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You write/read smut and likely interact with adult creators who set boundaries against minors reading their stuff? 🤢

I write/read smut and interact with both adults and minors who allow me to do so, I avoid anyone who doesn’t want me to. Have a good day/night <3

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Monster cock and doesn’t know how to use it, go.

Bruh just say you wanted a sub Mingi hc and move on ✋🏾🙄 /hj

NSFW UNDER CUT !! UNDER 16’s DNI !!

He likes to pretend he does

Probably kids himself into thinking he can use it as well

And esp with his figure and intimidating first impression, you thought he’d be able to as well

As you got to know him, his personality etc you just thought he’d be a vanilla man

Little did you know you were so far from the truth it was laughable

When things finally became heated between the two of you, you were surprised by his sensitivity

Although you were usually a person who struggled for power, you took it slow with him, grabbing his chin when you kissed him etc

What you expected was for him to overpower you, or at least attempt to, but instead he just.. let you take the lead?

He was moaning quietly into your mouth, his hands hovering but not ever touching your body. It annoyed you

So you push his hands down until the connect with your skin, and his cold palms elicit a small groan from you

Which made him whimper in return

Now you were beginning to understand

So you’re pushing further, guiding him into new territory while he follows your every move obediently, until the two of you are finally in your underwear

Now he can’t keep his hands off of you, grasping and toying with any part of you he can reach

Gasping breathlessly when you begin to bruise his neck

Then, when your hands slip into his underwear, it’s game over

His hips buck up and the moan he let out sounded strangled. Just that little touch drove him insane

After seeing such a reaction, you wanted to see him a complete and utter mess, fuck the foreplay

But of course, you still wanna tease him first

You pull his pants down and- my god look at the fuckin size of that thing. He’s hiding a whole boa constrictor in his fucking underwear what the fuck ??!?

But Mingi isn’t making a move while your staring dumbstruck at his dick, merely gulping and trying not to wriggle under your touch. His hips are quivering as he resists the urge to buck them up into your hand

You don’t even think before the next words come out of your mouth

“Awh, my poor baby. You need help?”

Luckily, Mingi nods with a whine, eyes already glimmering with unshed tears

It was then you knew you’d have a lot of fun teasing and tormenting Mingi, playing with your little himbo

Your pretty boy who can’t even use his massive dick

But well, it’s not as if he didn’t love every second of it

Idk if I love or hate this-

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Maybe I'm too biased but drunk s*x with San has to be😩😩 those hIP MOVES

Also WOOYOUNG- that mf gives me "I really know what I'm doing while drunk" vibes. Like, he's 100% an expert at making you see starts while drunk. And idk why, but I see him taking the task of making you feel good very seriously lmao

And hongjoong with all the "Park Seonghwa pabooo" and him explaining seonghwa the difference between sexy and sensual and basically being an amazingly hot bastard, I think he would be quite kinky and degrading😶 he'd edge you and laugh at your face like "aww look at you, we've just started and you can't take it anymore, haha!!" you won't remember your name after he's done🥴

NSFW UNDER CUT !! UNDER 15’s DNI !!

I love this but I COMPLETELY DISAGREE ABOUT WOOYOUNG AND JOONG

San’s hips are demonic no matter his state, he’s probably a little more haphazard with his thrusting and less careful because his mind just goes blank after too much alcohol. All he knows is that he wants you and he wants you right then and there. Public sex me thinks.

Wooyoung is just MESSY after a few too much. He’s ripping clothes accidentally, making out with teeth n everything, kissing and licking your body eagerly. His mind is running a mile a minute and he doesn’t know what he wants. To mark you up? Suck your nipples? Give your pussy breathy kisses? He’s doing all three almost at the same time, unable to fixate and stick to one. His gaze is hazy and his words are slurred, his thrusts are sloppy and he’s hardly talking when he’s fucking you. Definitely grabbing your thighs and pulling you closer, pulling your legs apart, pushing them up etc.

