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[decidentia]

Thanks to everyone who voted in the poll. ♡ The result was almost 50/50, so I’ve followed my gut and given Royce his own blog. If you’re interested in interacting with him, give this post a like or drop me a DM and I’ll follow you from there.

[rrxnjun]

okay (cracks knuckles) ik whipping out the laptop means serious business for people our age, so thank you bar🥺 and you answering everything made me emotional so lemme reciprocate......yes I like u, more now

Yes they both are your only smuts and not so explict at that and being non explicit is again wholesome for me and hence more delusion inducing. I love both the type of smuts though, explict because oof it's hot and detailed and it makes me distant enough to not get too attached but if it is emo or angsty then I am doomed. Smut makes me go like ew the characters did the bad and dirty stuff and are not so pure and angelic ewww (for me to not live under their skin XD and be sane). I like smut without plot for sure but verrrry short in length, just for giggles yk, and not like 10 chapters of pure fucking (idk how ppl do that😭), then I need plot because where is the buildup and story and feelings. Implicit because it makes me yearn when I am in the mood to not be sane and detach from reality. But I get your point, usually people feel that way i guess, i m weird and horny bxdjnf.

And oh you did NOT like Liebestraum, whyyyy >:( if i may ask (omg sweet(est) anon let me kiss your feet snjhdd) but thanks so much for actually putting it up here (online friends and meeting ur tumblr anon 3 times irl?????? U live in a movie??? R u not real??? I feel it's possible). And oh OH OH, this is why OMG i get it now!!! because ur own feelings are resembled in Jisung's monologue and summer feels like THAT for you, it felt more real to me. As I said I was born in summer and rain, so it's like a part of me, an essence of mine, to feel and connect so much with the summery blues, so that and ur own resemblance made it suureal and easy for me to connect so deeply (i am SLIGHTLY dramatic) Because yk how usually with y/n fics, I resonate or try to at least with the y/n's feelings or imagine from a 3rd pov but this made me feel what Jisung was feeling throughout as my own feelings 😭🥹🥹, I felt like I was left behind without that last meeting instead of Jisung GODJDJSJSJSJSJ, please I will cry, I even told my roommate about this fic and Liebestraum and everything so randomly (she doesn't even follow kpop now and has only read bts fanfics in the past ), please let me kiss u :3 (My fav season is actually the transition from winters ending to spring to summers (spring is kinda short where I live and fall is even shorter otherwise it would have been my favorite too) so yes basically summers approaching because they are not as hot and I don't have to shiver all the time and I see the sun but to an extent that is pleasant) I feel like where I live it gets super duper hot in summers so ppl lean towards winters more.

And no by ur carrd being cute I didn't mean JUST the template but what you wrote, that was cute, u r cute. And IKR, ik so many 03 liners irl because of class but online? They do not exist. One year older? Yess, one year younger? Tons but same age? NAH . And oohh cool, I just completed my bachelors and now I feel lost, gonna go for Masters Clinical prolly but yes idk what I will do after that either and I dread research and therapy even so yeah maybe diagnostics lol. (I am ahead of u, but probably gonna take a break this year, let's get at the same level then :D). You make me wanna re-test my mbti it's been a while ;)

And I am probably gonna read Potential or the self sabotage one, Chenle yes, I rarely find good stuff about him. Wish me luck, I saw people sobbing in your asks regarding Potential 😭. (Thanks for not getting mad but it's understandable even if u do)

I do not listen to Dominic but I will check that song out, for you, to try n feel what you said <3

Let's be friends, can i try sliding into your dms time to time🤸🏻‍♀️

hihihi happy to hear u like me more now 🫶🏻 i like you too 🤭🤭

AHAHA okay i get you but also i definitely read smuts that made me delusional before... this one smut i read i cannot stop thinking about it IT WAS PWP TOO 😭😭😭 sigh. Yeah 10 chapters of pure fucking is not really my cup of tea either. Its like when the smut count in a fic goes past 2 im like well this is too much isnt it🤨 (and then i realize real ppl fuck and im just being a virgin.)

