#why do I dream of ppl deleting my account so often

[willgrahamscock]

had a dream where I sat down with god and he told me it’s my job to convince everyone to write more old man yuri or he will delete my tumblr account???

[kickassfu]

tagged by @therewashope thanks love! i'm usually too lazy to do these for the most part but you said you were thinking of me and i felt like i should put in some effort 😭 thank you! and pls do feel free to come chat with me ✌

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you want to know better.

1. Name/Nickname: ppl usually call me Maf or Maffy 'cause its easier or wtv, nicknames are dope

2. Gender: female

3. Star sign: libra

4. Height: 157 cm

5. Time: 7.09 pm

6. Birthday: october 22nd

7. Favorite Band: dont have faves

8. Favorite Solo Artist: again i dont have faves lol i like what i like

9. Song Stuck in My Head: oh found out a singer yesterday, Mae Muller, and i keep listening to her song so annoying, or Milones by Camilo OR Montero by lil nas x tbh lol

10. Last Movie: uhhhhhhhhhhhhh i honestly can't remember LOL

11. Last Show: i'm re-watching merlin with my mom 😞

12. When I Created This Blog: idk...like 7 years ago? 8? i aint gonna check again lol

13. What I Post: a bunch of different fandoms, plus cute things, pls dumb jokes, plus wtv the fuck i feel like LOL

14. Last Thing I Googled: no idea

15. Other Blogs: nope

16. Do I get asks: i do get some asks, like those "send this to 10 ppl" and nowadays i mostly delete them tbh...i just dont like them and i feel so pressured and ugh no. BUT i do have a friend that comes shout some love at me sometimes haha

17. Why I Chose My URL: i've told this story before but long story short, i was making an account somewhere else, wanted to use kickass cause i was feeling good at myself (doesnt happen that often lol) but it didnt let me! so i was like (ahh fuck you) and so added fu to the end of kickass....and it worked lol so from then on i use it for every place i make an account. and by long story short, this wasn't short at all huh

18. Following: 1835

19. Followers: 2176

20. Average Hours of Sleep: hahaha i dont have a proper average, who knows~~

21. Lucky Number: i dont have a lucky number, i'm not lucky at all.

22. Instruments: ...are dope? lol

23. What I Am Wearing: sweatpants, t-shirt and a hoodie

24. Dream Job: i dont dream about working ✌

25. Dream Trip: japan probably?? i'd love to go to greece as well, and take the opportunity to visit one of the ppl i love most in the world @weiiyings

26. Favourite Food: EGG....fried, or boiled, or omelet or....

27. Nationality: portuguese

28. Favourite Song: i dont have faves as we have established haha

29. Last Book I Read: it has been literal years since i've read an actual book....

30. Top 3 fictional universes I would love to live in: avatar the last airbender after they kicked ozai's ass obviously lol aaaand my brain has literally just stopped working i can't think of another one...because all the fictional universes usually come with a bunch of bad shit as well which....no. uhhhhhhhhhhh TREASURE PLANET!! does that count?? and i guess maybe star trek? 'cause star wars sounds too....harsh xD

i tag whoever feels like doing this~~

[domesticangel]

HEYOOO i was tagged by @maerveil to do This Thing (thanks for the tag!!!!) so lets go lesbians!!!

Nickname(s): emmy is actually a nickname but its whats i most often go by! rly the only ppl who call me emily are.....professors, coworkers, classmates etc. my family calls me emmy, memmy or memmies lol oh and for some reason a lot of my irl friends just call me by my last name fadskhkjsddf

Gender: cis girl!

Sexuality: les🅱️ian

Astrological Sign: aqua sun (with a cap cusp), cancer moon (god nerfing me) and libra rising

Hogwarts House: all the quizzes told me i was a slytherin but I'm too pretty to know what that means

Favorite Animal: i rly like uhhhhh rams, dogs and bunnies!!

