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#you see emet's my fave character bcs we're so similar in such a painful way
noxtivagus ยท 2 years
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"like broken angels, wingless, cast from heavens gates..."
i love ffxiv so much
#๐ŸŒ™.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#too tired to actually be productive tonight#all i've been doing is listen to music#some spoilers upcoming idk ๐Ÿ˜ž#whenever i listen to anything with the amaurot melody#since to the edge shares it#the lyrics just always enter my head#and i remember#emet-selch#you see emet's my fave character bcs we're so similar in such a painful way#emet and azem? everytime i think of them i really get#starry-eyed. in the kind of awestruck filled with love way & the kind that i'd relate with tears in your eyes#ffxiv lays out all the contents of my heart for fuck's sake#emetwol & azemet.#painful but it's something i think that's really close to my heart#that lingering feeling and remembrance and connection with wol and azem relating to emet#and in general the tragedy of the ancients is smth i hold really close to my heart#emet's character has this painfully empty thing about him#no closure.#and that's why drk's so special to me too#bcc there's no fuckibg proper closure or conclusion as well in... life#oh how dangerous and destructive remembering can be#beautifully and bittersweetly so#anyways i really love to the edge's lyrics so much#every word resonates with my soul. each word etched deep into my identity#what do you when you start to drown in the very things that help keep you afloat?#neath dark waters. return to oblivion. flow.#once more i find answers in words i don't write myself. in time i hope it'll become something of my own but#hmmm... nah. it's enough for me now to find pieces and reflections of myself in these melodies
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