Joong. Kim fucking Hongjoong. He gets so fucking needy it’s unbelievable. Say you’ve gone out drinking, at a friends birthday for example, he’s holding your waist firmly against him. He’s grinding onto you as he sucks at you sweet spot. He’s playing with the hem of your dress, slipping his hand under or moving it up slightly until you have to hold his hand so he doesn’t go too high. Especially since you’re on the middle of the fucking dance floor. 100% eventually has to be dragged to the car, but you can’t keep yourself from pouncing on his horny ass when he’s all over you in the backseat.

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You ever just think of soft days Yunho? Like you’ve been having a hard time and he’s so supportive, hugging and kissing you and pampering you in every way possible

You’re so right !! :((

➵ Pairing : Yunho X Gn!Reader

➵ Genre : Fluff

➵ W.C : 892

➵ Warnings : Mention of nightmares, Y/N struggles to eat but nothing too dire, Swearing.

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He’s literally perfect bf material !! Not even that, bf material is made out of HIM

So when you’re overly stressed out due to family pressures, work, exams etc he’s so considerate and caring <//3

Will literally just pick you up and take you to your shared room, cuddling you so hard you’re close to suffocating. Don’t fight it, it won’t end well.

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His head rested on yours as he pulled you close, snuggling into you before pressing a kiss to your forehead. You smiled at his small display of affection, pulling the arm already hooked around your waist even tighter. Sighing into his firm chest, you pressed your face into his pecks, taking in a deep sniff of his scent. Mangoes. He smells like mangoes.

“Y’know, relaxing isn’t gonna hurt you. In fact, most of the time it literally does the opposite.”

You hit Yunho’s chest with no malice behind the feeble strike, giggling when he retaliated by attacking your face with kisses.

“What if I’m operating dangerous machinery?”

He raised an eyebrow before rolling his eyes at you, admitting defeat. His lips pouted slightly as he spoke.

“Alright, not a great time to relax. No need to be difficult.”

You kissed his lips, ruffling his hair until he gave up pretending to be mad and broke into a smile.

“Okay, okay. Kiss and make up?”

Nodding, Yunho quickly pressed a kiss to your face before you could change your mind.

“Kiss n’ make up.”

He absolutely adores sitting you in his lap and kissing you intermittently as he completely obliterates one of the guys on Mortal Kombat.

100% sees you as his cheerleader and demands a celebratory kiss every time he wins, since it spurs him on more.

So on sad days, the kisses are nonstop. If your nightmares plague you once again, don’t hesitate to run into the warm comfort of his arms.

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“How come you’re up?”

Yunho looked at you in confusion as you just shook your head, climbing into his lap instinctively while his arms came around you. His eyes were filled with concern when you snuggled your face into his chest with a sniffle, his hand falling from the controller to your back. Quickly alerting San that he had to stop, Yunho slipped off his headphones and tilted your cheek up, kissing your lips while your eyes shined up at him. He made you feel small, delicate, even though you felt you were far from it.

“Just couldn’t sleep.”

He nodded in quiet understanding, pushing a few stray hairs out of your eyes before pressing a sweet kiss to your temple.

“You want me to come to bed?”

Quickly shaking your head, you kissed his neck before resting your head on his chest once again, now concentrating on the screen. There it was again, the faint yet still noticeable scent of mangoes. Home.

“I’d rather watch.”

Letting out a small hum in agreement, Yunho slipped back on his headphones and rematched with San. Despite the gory graphics now filling the screen once again, you soon fell asleep curled into Yunho’s chest, snoring and drooling lightly on him. He thought you looked as beautiful as ever.

He’s always making sure you’re healthy, even if it isn’t a hard time for you. He’ll send you messages throughout the day, reminding you to drink water, eat something, take a break.

So when somethings clearly bothering you / stressing you out, he’s extra careful to keep an eye on you. Will scoop you up for naps like in the first scenario, will bring you small snacks if you aren’t eating well, will bring you bottles of water too.

He won’t push you or force you, but his coaxing is good enough to get you to at least eat/sleep/drink a semi-healthy amount. Baby steps.

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Tapping on the door, Yunho smiled widely when you turned to him.

“Knock knock.”

He ventured inwards when you weakly smiled back at him, beckoning him to your side with a small hand gesture. Before you could even ask, his arms enveloped you, pulling you into a quick snuggle before you heard a rustle come from behind him. Pulling away, Yunho dove a hand into his back pocket before producing a small packet of your favourite snack.

