#which is ROUGH actyally .
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#catfish speaks#catfish complains#been. a rough day#not world ending. but certainly not Good#had a vehicular argument with a tesla driver on the way to work which put me in a Bad fucking mood#im so goddamn tired still from the last few weeks anf going to bed late last night (my fault but still)#work was. so fucking overstimulating holy shit#lights were Too bright there was no music i should not have been around people at all#the credit card thingy was So frustrating and wouldn't work#other work is so tiring and i know im being held to high standards and deadlines for it which#sucks#then checked my uni grades and i fucking bombed the course i did last semester#like Badly i wasn't even close to the actual pass mark i was way off#and like. that was one course. on its own. that i enjoyed and did put effort into#and im wondering#is my degree That important#i have a job. i can do interviews and practical experience. im smart and capable.#i have a decent support network in my parents financially (loathe as i am to use it)#if i genuinely am too exhausted to actually be engaged in academics or actyally try.#what thr fuck is the point of suffering and accruing more university debt#ive been here six years. its not going away.#i want to LIVE my LIFE#i don't want to be studying forever#i want to actually genuinely for real drop out and leave it behind#i tried i failed. sorry but its not working. i have things id rather be doing instead#and i KNOW so many people are going to say 'oh don't make such a drastic decision so quickly'#this is has been like 3 years coming honestly#i have considered this multiple fuckin times#and WHY should my suffering be so necessary to any potential benefits that the goivernment keeps fucking over anyway#uni debt keeps building. indexation went way the fuck up recently
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yea hey
#if . i speak abt what tonigyt has fone to thjs stulid fucking song. OHHHH MY GOD. rhe universe is#so cruel to dangke that jn deont of me#GIVE ME IT . NEOW. OH MY FUCKING GOD.#I SNDIWJDISSJSJ#ohh my god. completelymforgot what she sounded like#so immediste respinse was “EW bad song xhoice” but .#bur . its Not . and it Angers me .#bc oh boy the connectionctocthat too#speak nownis basically just His Album#along w 1989 and ttpd .#which is ROUGH actyally .#fucking green eyed men . i hate them n i hats taylor for talking abt them#anyway. awful exoerience n i feek giddy all the same#stomach doing Swoops#Back to my Originsl oiint wmbc i wasnt done:#putting this on and being sble to See It Perfectly was Awful. i gotta actually exlerience this and im mad i didnt get to thr 1st time#FUCK.#but also . i just KNOW what that woukdve done xoxo#i bet you yhink about me xoxo#Spotify
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