Number Of Blankets: usually just one i like to sleep cold

Where Are You From: the appalachian part of virginia i am your hillbilly lesbian representation

Dream Trip: i think ive talked about this a couple times but somewhere w really sick mountains.....id like to go to colorado or maybe see the swiss alps!!!

When I Started This Account: not too awful long ago, maybe less than a year or right around? i did have a tumblr back in like ~2015 before this but i deleted it

Why I Started This Account: it was supposed to be an art only blog to help me get back into drawing for fun WHICH IS KINDA WHAT HAPPENED but i also couldn't stop myself from sliding back into memes and anime so here we are

if y'all wanna do it i tag @pucciverse @succubused @littlebriarrose @dude-of-electricity @thesoundofthebell @darkmagiciangirl !!!

[violetclarity]

21 questions

*squints through fingers* so like, 4 people have tagged me to do this now so I suppose I should? (I always meant to do it I’ve just been putting it off and now it’s gotten a bit out of hand whoops.) Thanks @breathofmine, @fantom-ftnoise, @coriesocks, and @carpemermaidtales for tagging me!

Rules: answer the 21 questions, then tag 21 people you want to know better (can already tell you I’m not tagging 21 ppl, sorry friends)

Nickname: vi

Height: 5′4″

Last movie I saw: Aquaman in theaters. It was fine lol

Last thing I googled: how do y’all actually remember this? I think mine was probably “yuuri/victor ao3″ because that’s how I get to ao3 ship pages (don’t judge).

Favorite musician: I don’t really have an all-time favorite because my music taste varies a lot from month to month, but lately I’ve been listening to a lot of King Princess, Troye Sivan, and Lucy Dacus.

Song stuck in my head: Nothing right now but lately I’ve been getting “thank u, next” stuck in my head all the time and I hate it. (Not the song. Just how much it’s been stuck in my head.)

Other blogs: a ~writing~ sideblog I made years ago but never posted on and don’t know how to delete, no other personal accounts (multifandom mess that I am). A few fest/project blogs I run or co-run: @hpwlwbigbang, @scorbusfest, @bookrecsfordrarryfans (RIP, sorry I haven’t done anything w this in...months)

Do I get asks: very occasionally, more often when I reblog an ask game or something

Following: 302, which is honestly fewer than I was expecting? I’ve been konmari-ing my dash lately but could probably do w unfollowing the inactive blogs.

Amount of sleep: with my new job it’s been consistently around 7-8 hours and it’s fucking great

Lucky number: I don’t really have one but passively I guess 9?

What I’m wearing: Jeans, footie socks, a t-shirt I made that has pineapples on it, and a zip-front hoodie. (Also a blanket. My house is always cold.)

Dream job: the concept of dream jobs in a capitalist society... Either working in the theater, being a director or working in a costume shop, or doing something with writing full/part time - publishing original work or being an editor.

Dream trip: Italy! Specifically Sicily, as that’s where my grandfather was from. (We might be going this year!)

Favorite food: pasta! (and also as a category, breakfast food)

Play any instruments: I used to play the clarinet, and then the oboe, but stopped when I was thirteen. I also used to sing, as in I took voice lessons for over seven years and was in multiple choral ensembles in school, but I haven’t done much with it since college...I’d love to get back to it though.

Languages: English is my first language, I can get by in Spanish (used to be better but I’m out of practice sadly), I took French in school but have probably forgotten a lot of it by now and was always bad at pronunciation anyway

Favorite songs: why do you do this to me, ask me these impossible questions! Ughhhh okay probably my all time favorite song (up til this point) is “Chateau Lobby #4 (in C for Two Virgins)” by Father John Misty. (Lately I’ve also been feeling “1950″ and “Talia” by King Princess.)

