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                    her   eyes   widen   in   faux   innocence   and   she   tries   to   supress   her   tiny   smile   .       “   but   you   lived  ,   i   think   you're   ignoring   the   bright   side   of   things   .      we   can   always   get   you   a   new   coffee   .   ”   

closed starter for @tantrms

❝  have  you  come  to  laugh  at  me  in  my  miserable  state ??  ❞  jude  laments  in  a  melodramatic  tone,  chocolate  hues  widening  in  mock  offense.  ❝  some  stranger  swerves  their  vespa  into  me,  knocking  my  coffee  to  the  ground  and  cementing  my  lousy  day  and  you’re  giggling.  ❞

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                    without   missing   a   beat  ,   jinx   is   ready   to   answer   this   question  ,   no   questions   asked   .      it's   not   really   a   hard   thing   to   consider   when   it's   them  ;   always   aware   that   doing   reckless   shit   was   a   part   of   their   identity   really   .       “   what   kinda   death   are   we   lookin   for   ?      gorey   or   maybe   super   dramatic   and   public   ?      or something so stupid that makes people question if it really happened ? or a mysterious disappearance that gives you cryptid like status ? perhaps   just   a   simple   death   in   sleep   ? but that's boring as fuck . . . no offense if you choose that one .   ”      —       @mirrorblur

it was like one hundred and one fire alarms went off in her brain the moment her thumb accidentally pressed the like button to one of her old crush's instagram post from six years ago. a pink hue dusted her cheeks and traveled to the tips of her ears as she stared at her phone— which was suddenly the bane of her existence— in disbelief. ❛ so, um.. how busy are you right now? ❜ serenity asked shyly, eyes wide and panicked. ❛ can you maybe help me fake my death? preferably in the next two seconds.. no pressure. ❜

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₊  ˚  🦢      𓊈    JEON JUNGKOOK ,   TWENTY  SIX ,   GENDERFLUID ,   HE / THEY / SHE.    𓊉     ⇢   did  you  see  RANDALL "JINX" BAEK  roaming  around  the  city recently ?   heard  their  top  song  on  spotify  lately  is  WASTE MY TIME  by  MARZ23 FT JUTES ,   probably  a  great  motivator  when  they're  working  as  A DRUMMER IN A BAND.   they're  typically  spotted  carrying  around  a  WORN OUT SKATEBOARD  and  known  for  being  CONFIDENT  and  OBNOXIOUS.

the basics . . .

name: randall baek, but only call them jinx. age: twenty six. birthdate: january 26, 1997. zodiac: aquarius. birthplace: south korea. gender identity: genderfluid. pronouns: he / they / she, no major preference but don't only use he pronouns. orientation: bisexual. occupation: drummer in the band, cracked. character inspirations: spike (buffy the vampire slayer), bart simpson, louise belcher, harley quinnn

little rundown . . .

adopted by a loving family in california at a very early age, jinx grew up only knowing acceptance and love from his new family. they lost their birth mother while she was giving birth to them and, unfortunately, nobody knew who the father was. when adopted into the family, jinx was given the name of his adoptive mother's birth father and the last name of his adoptive father. he was always a chaotic child, one who had a hard time sitting still and constantly managed to get himself into trouble and little accidents. by the age of six, jinx had already managed to break two bones thinking he could fly (spoiler: he could not). despite his parent's best attempts, he was never one they could fully manage. instead, they tried their best to make his antics as safe as possible with proper safety gear and such. jinx gave herself the name jinx one day on a whim as a child simply bc they liked the way it sounded, honestly. he has a love for skateboarding, going on adventures, music, and the antics of which you would find on jackass.

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jungkook x calvin klein + black

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      𐀔               she   raises   her   phone  ,   showing   how   it   has   died   and   likely   has   been   dead   for   a   while   .       “    nothing   personal  ,   i   promise   that   one   .      i   just   got   distracted   and   haven't   had   a   chance   to   charge   my   phone   .      probably   should   have   carried   a   charger   on   me   .       ”  

₊ ㅤ֪ㅤ     "    i   was   making   sure   you    (   @tantrms   )    weren't   dead    ,    since   you   never   called   .    "

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      𐀔               she   shrugs   rather   casually  ,   little   thought   in   her   answer   .       “    i   could   certainly   give   my   best   effort   and   try   to   do   it   better   .      i   feel   like   i've   got   the   strong   possibility   of   it   .      but   mostly   the   way   you   do   it   is   sort   of   amusing   .      not   a   bad   thing   .       ”  

