out of love: nope still in love [17] laughed until you cried: yes which is partly why i cry all the time! [18] found out someone was talking about you: not yet [19] met someone who changed you: nope [20] found out who your true friends are: yeHES [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yes. its a secret. don't tell wonho [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them i think [23] do you have any pets: i got 2 dogs and an insane roommate [24] do you want to change your name: yup i’ll do it as soon as i can afford it [25] what did you do for your last birthday: my dear friend picked me up at my dorm at 9 in the morning with several cans and bottles or liquor and told me to trust him, we jumped on a train and drank (A LOT OF ALCOHOL. STARTING AT 9 IN THE MORNING) for 2 hours until we arrived at a train station where we got picked up by some of his friends and the 8 of us jumped into a van (me and 6 boys crammed in the trunk. the police drove by but thankfully didn’t see us) and drove to a huge beach where about 200 people were partying (i didn't know 90% of them, it just so happened they had one of the biggest beach parties in japan on my birthday and my friend worked there and got us free tickets). i spent god knows how long time in the dj-booth with my friends drinking and in the ocean almost dying. when the sun went down we got back home somehow and they dropped me off at my dorm where my dorm buddies had left me presents outside my door and were drinking on the rooftop where i joined them after a shower. half of the presents were more alcohol. it was one of the best days of my life and i met one of the most gorgeous boys I've ever sEEN. [26] what time did you wake up: at 8. my dogs wake me up by stepping on me [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping [28] name something you cannot wait for: this weekend. i dont wanna go out and drink a fortune away but my friend just informed me we’re going to the bar he’s working at aka free champagne so hERE WE GO. also my japanese boyfriend visiting me in a few months [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: half an hour ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a whole lot [31] what are you listening to right now: kpop piano covers i love them [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: no [33] something that is getting on your nerves: a girl i work with [34] most visited website: youtube [35] elementary: uh yeah [36] high school: yyeah [37] college: yUP [38] hair color: blonde&purple [39] long or short hair: lob [40] do you have a crush on someone: i have crushes on everyone [41] what do you like about yourself: i like wonho [42] piercings: 4 in my ears, more coming soon [43]blood type: eh [44] nickname: got a hundred [45] relationship status: a lovely tall boyfriend [46] zodiac sign: leo [47] pronouns: ur majesty  [48] fav tv show: american horror story [49] tattoos: planning  one out [50] right or left hand: Right

FIRST…

[51] surgery: stomach [52] piercing: all over my ears [53] best friend: this fucker [54] sport: dancing [55] vacation: paris [56] pair of trainers: ?? pokemon trainers?? whats this question abt

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: ^ [59] i’m about to: watch some monsta x shit [60] listening to: piano stuff [61] waiting for: friday free drinks [62] want: wonho. and boyfriend [63] get married: wOAHNOW [64] career: part time sushi chef part time model [65] hugs or kisses: hugs my grey ace ass doesn’t trust kisses [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller boys shorter girls [68] older or younger: older [70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms [71] sensitive or loud: loud [72] hook up or relationship: relationship rn but generally hookup [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker 

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? yup [75] drank hard liquor? yuup [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yuuup [77] turned someone down: yuuuup [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? yup [80] had your own heart broken? nope [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? yeah [83] fallen for a friend? YEAH BOY

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? not really no [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? no [87] Santa Claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? i’ll kiss you but it better not get any further. i’ll punch you [89] angels? does wonho jin xiumin and changsub exist?

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: got lots of them i’m a lucky girl [91] eye color: blkuewbf [92] favorite movie: any horror movie

oh my god idk who to tag ok i’ll randomly chose people from my followers hey everyone u can ignore this if u want to @himlarna @wingsofthenorth @annoyingslytherin no i cant I'm too tired HEY IF U READ THIS UR TAGGED

[shitpostingperidot]

tag game #1

tagged by @shinelikeastarlight​ 

tagging: @queerczar​ @persona-engine​ @kates-barbaric-yawp​ @mebediel​ @brokenlightdances​ @petticoatsandparlipro​ @oshindijo ok so some of these questions are about kpop and i don’t know anything about kpop so like im not gonna answer these questions and you don’t have to either, also it’s long as shit so i won’t take offense @spacewifespock and @boyjadzia you were tagged in sara’s but idk if you’ve done it

last text sent: “and puppers”

list three favourite colours: purple, blue, teal-ish

what time did u wake up at today: idk late what were u doing last night at midnight: watching faking it with @spacewifespock​ and @boyjadzia​ name something you can’t wait for: finding a job when was the last time u saw ur mother: two weeks exactly one thing u wish u could change abt ur life: recognition from parents and teachers and medical professionals that reading at a young age and being assigned female at birth do not preclude diagnoses of developmental disorders whats getting on ur nerves rn: right at this second, the fact that my room is very small favourite tv shows: dollhouse, su, btvs, got a big soft spot for bones  first best friend: cora in 1st grade, we became fast friends because she stayed at my house every day in the summer while her mom worked listening to rn: my roommate and her friend reading shitposts out loud 