Random fact: I’ve been a vegetarian since I was eight years old! (So, over 15 years now? O.o)

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: knitting needles sticking out of light purple yarn; a cat lying in the sun; messy kitchen after cooking (these are definitely aspirational lmao)

I don’t have 21 people to tag!! And probably everyone has already been tagged but @aibidil @restlessandordinary @unicornsandphoenix @foularcadebanana @snortinglaughter @the-cellar-spiral @gingertodgers if you want to play!

[whyyamistillonthissite]

Get to Know Tag

So I was invited to do this by @eriktalks (^_^). 

Name: Deepa, but I prefer to be called Deeps Star Sign: Scorpio Gender: Female Height: 4′11″ (Yes, I am 19 years old. Really) Orientation: Heterosexual Favorite Color: Midnight Blue Time Right Now: 11:37am Current Location: London suburbs Average Hours Of Sleep: 7-8 hours Last Thing I Googled: Fantasy creative writing tips Lucky Number: I don’t have one Number Of Blankets I Sleep Under: One duvet  Favorite Fictional Character: Aravis from ‘The Horse and His Boy’  Favorite Book: ‘A Voice in the Wind’ by Francine Rivers. Dream Job: Travel blogger, since that would combine two of my loves; writing and travel. But I’m going to be an accountant instead (naturally, that’s a follow on alternative) and hopefully can get secondments abroad. What I’m Wearing: A long top. Today is the hottest day of the year and let me tell you; British houses without AC were not built for this weather.  Random Fact: I lived in 3 continents before I started school. When Did You Create Your Blog?: Once upon a time.  Do You Have Other Blogs?: Yes, a proper writey one.  Who Is Your Most Active Follower?: I don’t know. What Made You Get A Tumblr: I can’t remember. Do You Get Asks On A Daily Basis: No, I wish. Why Did You Choose Your URL: I think I originated as a music blog. So for me, music/songs are my…’soundtracks2life’…but now I just reblog whatever

Invade My Privacy Tag

1. Did you wake up cranky? Not today, but it was hot and uncomfortable. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? I wouldn’t set out to, but it depends on the person.  3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Girls, less drama (or perhaps I’ve just had more than my fair share of dramatic guys) 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Of course. A smile from a stranger could bring light into someone’s day.  5. Can you commit to one person? Absolutely. 6. How do you look right now? See the answer to ‘what you’re wearing’ and use your imagination. Probably hot and sweaty (again, see above) but not in that good way.  7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Same as before. 8. How often do you listen to music? Multiple times a day, everyday. 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans. 10. Did you think your life will change dramatically before 2017? Yes, but kind of in the same but opposite way to what I expected. It’s complicated. 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Social. 12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Smile and try not to show my true emotions but be dying inside.  13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yes. 14. Can you drive a stick shift?  I could, in theory, but my clutch work is shit and I would get anxious and be a danger to myself and other road users.  15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Doesn’t everyone? 16. Are you going out of town soon? Not for a little while.  17. When was the last time you cried? Last month. 18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? No. 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No. My eyes match my hair (they’re both so dark it’s basically black) and they’re pretty. I’ve been told that you can see yourself in them, which is rather romantic.  20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Clean the house #rave. 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? My computer is being slow and I have so many things to do! 22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? I’ve never had a best friend of the opposite sex. 23. Are you nice to everyone? I try to be. But some people are morons.  24. What are you sitting on right now? Lying on a bed. 25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Absolutely. 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? No.  27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? My mum. 28. Do you get a lot of colds? Not really. Vitamin C and onions are the answer, ppl.  29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No. 30. Does anyone hate you? I hope not. 31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? No.  32. Do you like watching scary movies? See, I say I hate it but I’ve never actually tried. I really like reading articles about the paranormal though. 33. Are you a jealous person? Incredibly. It’s something I need to work on. 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? I don’t have a year I’d delete. 35. Did you have a dream last night? Probably, but I can’t remember it. 36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? No. 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? God knows.  38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Lol nope. 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? No. 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? It was nice.  41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Not a romantic one!! 42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? I think now of the poem by Robert Frost, ‘The Road Not Taken’. Two years ago I thought I would be travelling on the normal road, and now, I’m 3 months away from the less travelled road. So no. 43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Having a blast and enjoying youth.  44. What’s the best part about school? Being around people my own age. 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yeah,a fair amount.  46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Nope. And anyway, notes? More like Snapchat. 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Yes. And think about all the different ways in which it could have happened. It’s excruciating.  48. Were you single over the last summer? Yes. 49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Making the most of our unlimited wifi. Which is exactly what I’m doing.  50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Yeah, they’re cute. 

