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faislittlewhiteraven · 1 year

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Sad things that are technically very minor in the scheme of things but nontheless ruin your day all the same.

I spent the last eight hours typing away at a big long post about my blorbo whom I very rarely have the energy or guts to gush about.

I love my blorbo and very much wanted to maybe, just maybe, write something that might cause people who have not thought as obsessively as I have about this character to maybe appreciate their struggles, realize where they might have been unfair to this character and others like them in the past and maybe, in a teeny tiny way help people writing fanfic about my blorbo to actually write them as a character rather than a (cute) set piece that happens to be in their blorbos' lives.

I was under no illusion that my blorbo would become theirs. In all honesty I didn't expect more than like two people to ever actually read it and good odds those two people would still disregard it completely because there are very legit reasons for people to find my blorbo obnoxious or annoying.

BUT STILL.

That doesn't mean I expected some program (that's apparently reset its automated schedule to mid afternoon instead of the 4am I had it) to close all my internet pages as I was still writing them!

So yeah. I'm just gonna go mope and look at silly memes for a while until I can stop feeling grief over losing my character gushing and I hope anyone potentially reading this is having a much better day.

#sadness over a comparatively minor thing but I needed to vent #the blorbo in question was Morgana from Persona 5 btw #He's a jerk who the game/my people pleasing main character makes into my jailer but I adore him #I wish people would think more about what kinds of struggles he must have navigating a human centric world #while trapped in a form that he doesn't identify as his own and leads everyone into treating him as non human #which yeah he's physically nonhuman and it can't be helped that people not in the know can't hear him talk or realize he's a person #but like #He's a person and its kind of screwed up that the fandom only ever remembers him to rag on or diss his 'insecurity' arc #which is more accurately his 'realizing he has an entire support network to lose and not knowing how to handle' arc #combined with his longer ongoing 'all I have is my identity as me and if I'm not human what is that even worth?' arc #which is different to Teddie's (my fav P4 character) in a few key areas #such as Teddie putting most of the issue on his nature of being nonhuman #whereas Morgana is more terrified of having who he is ignored in favor of the casual callousness of others #and being helpless to actually effect anything in the real world due to being to everyone but MAYBE the PT a cat #(all that said I agree with the general consensus the pre Okumura arc was handled poorly and Ryuji deserved an apology too)#but still #he's a people #If he can get a human form without it being the result of something bad he's totally valid in that #and he still deserves to be treated as a person even if he can't #all of which is more a fandom problem than a PT problem #but just saying #Futaba sweet amazing gift to the world that you are #if I was Morgana and you smooshed my face without warning like you do his #you would probably end up bleeding #(and as a result I would probably end up being thrown out and left to starve or get put down in a pound or something because cat body)#but anyway #first time using a gif #is it alright to just search here and use the ones that pop up or is a bit research first advised?#strangely enough ranting in the tags has made me feel a lot better even if I am still a bit sad #oh neat you can move tags up and down in the order when editing that's neat

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