I will tell my friend u wanna kiss her feet /j HAHAHA yeah we met last october for the first time!! She lives in a country next to mine so periodically we take turns and take a train to each others capital 🥰 it definitely feels like a dream like wow life didnt end at 17 i am 21 now and meeting online friends and travelling and wow. And yeah kinda!! Also i feel that i dislike most of my angst for some reason ??? And i dont really know why if im being honest TT its like maybe i feel a bit pretentious ?? I have no idea its a whole thing 😭😭 but once again i feel very honored that you connected so deeply with a work of mine 🫶🏻 its still baffling to me haha. TELLING UR ROOMMATE IS ALSO ANOTHER LEVEL WHAT

omg i actually dislike spring but also like it at the same time ?? I was born in spring! but i dislike the unreliable weather but also theres something abt seeing the sun after months of winter that cures ur depression a little doesnt it😭😭 it gets crazy hot in summers here too!! Like next wednesday its supposed to be 36°C 😀😀😀😀 im gonna d*e. I would say i prefer winter to summer but i think u couldve guessed that from my previous reply HAHA

DJDJS me? Cute? 🤭🤭 no, YOU are. but you are SOOO right i see so many 04 liners online its crazy. Most of my mutuals on here are 04-05 liners it makes me feel OLDDD. Omg thats so cool 😯😯 i think clinical is too far from my abilities LMAOO but then again idk idk. When i was little i wanted to do psych because of clinical but then i got into uni and realized how difficult it is and how i am a gifted child burnout so :// and i feel like therapy isnt for me it would burn me out too much. I was thinking of art therapy perhaps ?? but the easiest way to get emploeyed would be school or educational psych here so we'll see maybe ill go for that ?? tell me what ur mbti is after!!

AAAA self sabotage i dont really like either (i seem to dislike a lot of my work LMAO) but potential is one of my most fav fics ive ever written 🤍 i didnt really think it was THAT angsty but i kind of treated it as my therapy session lmao so...,.,,. Yeah maybe thats why. hope u like it! I am very proud of it,, it was a spontaneous work of mine but im happy with how it turned out :,)

what kind of music do u listen to?? :oo i am a HUGE dominic fan no one underastands the sunburn album the way i do </33 hope u like it if u listen to it:)

LETS BE FRIENDS !! u can slide into my dms any time altho i am uhh not really as active on this blog lately ((since i made my other one this has been collecting dust. Shame on me 😭😭😭😭) but i will try to get back to u asap !! (Or we can talk on discord?)

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hayyy vaygus !!! damn there’s so much i gotta catch with 🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️

oh hello 🪰anon welcome back 😈😈😈

your…squirtlings, vaygus..😅😅 if you say so🙏🏼🙏🏼

you’re gonna change your name with an another city 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️? did you decided yet 🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️? (/nf🤘🏼🤘🏼)

so, how are you vaygus 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼, what do you plan to do 2day (or what did you planned 🌟🌟?)?

personably life isn’t at its peak for now but we cope with it 😞😞i have 5 exams left but ILL GO AHEAD AND BEYOND !!!!💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 are yours done ? if not i’m will wishing you a good luck (and also for any other ppl who still got exams 🫵🏼🫵🏼)

well bye bye vaygus, have a good day/ night and dreams !!!<3333

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HEY BABY. yesss fly pookie returned to squirt nation we cheered 😋😋

hehe yes, it has such a nice ring im so proud for coming up with such a unique term

HELP. i was joking (kinda) i do wanna change my name at some point, it prob won’t be a city 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️ i like isabel a lot though for some reason, thatd be cuteeeeee x

i am well !!!! i’ve been out all day being a busy ladee. did some errands n spoiled myself a bit 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 gonna finish packing later tonight bc i gotta be up for my flight early tmr. been listening to aespa all dayyyyy. wrote for a bit n ab to go home n relax

GOOD LUCK BAE 🎀🎀🎀 YOU GOT THIS !!!! STUDYYYYY. yep! exams for me finished around the middle of may. but ya !!! good luck to anyone else who still has upcoming exams !!!! :P

BYEBYEEEEEEE XX U TOO

[crispy-chan]

IM GONNA SCREAM THIS IS THE FOURTH TIME IM TYPING OUT THIS ASK WTFEFEFGERHERHJSJEF WHY DOES TUMBLR HATE ME like ok maybe it's telling me to get off this site omg i get it bff BUT LET ME TELL JAS STUFF BEFORE THAT

I WAS SAYING good luck w ur summer activities and pls rest and relax the fic can be finished later !! <33 as for me, i've been well 🤸🏻‍♀️ these past few weeks have been hectic and im trying to get back into writing so we'll see how that goes 💆🏻‍♀️ chances i'll fail are really high rn smh

Lmfaooo noo pls don’t go I NEED YOU ON HERE OKAY 💜🔫

Thank you!! I’ll try my best to rest but tbh the feeling after finishing something is so satisfying that I wish I could just make myself sit in front of my laptop and finish the stupid fic lol.

Make sure to rest yourself too!! I hope you get to relax and have a lot of fun! And don’t worry if you can get back to writing immediately tho! Your well-being should be prioritized 🥺💕💕

Sending you all my love 🤧💝