So I tag @ohcarlesmycarles , @austentatious , @laurapalmer97 & @historysighs plus anyone who wants to do this!

[mikeswheeler]

I was tagged by the lovely @finnxwheeler​ and @jewishstanuris​ ♡

Okay so answer the questions and then tag 8 people!

What made you sign up to Tumblr? HOOO BOI well i’ve been on this site for,,, a long time lmao i signed up with my first account aka my main, personal one in around early 2011 ??? and it was honestly just bc i wanted to see what this site was all about bc i kept hearing ppl talk about it on other sites and reference it and i was like ???? what is Tumblr anyways ?? (like it was all bc of that “What is air?” stuff that was happening and i was so confused bc i was like why is everyone asking about air and then my older brother was like oh it’s a Tumblr thing so i was like what’s that and well,, the rest is history)

What did your blog start off as being? WELL my first account was basically cringe-central, like this was in 2011 so my content was basically Memes and Tumblr-esque inspirational quotes and cheesy, basic lookin’ photography (i was also really into anime and Harry Potter at the time so that was another thing) (oh and for some reason i had a Lolita phase where i was super into that style of fashion) (i was a weeb as a child)

Have you ever received any creepy asks, and if so, what did they say? Ehhhhhh,,, kind of ??? like i’ve definitely gotten a couple that i either wanted to deflect or i just kind of conveniently deleted it from my inbox and pretended it never happened lmao 

Have you ever had a bad experience on Tumblr? All the pornbots like it’S SO ANNOYING ??? AND GROSS ?? it’s especially apparent on my personal blog idk why but i have to block so many at a time smh 

If you had to pick a favourite English monarch, who would you pick? This is like a question i’ve never had to think about so I’m not really sure what to answer... 

Do you prefer hot or cold? COLD COLD COLD i’m also in California though so our cold isn’t like...... unbearable ya know ??? but i can’t stand being super hot and sweaty, it’s so uncomfortable !!! 

Do you have a special skill or talent? UHM I GUESS ACTING ????????? idk i kinda don’t wanna say that bc that’s implying i’m like ‘good’ at or whatever, but i have been in multiple plays/musicals before and even gotten an award for one of my roles so i guess that counts for something !!! 

Do you have a phobia of anything? Tight spaces, spiders (or just bugs in general), the dark, heights, anything medical related so blood and needles and hospitals and what not, aliens/the paranormal/supernatural (it’s not such a wild concept ok like it’s all totally plausible)... uHM yah i’m a big baby about a lot of things 

If you had to pick a favourite real life villain from history, who would you pick? Again, never had to consider this question before in my life so i’m not really sure !!!

Do you have any dark traits?

There are times where i’m pretty withdrawn and moody and easily irritated 

If you could do anything, literally anything, like fly on a unicorn or something, what would it be? 

Is it weird if it’d be something like,,, be cast on Stranger Things ??? like i think i fantasize about being on that show ten times a day, i just...... i really wanna be on Stranger Things gOD IMAGINE HOW AMAZING THAT WOULD BE 

What is the scale of the worst argument you’ve ever had? Slamming doors, raised voices, lots of crying...... fun times !!!