3 fears: abandonment, 3D movies, insects

4 turn ons: soft hair, nibbling my ear, being the big spoon, i think i took this question too literally 4 turn offs: disrespectfulness, stalkerish behavior, lack of willingness to learn from mistakes, policing my food choices sexual orientation: hell if i know, into girls and maybe into guys but idk if that’s real or a comp het thing senior year quote in my year book: “how lucky i am to have something that makes leaving so hard” -aa milne (also lmao i was so glad to be getting out of that hellhole this quote is absolutely a lie in that context) first thing i notice in a person: entirely dependent on the context in which i encounter them shoe size: us womens 9ish eye colour: bluey greeney  hair colour: i’m not sure how to describe it but i failed at doing box dye job of blue (while drunk) about six weeks ago so bits of it are bleached, bits are green, bits are greyish, bits are my natural dirty blonde, it’s a mess favourite item of clothing: my new gay baseball space shirt from the regina spektor concert what colour of underwear i’m wearing rn: ugly cream color with flowers ultimate bias: whats a kpop ultimate bias group: what is the difference between this and the other question favourite season: the days in winter that are both sunny and snowy how much time i spent on designing my blog: i spent a few weeks finding a theme and then like 30 mins customizing it the reason i joined tumblr: the gf pestered me about it do i ever get “good morning” or “goodnight” texts: every night from both my mom and gf, rarely morning though i like to send them when did i last hold hands: about 3 hours ago how long does it take me to get ready in the morning: depending on my executive function level between five minutes and two hours to do the same exact things brain why u do this have i shaved my legs in the past 3 days: try five years where am i rn: in bed do i like music loud or at a reasonable level: reasonable but if it’s actual speakers i like to stand next to them and vibrate 3 things i love: my gf, dogs, video games how i feel rn: sleepy something i rlly, rlly want: a job 3 things that upset me: when people say one thing and do another, subtext, the breaking of promises what i find attractive in other ppl: good taste in video games, passion and knowledge, respect of my interests, cuddliness, being strong “in the real way” (okay i’m literally just describing abi) 3 habits i have: dermatillomania, snoozing my alarm for hours, not doing laundry something i fantasize abt: i have a very specific fantasy about visiting abi in europe next year, it is a several day itinerary i think about something im talented at: emotional labor the blog i give the most notes to: spacewifespock last person re-blogged sth from me: @single-ready-for-pringles do  i smoke/drink: no/yes my favourite food: peanut butter my favourite dessert: a three layer brownie bar my grandma made but now i can make it what i did yesterday: spent the day searching for a lost cat number of kids i want: dude idk i almost got suspended from college last quarter this is something i don’t need to be thinking about number of siblings i have: 1 human, 1 dog something thats constantly on my mind: abi :)

last person i messaged on tumblr: my tumblr sister oshindijo can i drive: theoretically, i’m not insured though which given the absurd number of car accidents my family has been in that are other people’s faults, gives me pause even when i’m in tn and have access to a car what state or part of the world do i live in: chicago, illinois am i in school: i’m on extended student status, which means i’ve finished my graduation requirements but can’t yet graduate for various reasons, so i’m auditing a class this quarter and gettin that degree in june do i get grossed out easily: i get grossed out by very specific things and gore/bodily fluids is not one of them because in high school my interest was the tv show bones somewhere i would like to visit for a week: i wish i had enough money for tokyo disneyland, alternatively, visiting abi next year, going on her old stomping grounds in rennes, taking her to my old ones in paris, making some new ones for ourselves i’ll love u if: you help me through my problems last show i binge-watched: theoretically faking it what words upset me the most: r word what words make me feel best abt myself: when abi gets really drunk and starts telling me that i am exactly how i wish to be perceived in the world, that’s good a wish that i’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: okay so i had one that was on behalf of myself and i knew i was in love when i unconsciously switched to one that was on behalf of abi and i knew that i meant it who i would switch lives with for a day: i was gonna say anita sarkeesian but sara @shinelikeastarlight has got the right idea, switch with some rich fuckboy to show him how the other half lives and also wire a bunch of cash to the real me my favourite ice cream: moose tracks allergies: almonds, mold, ragweed, the usual plants, but none but almonds has ever been a problem in chicago sexiest person to come to mind immediately: abi ;) my childhood career choice: YA writer or editor one of my insecurities: becoming a bad student when i used to not be how many blogs am i following: 892??? i need to be more aggressive with the unfollow when i see something that pisses me off how many tabs/different windows do i have open at this very moment: 17 coke or pepsi: dr pepper tea or coffee: tea, because you can steep one tea bag on multiple occassions movie or book: book a sense i would be willing to lose: controversial opinion: sight quote i live by: my inner voice/things that i remember are uh, not kind enough to me to repeat type of accessory i wear the most: it’s rare that i’m not wearing a hat last awkward situation i found myself in: being unsure if i should get off the bus at my apartment or drop abi off and walk home and the bus was like at my stop when i realized i’d have to make this decision what time is it rn: 1:53am

a song that made me cry: when regina spektor at her concert last friday played a russian lullaby in memory of an old friend and chicago resident who had died since regina had been to the city last, i have no idea what they were saying but it was emotional first song u ever sang at karaoke: my eyes from dr horrible with some dude i didn’t know who was the only one who knew the other part