#which creates a restrained experience reminiscent of a straitjacket. and thus. the joke.
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Unfortunate for me it seems like I have another night in the straitjacket ahead of me (double arm hot pad event)
#speculation nation#the cold is doing horrible things for my chronic pain 😭😭😭#it's not even that cold but my arms just Hate me#also yes. it's both of them now. has been since last night.#gonna have to keep them both wrapped in the hot pad again. together.#which creates a restrained experience reminiscent of a straitjacket. and thus. the joke.#i cant do fucking Anything when i have my arms like that but it's that or being in pain. as i am right now.#ive finished eating so i think im just going to go to bed early#better than having to deal with the feeling of my bones being carved into (metaphorically)#negative/#adding it bc i am losing my mind i am LOSING my mind i HATE the arm aches i HATE when they show up and i HATE! THE! COLD!!!#i bought arm warmers tho to hopefully help with this. at least at home.#i get the aches sometimes even when it's warm but i sure get them a hell of a lot more when it's cold.#it feels like someone is taking a nail to a chalk board except the chalk board is the bone of my forearm. just. SKREEEEEEEEE of the nail#that agony of the sound. that's how my arm feels like rn.#like ok i wouldnt say it's Agony but it's a level of pain where i struggle to think of Anything else#i was scatterbrained as hell during my manager meeting bc i am just. In Pain.#when the chronic pain is flaring up well that just becomes my personality. AGHHHHH
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