“Surprise.”

He chuckled when you gave him a rushed kiss to the cheek, eyes widening with slight shock when you snatched it from his hands, quickly tearing the packet open before grabbing a handful. When you sighed in delight, Yunho raised an eyebrow, ruffling your hair.

“You fuckin’ that shit up.”

You rolled your eyes before pushing his shoulder playfully, quickly swallowing so you could explain why you were practically hoovering up the snack.

“I forgot to eat today, okay? There was… a lot to do..”

He watched quietly as your voice trailed off, your expression darkening. Just before you could become lost in your thoughts, Yunho kissed your hand before pulling you up to a stand. When you staggered, he pulled you into his chest.

“Takeaway for dinner then?”

You looked up at him with a sly smirk before responding.

“Depends on which one.”

“Whatever your heart desires, my love.”

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san roughly fucking you with a pink box pleated skirt and asking you to pull on the leash connected to his choker or maybe you’re fucking him when he’s tied up and overstimulated who knows

Fucking hell anon

NSFW UNDER CUT !! UNDER 16’s DNI !!

Both. You’re stroking his dick in the back of his car because mf got too horny watching you in the club. He’s fucked out and you’re both being sloppy due to the alcohol. Your teeth are clashing violently as you breathlessly moan into each other’s mouths. He’s begging you to let him fuck you, whilst you’re too hellbent on the idea of seeing him cum all over his thighs to relent.

The windows are steamed up and the car is shaking. His legs are starting to shake as you quicken the pace of your hand, fully focused on his pleasured expressions whilst San is looking everywhere but at you. You’re annoyed. You stop your movements, grabbing his chin while your nails dug into his skin

“You’re gonna look me in the eyes as you cream all over yourself, just like the stupid fucking whore you are. Got it?”

San just nods. He’ll do anything to cum. Plus, you’ll most likely reward him for his good behaviour, judging by the wet patch showing every time that slutty skirt of yours rides up.

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I thought I would distract you with hard thoughts.

Seonghwa had indications in his natal chart that he would be interested in pet play.

I'm not into it but if he wanted to call me his 'precious little kitten' and stick cat ears & a collar on me.

Then I would do it for him.

(And for me too b/c the man has me on my fkn knees)

Natal charts can tell you that??????? That’s acc so mad icl

NSFW UNDER CUT !! UNDER 15’s DNI !!

No because he’d do it so nonchalantly as well.. like he’d start off calling you kitty/kitten and would just chuckle and roll his eyes if you said he sounds like a discord mod (lmao sorry) but oh god.. it would escalate so quickly.

Would even get you a lil’ cat bed/cushion so your knees don’t hurt when you’re sucking him off <//3 and may I just add.. gamer!Seonghwa likes his kitty to suck him off while he’s playing, esp if he’s on call with the others. Would probably fuck his rage away if he loses, tho you’re not complaining ! Also just loves to film his pretty little kitty taking his cock so well, and 100000000% pulls you around by your collar/leash. Pulls you up when he wants to kiss you while balls deep in you, chokes you with it, toys with it just to see you shiver in anticipation.

This is literally so disorganised sorry..

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Ok but think about Mingi in all of his fluffy affectionate glory showing up at your place drunk and trying to jump your bones. He towers over you and pins you against a wall so he can mark you up. Stumbling and giggling while carrying you into the bedroom to throw you on the bed and just stopping for a second to stare at you because he can't believe how pretty you look. Sloppy. Laughing. Marked up. Messed up.

I COULDNT HAVE SAID IT BETTER MYSELF 😭😭

NSFW UNDER CUT !! UNDER 15’s DNI !!

He’s so drunk outta his mind that everything’s funny and you’re oh so so pretty and come here y/n!! He needs cuddles!! He can’t stop himself from giggling even when he’s kissing you and nibbling at your neck. He’s messy because he’s drunk but he’s also slow, since he keeps getting sidetracked. Totally fumbles the condom, like bro can’t even get it on and he’s frowning and trying so badly and your just sitting there like 😐 when he gets back on track tho hes’s fucking into you deep but slower than usual.

