#why can't i produce on my ipad i use it for my job anyways tf

[penguinandlasagna]

A Shitshow.

I'm learning to produce music, something I've dreamed of doing since I started high school. I've come to the realization that my laptop has strange pop ups and apps that I couldn't seem to get rid of. I formatted my laptop and completely erased ALL of my data, and am typing on it as I speak because I'm waiting for a few downloads to go on. It is currently 6:30 AM, I have NOT slept a wink and I would very much love to any minute now. I could totally use a cigarette right now but I quit smoking last year. My vape on the other hand is too far away lol. I tried to log into Netflix and it worked. Hooray. I then try Disney Plus because I like it and it has Criminal Minds and... Disney movies. Anyways. I forgot my passcode. For context, I have one main passcode that I use on a daily basis. I then have multiple variations of it, like adding special characters or capitalizing one letter to fit into the passcode standards. I have another one, that I use if a website I'm making an account for has some stupid niche passcode standards. I TRIED EVERYTHING AND NONE WORKED AND NOW IT WON'T EVEN ACCEPT MY FUCKING EMAIL.

I'm definitely gonna go drinking after this.

So I've been meaning to get Valorant bc a lot of my friends have been begging me to get it. Mind you, I don't have any Windows products because I'm most comfortable with Apple products despite their stupidly high price. I went through SO MANY FUCKING ISSUES, got logged into my Riot account (which took fucking forever?) and pressed download for Valorant, only for it to tell me to go fuck myself because Valorant is only playable on PCs.

On the other hand, downloading League of Legends was no issue, but I've only recently started playing it and on Wild Rift. I just hope it's not too different.

I've come to the conclusion that once I start living alone and graduate uni, I'll simply buy a functioning Windows PC and everything I need. I'll be able to play Valorant and maybe the Sims. I don't know. Now as I type this, my laptop is seriously lagging out now, I'm assuming my software update is ready, but shit. Who knows? All I know is that once I let my laptop restart, I'm gonna hit the fucking sheets.