#yea basically im monologing again excuse me i havent slept for 26 hours

[lnane]

I just remembered one of many moments i realized how seperwte and different and ibcredibly much cooler and funner than my family i am

My brother n mother were talking about a person in the village just under my brothers age who we used to go to the same school as and talked bout how hes changed his style now (and is trans) and yadayada and then what company he keeps. And like they talked about it and i was passively participating in the conversation cuz i know some of those people from instagram n ahit. Then mother mine says smth along the lines of "so not a very good crowd [to hang out with]" s if they have a bad influence on him n shit and my gut reaction was like nah they seem like awesome people love for him to hang out with those people.

Only to realise a second later mother meant "not a good crowd for a polite young girl to hang around eith" while i see it like "heck yes queer people with cool fashion you go dude"