₊ ㅤ֪ㅤ     "    what's   that   smug   look   for    ?    you   think   you    (   @tantrms   )    can   do   any   better    ?    "

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*      𐀔      ∽         it   could   very   well   be   true  ,   katharina   was   enamored   a   bit   by   the   adorable-ness   of   the   girl   .      a   bright   personality   would   always   be   enough   to   have   them   switching   their   tune   .       “      for   you   i'm   about   to   put   on   the   best   acting   performance   you've   ever   seen   .      you   want   the   birthday   or   you   want   me   getting   the   news   that   i   only   have   a   month   left   to   live   ?       ”

with. katharina ( @tantrms ) ❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜

bianca smiles, a contagiously mischievous grin that takes over her entire face. ❛ but i am absolutely adorable. do you think people can say no to this face? ❜ she makes her best puppy eyes, as if to prove a point. ❛ come on, it will be fun. we just have to get the waitress to believe it's a birthday, or one of us is dying, or something. they will feel bad and give us a table and maybe even some free desert. that totally works in movies. ❜

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where: convenience store, restaurant, bar, bakery, wherever. who: katharina and your muse.

*      𐀔      ∽         well   this   is   quite   the   embarrassing   predicament   .  .  .      katharina   stares   down   at   the   money   she   has   counted   over   and   over   again   with   flushed   cheeks   before   turning   to   your   muse   with   a   sheepish   smile   .       “    do   you   think   you   could   spot   me   ?      i'm   good   for   it  ,   i   promise   .      i   just   left   my   card   in   my   other   bag   at   home   .      i   knew   i   should   have   used   that   one   .       ”          ∽       @viennestarters

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*      𐀔      ∽         it   was   pretty   evident   that   the   girl   didn't   take   a   hint   very   well  ,   causing   aliya's   eyes   to   widen   slightly   as   she   stares   down   at   her   drink , swirling the glass   .         “    think   we   have   different   ideas   of   drinking   alone   —    ”       there's   not   much   she   can   do   except   accept   her   fate   in   this   moment   .      what   had   started   as   a   night   out   alone   to   decompress   has   turned   into   an   unfortunate   get   together   .         “    i've   never   even   tried   a   cosmo   .      also   haven't   seen   that   show   to   know   anything   about   carrie   except   that   she   slept   with    a   married   guy   .      i   like   a   gin   and   tonic , though   .    ”          ∽       @cloudcatchr

with. aliya ( @tantrms ) ❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜

❛ great! i love drinking alone, it's very cool and mysterious. ❜ bianca sits right in front of the other, smiling carelessly as her cosmopolitan shakes inside the glass and almost spills onto the table. a surprising minute passes before she takes a deep breath and starts talking again. ❛ so, what's your poison? i really like cosmos, mostly because i used to idolize carrie bradshaw, but they're actually pretty good and very pink, which is always a plus. ❜

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𝟐𝟎𝟎 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 