His movements are sluggish with fatigue and his intoxicated state. He’s kissing and giggling the whole time, taking his time to adore you while he makes you feel good. He’s also more whiny than usual, his adrenaline pumping from the drinks and his heads swimming. He just wants you, wants to feel good, wants to make you feel good.

Totally falls asleep as soon as your coming down from your highs, that mountain of a man collapsing next to you in a sweaty, smiling mess and drifting off to sleep hugging you close. Whiny asf when he wakes up in the morning tho, asking you to look after him because he’s sick :(( and you’re just like no sirrrrr you are drunk and it’s all your fault but I shall begrudgingly look after my enormous man baby.

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Who in Ateez do you think would love to manhandle their partner & how would they do it?

I'm 5'7 & 85 kgs so I doubt a lot of the members could manhandle me...

Like I'm larger than Yunho so I doubt he could effectively throw me against a wall.

I would still love for him to try it though.

Okay okay hear me out hear me out

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Wooyoung and San -> Messy sex

They don’t really mean to manhandle you but in the heat of the moment they’re just pushing and pulling and grabbing whatever they can. It’s all their mind can think of. They just crave you and need you right there and then, so be prepared for a long night. Eventually when they’ve fucked until they cannot fuck no more, the two of you are just a mess of limbs as you slowly fall asleep.

Yunho and Jongho -> Rough sex

They’ve been hitting the gym specifically for this moment. They wanna pin you against the wall, kissing so violently that teeth are clashing n shit. They wanna hold your hips n fuck your doggy till you pass out. They wanna dig their fingers into your thighs as they forcibly hold you open, bringing you to heaven while you struggle helplessly against them. Then, they wanna give you a bubble bath and tell you how good you were.

Yeosang and Hongjoong -> N/A

They prefer verbal over physical. Although Yeosang is popeye if he was constantly on spinach, he thinks it’s even better to see you submit from mere words. The fact that he can just trap you against the wall and whisper the filthiest things and you’ll melt makes him feel superior. Hongjoong prefers verbal cause come on now tinyman TM ain’t manhandling shit. But god the things he says, and the way he says them, it could have your knees buckling just from that.

Mingi and Seonghwa -> N/A

They just physically can’t. They’re too protective over you, so they just can’t bring themselves to do it. At the most they may pull your hair, or grip your hips extra tight. Hell on a bad day they might even accidentally push your head further down if your mouth just feels too damn good, but nothing is ever intentional. But perhaps that just makes it 100x better when they actually do it, up for debate really. Either way they’re pampering you like a princess when they’re through with you.

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Wooyoung indefinitely, shall I say more??? I can also kinda see Yeosang being messy. He may be the "normal" and i say that loosely member when he's sober, but we need to remember that that he's Woo's best friend of years xD

This one... Hear me out: Jongho. He's very composed with you (sober ofc) but I think that because he's not a fan of touchy taw-chy, he might be more... Exploratory when he loosens up.

NSFW UNDER CUT !! UNDER 15’S DNI !!

If he’s gone out without having to deal with the other 99z and their drunk antics, I think Yeo finally lets loose. I totally agree with you tho, no one who fraternises with Wooyoung could ever be fully normal. I think he’d be a proper tease during drunk sex, and messy like you said. Can see him spitting alcohol into your mouth and telling you to swallow like a good girl. Praise mixed with degradation because you’re just his pretty little whore <//3

Oh my god drunk Jongho. He’s just clingy asf. He doesn’t talk much, preferring to nuzzle your neck and hold you against him. He’s kissing your ear softly and rubbing small circles onto his skin. When he starts getting hot n bothered he’s not flustered and shy like he usually is, he’s definitely a lot more handsy. And talkative too. Definitely a groper, leaving open mouthed kisses all over you as he feels you up

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Yunho + if love wasn't the poison I asked for + angst .. for your fake title game! Have a great day ~

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➵ Pairing : Yunho X Gn!Reader

➵ Genre : Angst

➵ W.C : 1210

➵ Warnings : Hanahaki disease, Mentions of blood, Pining, Insinuated death.

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His chest hurt.