What is your favourite slush flavour? Not really into slushies tbh 

If you could bring back any food or drink from your childhood that has been discontinued, what would it be? DUNKAROOS ????? i feel like any snack from the 90s tho like we just don’t have anything as fun as what we had back then 

What is your favourite and most vivid childhood memory? Nothing specific but i remember playing outdoors with my siblings A LOT like we had a pretty big backyard so we’d constantly be out there, being imaginative and coming up with fake scenarios and acting them out, or like playing with the hose in the summertime or THE POOL omg we had this pool and we’d be in it so much...... also video game battles with my older brother ! my childhood was kinda shitty but at least i have those moments to reflect back on 

If you could bring anyone back from the dead who would it be? My first theatre teacher from high school... he passed away due to cancer around my sophomore year... he was really inspiring to me, i mean he’s kinda the reason why i stuck with that class and didn’t totally give up (thus resulting in me finding out that i love acting and that’s what i wanted to do with my life) 

If you could go back to any time period and live there for a week, which period would it be and why? GIVE ME THE 80′S OH MY GOD my mom grew up in the 80′s as a teenager so i always hear all the stories from her about what it was like and it seemed like ??? so cool ?? especially if you were a teen like what a dream ! give me my 80′s teen movie memories !!!

If you could visit any abandoned place to take pictures, where would it be?

Wow, this is actually a good question....... maybe like a retro arcade or art museum or amusement park ???? i feel like those could make for some Neat Photos (the aesthetic tho)

Do you have any particular, peculiar interests? Hmmmmm psychology interests me ?? i took a psychology class my junior year of high school and it was really fascinating, learning about human behavior and those stories of old psychology experiments (so Wild too like damn, i can’t believe they got away with so much shit back then)

Do you have a creepy/scary experience that has happened to you, and what was it? Not necessarily to me personally like, i’ve heard things before but idk to what extent that could mean so i never really looked Too Much into it bUT UHM i know my family has, especially in my childhood home (that place was straight up haunted like i swear) ALTHOUGHHHHH one night my mom was talking to us about something she saw in her room and all of a sudden a bunch of weird shit started going on in our apartment like our printer kept turning on and off and noises came from the kitchen like a cabinet shutting and things like that IT WAS CREEPY OK 

Do you like/read creepypasta stories? If so, what’s your favourite story? Don’t really have a favorite, but i have read creepypasta stories in the past before - they’re pretty intriguing ! (i’m a total wuss tho!!!! which is why i don’t read enough to have a personal favorite)

If you were in the Wars of the Roses, would you be a Lancastrian, or a Yorkist? Haven’t given this any thought before to decide so I DON’T KNOW !

What is your recurring nightmare? Don’t really have any ????? 

Have you ever had a lucid dream? Nah, because the moment i become aware i’m dreaming and i can do whatever i want, i wake up !!! it’s so frustrating lmao 

If you could go to another planet, which would it be? UHM i just really like the way Saturn looks lmao also Venus bc it sounds Nice but in terms of living conditions, i’m sure none of those are suitable  

What is your religion, if any? Don’t really have one !!!! (in the sense of actively practicing) although my mom is Jewish so i have always felt the most connected to that one 

Have you ever got so drunk, that you did something really embarrassing, and if so, what did you do? i’ve never gotten drunk before so lmao 

Mike, Dustin, Lucas, or Will? THIS IS ???? NOT FAIR ??? THEY’RE ALL MY SONS HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE JUST ONE but fine, i pick Mike just bc i feel the most related to him in the sense of personality traits 

Do you like Marina and the Diamonds? SURE ??? she’s got some good stuff 

Charli XCX? YAH SURE WHY NOT i like some of her stuff !!

