#while qifrey just. cant let himself get closer even if he wanted to so instead he lashes out at you for almost putting a spotlight on things | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

petrichorium · 9 months

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so I think I got to that absolutely devastating thing in witch hat last night—that hurt :,)👍 literally was not expecting qifrey to wipe oru’s memory after everything the story seemed to be building up for between this hurdle for them

like….that was such an important moment for them. Oru had been so willing to help him despite qifrey become so insanely fixated on stopping the brimmed hats and….qifrey made the decision that he’d rather oru remember him as the qifrey he’s familiar with than whatever he’s become now. put me down like an old dog—that HURT

AGOKNEEEEEEEEEEEE

#QIFREY BROKEN AND ANGRY AND TROUBLED MAN THAT YOU ARE #that part DID make me cry btw. not the weeping that came later but I had to put down my phone and grieve for a bit #WITH YOUR OWN HAT QIFREY……….. WITH THE TASSEL HE GAVE U QIFREY………..#anyway now u know the full context of what I’m talking abt when I say I wanna throw myself into that tangled mess #it adds another layer to a scenario where oru shows back up w u in tow. qifrey being borderline aggressive towards u makes a lot of sense #and him taking it so hard when u and oru r more openly affectionate…….. sleeping together in Oru’s tower working together all holed away #while qifrey just. cant let himself get closer even if he wanted to so instead he lashes out at you for almost putting a spotlight on things #ask.🌧#demxnscous #ITS ALSO LIKE……… it’s not even that qifrey has changed as he grew up #he’s ALWAYS hidden this part of him #it’s been festering for so long and he’s so desperate now but it’s Always been there #I don’t think he’s necessarily putting on an act but………. I think HE thinks he is #he thinks he’s been lying to everyone he cares about his whole life. AUGHSBHDJE agonyyyyyyy #Jjdbfknef GAHHHH I went back and reread the chapter an MANNNNN he’s so scary oru looks so so scared and worried WAAAAAAAA #it kills me truly

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