#yall catch me crying over this art i fuckin love it

[chikelo]

quick lyfe update b4 i pass out

hello folx it is i, the flighty and hard-to-reach author you all know and tolerate,

1. it’s been a fuckin’ day and a half. been up since 4 am - yeah, didn’t get that long night’s rest i wanted so badly after all, because i got scheduled to work an opening shift instead. so! i’m at that level of sleep deprivation where walking too fast gives me a headache, and as soon as the elevator starts moving upward i get dizzy and almost fall over and have to sag against the cool and unforgiving metal walls! haha what can ya do right

2. yall had me nearly crying with your incredibly nice words - honestly what did i do to deserve any of you - and i promise as soon as i find a spare moment i will do my best to convey how much i love all of you

3. i just had the most inspiring lecture ever, honestly. like this class keeps changing my worldview every time i go to it and i’m really digging it

4. i feel like i need to visit a gallery or museum soon -- i’ve been missing the art world. i feel like i just need to go see some performance piece of a lady screaming into a mic whilst im wearing a long, burgundy-velvet gown that trails behind me on the floor. know what i mean?

5. i don’t know what’s up with me and pretzels lately but like i can’t stop eating and purchasing them. they’re so good esp with like, a cold pepsi,,, fuck. so good

6. i think you guys are gonna like this chapter....... as soon as i actually Finish It

7. i keep catching people staring at me and i do not know if this because i am attractive or because i am incredibly weird looking, it could go either way

8. there’s this boy whose into me and i guess he’s cute and okay to talk to so i guess i like him a little but agh! when will i find someone who really stimulates me intellectually and makes me feel super comfortable!! instead i just find myself settling for the people i have Okay times with, which isn’t fair to either me or them... but... loneliness can be a powerful thing

9. i think im gonna skip a lecture tomorrow morning to sleep longer which makes me feel nervous but whatever

10. jimi hendrix is fucking incredible