Tag a blog that you’ve seen, and you love their posts, but have never told them, and would like to talk to them. @miliebobbybrown HER EDITS ARE ALWAYS SO ??? GOOD ???? her whole blog is total #goals just bc of how Nice everything is like wow i am,,, Intimidated but in the best way possible

Pick one thing you like/love from the 80s. The pop culture :^) (movies, music, fashion...... like wow, i just love it all so much)

What year were you born, and name something cool from that year. 1998 and Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets was published 

What was your blog name originally? (If you had another blog name) This one was originally lifeisdefinitelystrange (rip) 

Do you follow any blogs that you know the user in real life? KIND OF ?? I JUST MET @telekineticeggos FOR THE FIRST TIME IN REAL LIFE LAST NIGHT SO LMAO but we’re also planning on doing more things together in real life in the next few months so YEET 

If you are in the ST fandom, which is your favourite song off the ST soundtrack? Africa by Toto (duh), Atmosphere by Joy Division, Heroes by Peter Gabriel, and When It’s Cold I’d Like To Die by Moby (those last two songs were too emotionally impacting to not name) and from the score itself i LOVE KIDS THAT ONE IS SO GOOD TO ME LMAO but tbh i love the entire score and soundtrack ???? it’s so hard to pick just One Favorite

Finally, give your opinion on the person who tagged you! @finnxwheeler - YOUR WRITING NEVER FAILS TO AMAZE ME WOW ??? i’m always in tears over how flawless your fics are like Whiskey and Broken Hearts destroyed me my dude like oh my goddddd i love your characterization of Mike and Will in all your fics :’) one of my favorite byeler blogs ♡ (also you’re super cool in general like wow what a Neat Person)

@jewishstanuris - I LOVE TALKING TO YOU !!! you’re so nice to me and understanding when i take ten years to reply LMAO also your writing is also super good ??? you should do it more often tbh like i swear you don’t do it enough bc i remember only seeing a few things written by you on here in the fandom buT LIKE THEY WERE SO GOOD AND LIKE ???? DO MORE OF THAT MAYBE ??? another rlly good blog apart of the byeler ship ♡ :’) 

OK SO I’M GONNA TAG THESE GOOFS - @telekineticeggos, @dadharbour, @baileytsample, @elevenknope, @nessa007, @theamiableanachronism, @eggo-my-leggo, and @ghost-grantaire ♡ (obviously you don’t have to do it if you’re not interested or if you’ve done it already!)

[catravandece]

🐇 Check-in tag 🐇

Doing this because @joshua-beeking put it out to the universe and I am ~a whore for being known~

1. Why did you choose your url?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rmBqIFeHN8 i was living in montreal at the time so this was extra funny

2. Any side-blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them.

@pommelfrog is my mxtx sideblog which i started bc i just absolutely couldn’t get over that fucking hilarious dream @deretbeshelar posted abt and had to claim the url

it’s ironic tho bc i actually don’t care so much for frogs? they feel like squishy fragile little water balloons so i always hesitate when handling them but then they leap with the force of a coursing river and scare me :(

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

i started my first blog is 2011 and boy howdy im kinda glad i accidentally deleted it in 2018 bc i went through some Phases i’d very much like to be stricken from all records. im sad abt my merlin tag tho

4. Do you have a queue tag?

lmao i dont have enough followers to care about posting schedules o(*￣▽￣*)o

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

internet addiction probably (to be fair i dont have the money to socialize outside)

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

im a slut for making myself on picrew and its pride so i switched to one with a rainbow :3

7. Why did you choose your header?

because the absolute last thing i was expecting from the 1000 Stars finale was for Chief Phupha Viriyanon to be just as clingy and shameless as Tian but it happened and i never recovered

the header photo i always have a hard time choosing bc i want everything to match so i have my sweet noodle ningning bc black matches everything uwu

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

good lord i have like zero real followers but the one time i actually factually shitposted in the modao tag it took off. everyone else apparently also thinks dad!zixuan would have been the most powerful character of mdzs so mxtx had to fridge him

honestly i was just trying to express my desire for a non-time travel related fix it fic 〒▽〒

9. How many mutuals do you have?

8

10. How many followers do you have?

56

11. How many people do you follow?

108? idk how many are dead accounts

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

my life is a shitpost and i am the meme

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

pretty often

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?