Yunho clutched at it as he left his dorms, sharp pains stabbing at his lungs, his breathing now laboured. He could hardly exhale as he gripped the metal bannister, hand on his heart as he coughed harshly. It felt like a large lump was stuck in his throat, restricting his airwaves while scratching painfully at them at the same time. When it almost felt like his throat would split in half, he finally coughed up a rose, it’s thorned stem covered in blood. Droplets of crimson also fell from his mouth onto the pavement below him, only few in number yet extremely worrying.

This was the first time he’d coughed up a full rose.

It had all started a few months ago, surprisingly on a beautiful, sunny day. You’d come over to visit him and the rest of the guys, back from exploring the world for a year. He was the first to run over and drag you into a hug, only at that moment realising just how much he’d missed you.

Yunho kept by your side the entire day, enthralled by you as you avidly recounted everything you had experienced while away. He didn’t let you go until he felt a tingling in his throat, a few hours into your stories. Excusing himself, he went to the toilet and grabbed a tissue, coughing into it. When he pulled away however, he was shocked to see a singular petal cushioned on the soft paper. Fuck, he knew exactly what this was.

“Hanahaki di- but I’m not in lo-..”

It didn’t take long for him to connect the dots however, the realisation nothing but disheartening.

“Y/N doesn’t love me back.”

He didn’t bother to tell you about the situation, instead preferring to stick around despite the inevitable end it would cause. After little contemplation, he’d decided that a painful death was better than a life without the ability to love. His deteriorating health was a well-kept secret, even Mingi was in the dark. It hurt him to pretend and lie to his friends, but he preferred that over you ever blaming yourself for this. It was him that had caused it, him and his stupid heart, so it would only be him who had to bear the consequences. He refused to let you accept an inch of guilt.

Luckily, there was no scheduled comeback or major promotions looming, so his training wasn’t as demanding as it usually would be. Despite this, even the reduced training was too much for him, eventually leading to him asking to practice alone, playing it off as a lack in confidence. Although unable to see the disease destroying him from the inside out, you and the others had seen how Yunho’s mental health had significantly worsened, the boy spending as much time alone in his room as physically possible. Yet, when it came to nighttime, he decided to sleep on the sofa instead of sharing his room. It was definitely worrying, to say the least.

So when Yunho’s birthday drew closer, you saw it as the perfect opportunity to bring a smile to Yunho’s glum expression. You planned it perfectly, decorating the living room in his favourite colours, scattering balloons everywhere, inviting anyone and everyone who cared about him. The boys commented on your caring nature and you just smiled shyly, hoping Yunho would like the party. You even ordered a cake with his face on it, candles adorning the top. It was a picture-perfect scene, yet as soon as Yunho entered the dorm and saw all you’d prepared, he ran out once again.

You watched in shock, frozen still for a second before excusing yourself and running after him. This was how you caught him bent over the metal railings of the complex’s stairs, practically heaving his guts out. A flurry of petals fell from his mouth as he weakly leaned against the bannister, swaying as he fought to stand up. His eyes were unfocused as he wiped blood from his mouth, scoffing lightly when he saw just how much there was.

“S-shit.. I’m fucked.”

Eyes watering, you wrapped your arms around the male without a word, startling him until he turned around and saw your face. A wave of fear washed over him as he tried to compose himself and wipe away some of the blood from his lips.

“It’s-… It’s not what it looks like, Y/N..”

You sighed and held him tighter, face pressed into his back as you spoke.

“Are you.. like this because.. of me?”

Yunho turned in your grasp, holding you close as you pressed your face into his chest. He stifled a cough as he carded a hand through your hair, shushing you quietly as he fought to speak. His chest hurt.

“You’re not to blame at all, Y/N. This is all my fau-“

You pushed away from him in anger, wiping your eyes as you screamed at Yunho.

“Yunho, do you love me?! Yes or no?! I- I need to know!”

Yunho looked at his feet, not responding as you sniffed loudly. You soon closed the distance between the two of you once again, grabbing him by the shirt.

“I love you.”

“That’s not how it works, Y/N.”

You shook him, tears flowing heavily as you ignored his words. A single tear ran down Yunho’s cheek.

“Jung Yunho, I am utterly, irrevocably in love with you. I love you to the moon and back. I love you 3000. I love you and I need you, so you can’t leave me!”

