review of 2017 (read: how much i failed at completing my resolutions)
well shit (resolutions are here) also why the fuck was i using that many emojis wth????
. ~ C O N S O F 2O17 ~ .
- didn’t sort my skin out
- didn’t start eating healthier or drinking more water
- didn’t start to exercise
- didn’t move out
- my mental health took a big turn for the worse (like so much worse that i think i need therapy bc i can’t deal with this shit alone anymore)
- didn’t stop thinking about labels (i’m still stressed over it that it stressed me out) (so me having stress stresses me out basically)
- everything that happened ever during the year bc i’m terrified to look at the news
. ~ P R O S O F 2O17 ~ .
+ LEARNED SELF LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE AND CARE
+ READ MORE BOOKS (ESPECIALLY ABOUT HISTORY)
+ SAID YES TO MORE THINGS
+ FIGURED OUT THAT I DON’T HAVE A HIGH SEX DRIVE SO THAT’S WHY I DON’T MASTURBATE OFTEN/DON’T REALLY LIKE IT (maybe it’s linked to trauma but this isn’t about my childhood trauma)
+ OR MAYBE I’M ACE?? WHO KNOWS NOT ME IT’S GREAT
+ BECAME MORE COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN
+ I NOW KNOW WHAT CLOTHES I LIKE TO WEAR
+ I GOT MORE ADAMANT ABOUT THE THINGS I LIKE SO THAT I’M NOT ASHAMED ABOUT THE THINGS I LIKE
+ I LEARNED SELF KINDNESS AND I ACTUALLY DON’T BEAT MYSELF DOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER (always at least it’s a hard habit to crack)
+ LET MYSELF LOOK AT GIRLS AND LOVE THEM AND FANTASIZE ABOUT THEM AND IT’S WONDERFUL
+ ALSO I WAS ABLE TO TALK ABOUT LIKING GIRLS OUT LOUD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN I ...
+ ... MET MY BEST FRIEND DURING THE SUMMER (i love you so much babe 💖 ) AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER ROOM AND HER FAMILY DOGS AND THE CITY AND ESPECIALLY HER (this was literally a highlight of my life i can’t describe how much this meant to me)
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