i made the mistake of trying to engage with an aphobe over yuri on ice once and she made me cry.

i then gave my best friend a heart attack bc i called them and didnt explain right away what happened i just said “i did something dumb”. sorry manda /_ \

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

Guilt-tripping and forcing anyone to do anything is the best way to turn people off a post. I don't approve the method. (Joshua said it best)

16. Do you like tag games?

yes i like tag games. would love to be tagged in them

17. Do you like ask games?

^^^^^^^^^^^^

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

i know for a fact @wifihunters is yall should go check out bestie’s stuff owo its fucking beautiful owo

and HEY FUN STORY. so i was rly into barduil back in 2013-14 and read a bunch of fics by @piyo-13 (hi iza yes u r getting dragged into this <3) then 3 years later and 500 miles away from home guess who i find out is the fiancee of my friend from grad school????? it was the funniest fucking thing i swear to god!!! we decided “i trust u enough to give u my fandom presence” and i was like “hey that username sounds familiar” and SURE ENOUGH asjhsdjkd

the world is a very small place lmao

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

nah im way too small for ppl to interact with much and i need that for feelings. i did get a friend crush on someone once before but we weren’t mutuals just both in the same microfandom.

20. Tags?

anyone who ive already tagged above lmao. if u see this and get the urge to be Known pls do it and tag me!!!! i would love to read about u!!!

[lookwhatilost]

there’s an ask meme i see on my dash rn and since nobody will send me anything if i reblog it here, ill jst answer the questions and put them under the cut

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? i dnt use any of them lmfao

is your room messy or clean? messy!!!!! what color are your eyes? dark brown do you like your name? why? i’ve never liked my actual name! i’ve jst always found it to be ugly. whenever someone gives me a nickname, i glom onto it bc i’d rather be called pretty much anything else what is your relationship status? im not dating anyone and im not talking to anyone and tbqh i could not care less describe your personality in 3 words or less superficial space cadet what color hair do you have? brown what kind of car do you drive? color? blue 2010 honda civic. she’s great. where do you shop? forever 21 mostly how would you describe your style? cute but inconsistent favorite social media account as of right now, probably peach. i love my peach ring! and the lack of centralized feed makes it ideal for shitposting what size bed do you have? double any siblings? one brother. he dznt say or do much if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? somewhere cold and far away. i jst want to be somewhere else favorite snapchat filter? i love the dog filter bc they change it up every holiday & i love the milk carton filter bc it’s the best worst thing ive ever seen favorite makeup brand(s) the beauty industry is evil how many times a week do you shower? usually 7 but that’s assuming im not having a severe depression bout favorite tv show? bojack horseman! shoe size? 8.5 or 9, depending on the shoe how tall are you? 5′7″ sandals or sneakers? sneakers! do you go to the gym? only if its too cold to run outside describe your dream date i dnt rly care abt date activities themselves as long as im having a good time w the other person. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? $54 what color socks are you wearing? none! im wearing slippers and theyre brown how many pillows do you sleep with? 4 do you have a job? what do you do? yes. i do hair and i dnt like it how many friends do you have? 2 close ones whats the worst thing you have ever done? omg... like 3 years ago i let this girl use facebook on my phone bc she had her internet access taken from her for some reason. she didn’t log out so i jst kind of kept it logged in bc she was friends with evil nate/this guy who was actively trying to ruin my life (long story) & i kind of wanted to keep an eye on him. anyway she used to meet these weird random guys on a website called myyearbook or something, and while my friend riley and i were lurking, one of them started messaging her all this weird stuff like “i wanna like… fuck your boobs” and we couldn’t like ignore it bc clearly he saw we were online. so we jst kept sending him back things like “that’s nice” hoping he would go away. he kept at it anyway and started pestering her/us for nudes and like… clearly we couldn’t send him any. so we decided to tell him like “sorry i can’t rn” and he got rlly rlly angry and flipped out and told her/us to never speak to him again. he seriously blocked her over it omg it was ridiculous! so we deleted the messages that we had sent behind her back & logged out to keep things from getting any worse. the next time i saw her she was like “yeah i think nick deactivated his fb isn’t that weird?” and i had to pretend like this was new information and not something i was undoubtedly responsible for whats your favorite candle scent? the golden sands yankee candle is my go-to! 3 favorite boy names / 3 favorite girl names i can’t think of any off the top of my head!

