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it was kind of fucked up for wall-e to be that way about fat people now that im thinking about it

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Playground

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Meeting genuine adults that think legal = good, illegal = bad is so bizarre, like bro not even the law itself agrees that that is a good ethical framework

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Really fucking angers me when after any disaster...The world is so focused on mourning the victims that they forget to question the perpetrators...

It's so scary that the society at large is so scared of questioning the authorities and holding those people at the top responsible that we'd rather bet on the odds of living another day. Genuinely scares me.

I think there is a fair amount of questioning those in power, but what is lacking, however, is accountability. We know those who are responsible. We are calling them out. But nothing is coming out of it. That's the problem.

People are literally getting away with assault and murder, and genocide.

It is genuinely scary indeed.

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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

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when i was at walgreens (at 3 in the morning which explains all of this) the cashier was talking to her coworker about how shed rather be a werewolf than a vampire because vampires are condemned to hell but werewolves arent and then she asked me what i thought and i said vampire because im already condemned to hell and she said in the nicest tone of voice “i dont think anybody is condemned to hell….” paused, stared at me for a few moments, and added on “…not even gay people” 

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you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.

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I feel like starting an urban legend about a demon that kills you if you don't have headphones on when browsing tiktok in public

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WWDITS (2019 -2024) I 4.05

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I love seasonal fruits they're like girl we're back lol

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happy priDEMONth