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go outside and find a pretty round rock.

SOMEONE give me a quest to do! Any, please..

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y’all remind me to write please

better yet- give me prompt. Give me something to write about. Give me that complex feeling you can’t seem to define or handle and allow me to word it through my own experiences. Tell me some thing in varying degree of coherency and have me write it out for you with as much sense as I find neccesary, please just.. just say a concept to write about, be as confusing or as direct as you want to be. Please just tell me what to write about.

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“there is a poem scratched into the walls of my throat no one has heard it but it is there.”

— Kai Cheng Thom, “A Place Called No Homeland”

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What are you r quirks?

as in a silly behavioural trait or are you referring to the anime MHA’s word for ‘magical power’? Or mental divergence? Quite unsure what you mean here so I’ll just assume you mean the first. Well, for one, I have an insatiable desire to write, and have a muse that wanders around my soul. And if anything, my actual ‘personality’ (I don’t really believe if it’s a real thing but oh well) is quite uncommon from what I’ve seen.. I’m rather well balanced and am not quick to judge nor emotional explosive, and tend to avoid conflict as much as I can. Also this is sometimes seen as avoidance in general but I don’t view it as such. Also in general all minds have some strange quirk to them, it’s quite beautiful, and I wouldn’t be able to find them all even if I defined every aspect of my mind and behaviour. Aha.. hope this is satisfactory??

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ANYONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give me ideas of real life quests/challenges/activities I can do! Please !!!!

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my accounts…

@lifenconcepts My main account! One I adore the most and want to keep strictly me-centric. Occasionally stuff I’m very interested in, alterhuman stuff, spirituality, psychology, my deep writing, odd ramblings, hot takes, and in general whatever comes to mind that deserves to be heard and seen. I want most to just know this and prioritise it. Can be a bit idiotic sometimes too but I try my best with everything!

@lifenitsphotos Random photos I have I just want to post because why not. Maybe art reference to some but also to clean up the dam storage.

@butler-of-the-skies My more ‘divine’ account, and although I lightly care for it, I try make it as nice to look at as ever and for people who really are only curious on my divine and enlightened side can go here. Most my poetic stuff or deep writings and thoughts get reblogged here along with quotes I find that hit my soul sweetly and rewire my brain.

@talk-to-me4ever JUST FUCKING DESPEDATELY TRYING TO GET SOMEONE TO TALK TO ME DAMN IT DAMN IT

@are-we-capable-of-life My soul’s account, a way of expressing my see adoration to the world and trying to prompt others to do the same. Not sure how to expand it though.

@imjustfedupwithlitteringothers blog litterally solely for reblogging stuff because I’m fed up with littering other blogs with the content. Makes my other accounts more manageable to look through.

@thewordsjustfallfrommysoul just random thoughts in the moment without any coherent tie apart from them being positive

@namingclouds4ever somewhat abandoned account where I wanted to name clouds but the hyperfixatation ran out too quickly 😿

aha and that vent one which nobody knows about and I’ll keep it that way

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In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

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refseek.com

www.worldcat.org/

link.springer.com

http://bioline.org.br/

repec.org

science.gov

pdfdrive.com

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Ask the angel (me) anything ‼️‼️ inquire about life and existence, about the whys and how’s, justice and poetic mercy, the beauty in harm and wisdom in calm, how comfort is detrimental but fighting is as such poison.

If you ain’t got it, I NEED TO WRITE

IM A DIVINE BEING WITH SO MUCH TO OFFER YOU, YOU KNOW.. BUT I CANT JUST TELL YOU WHATEVER IF YOU DONT PROMPT ME INTO A CERTAIN TOPIC.

PLEASE, Ask a stimulating question, and in return I’ll thank you.

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probably the best advice I've ever got was from my grandpa when I moved from my town and started a university, he told me to leave the house everytime when I start to feel down, just to go to the park, a supermarket, a bookstore, to even drive in a bus or tram, just be around other people because staying at home all the time kills you; and you know he was right

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I love math (you can send me anon hate for this /j) but WHYYYYY do i have like an hour of homework due in two days WHATD I DOOOOOOOOOO

Math can be a horrible and tricky thing but isn’t it nice to be able to get it off your chest all the while being smarter than some primary school kid, ey? To say that you know what you know even if it’s through blood and tears? Anyways, I do hope it won’t give you too much stress, and even then, try remember it’s not forever. When you’re out of school you won’t have to worry about it. It seems far away, but trust me, it’s not forever. :)

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— Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment

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Im afraid tumblr is driving me mad. I recently broke up with an ex. It was a devastating one. We dont interact with each other on other platforms. But I have this super eery feeling that they're around and that we send each other cryptic texts in a poetry group. What to do!