Shushing you, Yunho just shook his head and pulled you once again into his chest, resting his head on yours as you clinged to him, hands balling up his shirt. You were both now sobbing in each other’s grip, holding each other as if you’d die if you’d let go.

“You c-can’t leave me! I forb-bid it! I n-need you Yuyu, I fucking n-need you!”

You scrambled for his face in a frenzy, cupping his cheeks as you pressed a kiss to his lips, salt invading the embrace. Yunho pushed you away and brushed a hair out of your eyes, keeping you from kissing him again when you attempted to lean in.

“I’ll kiss you a-as many times I n-need to, I need you to know I l-love you! I love you, Yunho!”

Yunho stifled another cough, his chest heaving violently as he struggled to cough without his mouth open. His grip on you was becoming looser. He tried to pull away from you, but you defiantly held onto him. He struggled to speak, his eyes barely focused as you became increasingly blurry.

“You need to l-let go, Y/N. I’ve gotta… g-go.”

He pressed a kiss to your temple, and you could feel the way his entire being shook as he did such a small action. He was beginning to lose to the disease.

“N-No! Yunho, stay, please! You n-need to cut the cake a-and open the gifts and-“

Wiping a tear from your cheek, Yunho removed your hands from him, holding onto the bannister for dear life. His body was anything but steady.

“Y/N, I know you love me, but you’ve gotta let go. The way you love me.. isn’t enough.”

His chest hurt.

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what kind of alc do you think ateez would drink lol

Oooh this is a hard one cause I haven’t tried too many myself but

Mingi/San/Wooyoung - fruity or sweet-tasting drinks. They’re your shameless cocktail drinkers, (insert hard alcohol) + lemonade/coca cola, cider etc . They do shots too but don’t enjoy them in the slightest. They’re gagging, coughing and shouting afterwards because it’s not the means it’s the ends!! And the ends is to get shitfaced!!

Jongho/Yunho - Hard/Harder alcohol. Probably unpopular opinion but I’m an avid believer that jongho has either a leather tongue (doesn’t get drunk/ drunk easily) or is a complete fucking lightweight. No in between. Polar opposites. Yunho is your generic beer guy, cause he doesn’t know how to slow sip on the stronger stuff.

Seonghwa/Yeosang - Wine. Rosé for Yeo and a rich, dark red for Hwa. Expensive face, expensive taste. Throw in a shot or two though, they’re probably forced into it by the demonic duo (WooSan) and their princess (I don’t need to name him) those two tend not to get drunk easily, more because they’re supervising their underlings. Hwa is mostly tending to Joong while Yeosang is weakly (almost not at all) trying to rein in the 99z. San has found a pole. Mingi only has coins and he’s now stoning San. Wooyoung is laying on a table, occupied by a group of people he doesn’t know and is having a full-blown convo with an inflated doll.

Hongjoong- Whiskey/Rum etc. he has one cider, thinks he can handle it well, tried the harder stuff and is now heaving his guts out. His chest and face is burning. What the fuck was in that drink, poison??? No Hongjoong, just more alcohol than the 5% in a fucking cider. Get your shit together man, you’re supposed to be in charge here.

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i feel like drunk sex with seonghwa and san would have you more horny then they’d be and they’d be so sweet and accommodating <33

Seonghwa yes, San no imo. Purely because I think you’d be drunker than him, Seonghwa’s too careful when you guys go out. He’ll have a drink or two, just to get his head buzzing but not drunk outta his mind, and he’s eventually having to drag you outta there because you need to calm down and cool off. When you straddle him and pout however, he can’t help but kiss your pretty lips. He’s feeling you up, and he’s gonna make you taste colours by the time he’s through with you. But softly, slowly, sweetly. Despite your state, he’s making love, not fucking.

I’m sorry but I see San getting shitfaced outta his mind at any chance he gets (esp after that one concert clip lmao) so he’s messy like wooyoung but he’s also needy like Joong. He’s praising you the entire time, but it’s broken and mumbled and hardly intelligible. He’s a lot more expressive and loud than usual, and he can’t help but rub your clit so he can hear your cries of pleasure too.

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