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orcelito · 2 months

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I think I need to find a rage room or smth. Ykno those types of things that gives u a space to just absolutely go fucking ham? Breaking shit and letting out the anger? I'm constantly stifling anger bc I don't want to cause problems with it, but ever since my dad died, I've really wanted to just kick the shit out of something.

Just once. Just one time would fix me, I think. I really need to be able to break things.

#speculation nation #cant throw shit bc i dont want to scare people and i also dont want to break my things #cant kick boxes bc if i do then i scare the shit outta my cats and i dont wanna do that to them #im a nice person but i just really want to break things #so it's an impasse. one that i think a rage room would help me with. hmmm #alternatively i could go to a gym and get into the habit of lifting weights #i may be tiny but i wanna get strong and i really do need to get back into shape.#wonder whether working out regularly would help me with my fibro dizziness. or maybe itd make it worse.#hoping at the doctor's appointment i scheduled that i can finally start getting a diagnosis for fibro #im almost entirely certain i have it by this point. and i really would like some treatment for it.#sigh. in time. just gotta wait two and a half months. wah.

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