Ooh there must be a specific way to go about this that’s specialised to your situation as I have no supporting context but if you are afraid you might still be in contact, then I suggest doing something to disconnect yourself that way? If their mere presence causes discomfort within you then you should try to find ways to avoid them, wether it be blocking them if possible, or considering leaving the group if you deem it necessary. yet ofcourse, if you’re not quite sure, then it’s good to first try discuss with the person to see if you can spot any similarities between them and your ex. I hope you figure everything out! You’re worthy of calm.

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HIII!!! Talks @ u forever

erm what do you do whne you really dislike a person but they're dating your best friend

like they aren't a bad person or anything they just REALLY annoy me because a few certain things,,, like one that really makes me upset is how hard setting boundaries are with them,,, i remember recently me & them were joking around in a discord server and they made this really sexual joke towards me and it made me really uncomfortable and. i told him hey! can you not make those jokes please as a boundary (in dms) and they literally apologized for it like 200 times. and i felt so guilty about it and now every time they make me uncomfortable i just feel guilty making their insecurities flare up like that because they have a lot of mental health problems but they're basically just guilttripping me even if it's unintentional idk i just if i told my friend about their bf being like this than she'd either not believe me or she'd break up with him and his issues would get worse,, i'm kinda acting like a mini therapist for him atp and i've worked really hard to try and make him feel like he doesn't have to apologize for everything and that we care about him and if we just left he wouldn't believe it anymore. like at the end of the day i pretty much have to keep being his like stand in therapist but GOD does it get tiring especially when he can just run around saying whatever because i'm so shitty at setting boundaries

vagueposting on a tumblr blog probably isn't the most mature move but eh this has been on my mind for some time lol

on anon because my best friend has tumblr and i don't want them seeing this 💔 but i think you know who i am LMAO

hey how about you just take a breather here and we’ll get a hang on things. So from what I understood, you’re having trouble asserting yourself and are stuck in a situation where you have to make sure the other person is alright despite it affecting you in an unpleasant manner.. Well, in any case, if you’re doing the job of taking care of someone for them (without any primary reason of let’s say a family member or sick friend you’d go to the end of the earth for) then it’s most likely a relationship that’s bound to be destroyed.

Most things when forced just don’t work out well, even if you have a vague sense of obligation that’s just unspokenly pulling you to stay with someone because you can’t bare to see them hurting. It’s something that many empathetic people suffer with and often leads to a draining exchange between someone who is likely ignorant to the help they’re getting and someone who is giving their all but getting nothing in return. Ofcourse, I’m not saying that’s what’s happening, because there’s thousands of variables that could affect a situation, but I just am one to say that if you gotta be overly careful around someone, limit yourself, and feel awful because you’re trying your best for them and are getting nothing in return, to just stop that little game. Easy on paper but can be a struggle in real life. Disliking someone can be a natural process but if it’s actively worsening your mental state, even just bit by bit gnawing at you like a termite infestation, then it deserves to be adressed, especially if to the point where you are aware of it and the discomfort it brings.

Usually, in life, the universe does a silly thing where when you remove one thing, it bounces back. It’s just a strange thing I’ve noticed, like.. if you save $2 somewhere, in some odd range of events you’ll end up paying 2 bucks extra somewhere. It’s an odd effect I’ve noticed and unsure if it has a name or is just a theory, but it’s similar with people for me. If I stop talking to one person, I’m just magically supplied with another individual a few weeks down the line. It’s like a cycle of balance. And for good to come sometimes you gotta be patient through rocky times. But you need to know, if there isn’t anything that’s changing, you must actively do something.

If he is bothering you, albeit with mere presence alone, you need to work on allowing yourself the courage to set your foot down. Even if it means being rude, even if it results in appearing mean and a bit cold, but you shouldn’t prioritise other people over yourself, never, in any condition. It’s good to try keep relationships healthy and blossoming but many people just force themselves to stay in a loop in fear of losing someone close, rejection, or being uncertain. Change is a natural part of life, and if in response to you being yourself someone leaves, then it was just meant to be. Don’t be afraid of announcing that you’re not exactly comfortable with something, and best of all it’s nice to work things out, but if they refuse to listen, make stern decisions.

You deserve peace in life and relationships that don’t feel like a chore, friend. And even through a hard moral struggle, I believe you can decide on something that best works for you.

im a bit unsure of how to work through boundaries and all but if you pin point a specific problem, then that could be a good place to start. Do make sure you are happy, though. Please. I want you to be able to say that you’re uncomfortable and for things to just calmly happen and change, ya know? I hope your day (and lifetime) goes well. :)

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*Waluigi waa sounds*

he is truly the pinaccle of symbolic internet dissoluteness isn’t he? Ah, a true gift to our world.

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You’re welcome to send any messages through the ask feature! talk with me, should you feel inclined to!

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Could you draw a cat for me? :))

Well I don’t intend on making this an art blog but I see no harm done! I hope you enjoy the little creature, maybe even name it? Give a little story?