favorite actor? favorite actress? who is your celebrity crush? these were 3 separate questions, but i have no personal investment in celebrity culture, so im jst going to answer them all w that. favorite movie? it’s hard to say but i’ve been watching black swan a lot lately do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? i dnt read as often as i’d like to. my favorite book is pet sematary!  money or brains? brains.. duh do you have a nickname? what is it? i’ve had a lot of nicknames and i always sort of latched onto them bc the name on my birth certificate is Fuckin ugly. ppl called me kitty in middle school and janice when i was a freshman in high school. for the life of me i cant remember where either of those originated from how many times have you been to the hospital? idk how many times ive been to the ER or whatever but i’ve had to stay there 3 times top 10 favorite songs i can never think of favorite anythings and they change constantly anyway do you take any medications daily? yeah what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) oily -_- what is your biggest fear? abandonment 😵 how many kids do you want? none whats your go to hair style? i always go back to a blonde bob that’s like, an inch or two longer than my chin what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) jst an average size single family home? who is your role model? dnt have one what was the last compliment you received? i cant remember but it was probably something affirming ian said to me what was the last text you sent? ”#iansrevenge” to ian, obviously how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? fairly young. i dnt remember being too invested in that stuff either way what is your dream car? i drove my dream car for like 3 years and it was nothing but a hassle, so now i no longer have goals or ambitions opinion on smoking? there are worse things. the tobacco industry, on the other hand... do you go to college? lol what is your dream job? LOL would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? rural area. there’s no privacy in the suburbs do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? always do you have freckles? yes do you smile for pictures? sometimes! how many pictures do you have on your phone? 800 have you ever peed in the woods? i’ve been camping many times before so probably

do you still watch cartoons? sometimes but i’m not invested in any do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? i would never cheat on wendy Favorite dipping sauce? buffalo sauce! what do you wear to bed? fleece pants and a t shirt. nothing exciting have you ever won a spelling bee? i’ve never even competed in one what are your hobbies? when you work 40 hours a week you literally dnt have time for hobbies can you draw? i used to all the time but yknow... shit happens do you play an instrument? again, used to. mental illness is a real bitch sometimes what was the last concert you saw? elton john! tea or coffee? tea Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? starbucks!! do you want to get married? no what is your crush’s first and last initial? PASS are you going to change your last name when you get married? i can’t ever see myself getting married but if i do i won’t change my last name unless i like theirs a lot what color looks best on you? white do you miss anyone right now? i miss my friends! do you sleep with your door open or closed? open, usually do you believe in ghosts? yes what is your biggest pet peeve? total strangers standing too close to me in public last person you called` michael favorite ice cream flavor? mint chocolate 😋 regular oreos or golden oreos? regular chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow 💜 what shirt are you wearing? one of my work shirts what is your phone background? the lacey street theater in fairbanks are you outgoing or shy? definitely on the shy side do you like it when people play with your hair? im indifferent to it do you like your neighbors? i dnt talk to them do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? both! have you ever been high? yes binch have you ever been drunk? im drunk... often last thing you ate? a banana favorite lyrics right now nothing is resonating strongly with me at the moment. my personality has been out on lunch for abt 2 months now and im not sure when theyre coming back. summer or winter? winter day or night? night dark, milk, or white chocolate? white favorite month? october! what is your zodiac sign gemini who was the last person you cried in front of? probably my mom. who knows