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❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜ ❛ what are you smiling at? ❜ ❛ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❜ ❛ was it you? did you do all this? ❜ ❛ i don’t know how you do this every day… ❜ ❛ that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you’ve just met. ❜ ❛ i’m not sorry. ❜ ❛ i did warn you not to trust me. ❜ ❛ do you remember anything? at all? ❜ ❛ you’re lucky you’re cute. ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me? ❜ ❛ did you hurt yourself? ❜ ❛ i could show you the way. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. ❜ ❛ don’t go. please. ❜ ❛ you wanna know what your problem is? ❜ ❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜ ❛ don’t run away from this. ❜ ❛ i’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜ ❛ i didn’t realize you were in so much pain. ❜ ❛ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❜ ❛ you wouldn’t understand. ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. ❜ ❛ dangerous to be out so late. ❜ ❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜ ❛ i made a mistake. ❜ ❛ am i not good enough? ❜ ❛ i’m going to get you out of here. ❜ ❛ why did you bring me here? ❜ ❛ aren’t we in a good mood today? ❜ ❛ don’t shut me out. please. ❜ ❛ the storm’s getting worse. ❜ ❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you’re about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❜ ❛ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ❜ ❛ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❜ ❛ this is the part where you leave. ❜ ❛ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ❜ ❛ you stepped on my foot! ❜ ❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜ ❛ we’re in completely different leagues. ❜ ❛ how did you find me? ❜ ❛ i don’t need you anymore. ❜ ❛ rough day today? ❜ ❛ snap out of it! ❜ ❛ you look better in my clothes than i do. ❜ ❛ why are you still here? ❜ ❛ can i ask… what happened? ❜ ❛ are you saying you care about me? ❜ ❛ i won’t let anyone hurt you. ❜ ❛ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❜ ❛ well, this is where i live. ❜ ❛ we’re not so different after all. ❜ ❛ how long have i been asleep? ❜ ❛ no more lies, no more secrets. ❜ ❛ can you forgive me? ❜ ❛ i thought you… i saw you get shot. ❜ ❛ why are you really here? ❜ ❛ i wish we never met. ❜ ❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜ ❛ would you run away with me? ❜ ❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜ ❛ we can stop them. i can help you. ❜ ❛ what now? i’m tired. ❜ ❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜ ❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜ ❛ if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine. ❜ ❛ are you threatening me? ❜ ❛ did you ever care about me? ❜ ❛ treat me like the princess that i am! ❜ ❛ i’m not leaving you. ❜ ❛ why did you come? ❜ ❛ i need your help… and you need mine. ❜ ❛ i wish i could hate you. ❜ ❛ i see you don’t recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. ❜ ❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood. ❜ ❛ i had my suspicions, but until now i wasn’t sure. ❜ ❛ there’s nothing left for me here. ❜ ❛ that is… literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. ❜ ❛ wait. i’ve heard that sound before. ❜ ❛ just try to hang on. ❜ ❛ so why’s it so important anyway? ❜ ❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep going on like this. ❜ ❛ in about a minute, you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me. ❜ ❛ is this seat taken? sorry, it’s a bit crowded here. ❜ ❛ you can’t leave me here alone! ❜ ❛ i’ll believe it when i see it. ❜ ❛ why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. ❜ ❛ i bought two. here. ❜ ❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜ ❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜ ❛ c'mon. aren’t you worried what might happen if we go? ❜ ❛ walk with me? ❜ ❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜ ❛ how many times have i told you? you can’t visit me here. ❜ ❛ we can’t fix this. can we? ❜ ❛ are you going to kill me? ❜ ❛ it’s not like you can stop me. ❜ ❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together. ❜ ❛ take me with you. ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜ ❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜ ❛ what do you want in exchange for it? ❜ ❛ is being drunk an excuse? ❜ ❛ promise me you won’t overreact. ❜ ❛ how can i possibly trust you? after all you’ve done. ❜ ❛ how long have you been standing there? ❜ ❛ why did you wake me? ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings. ❜ ❛ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ❜ ❛ for some reason, i’m attracted to you. ❜ ❛ promise me? ❜ ❛ it’s nothing, i’m just tired. ❜ ❛ i feel safe with you. ❜ ❛ i don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❜ ❛ no way, i’m not doing that. ❜ ❛ i do care. ❜ ❛ you snore in your sleep. it’s adorable. ❜ ❛ i have a spare bed. ❜ ❛ you’re very kind. some day it’ll get you killed. ❜ ❛ you’ll always have a home with me. ❜ ❛ of course i care. you’re my family. ❜ ❛ you shouldn’t insult people that are bigger than you. ❜ ❛ i never wanted to hurt you. ❜ ❛ i swear it wasn’t me. ❜ ❛ we can just sit here, you don’t have to talk. ❜ ❛ did you miss me? ❜ ❛ this isn’t just about you. it’s about what’s best for all of us. ❜ ❛ you can never admit when you’re wrong! ❜ ❛ is this what you wanted? ❜ ❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜ ❛ sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. ❜ ❛ the only time you talk to me is when you need something. ❜ ❛ i’m still learning. ❜ ❛ if you have something to say, spit it out. ❜ ❛ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ❜ ❛ i’m on your side. ❜ ❛ i risked my life for you! ❜ ❛ whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is no. ❜ ❛ you can stay with me. ❜ ❛ i just need time. ❜ ❛ please don’t do this, don’t act like you care. ❜ ❛ who the hell invited you? ❜ ❛ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ❜ ❛ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. ❜ ❛ think of it as a compliment. ❜ ❛ do you ever stop being so serious and dull? ❜ ❛ it’s rare to see your kind around here. ❜ ❛ you remember me. that’s good. ❜ ❛ you’re a terrible flirt you know. ❜ ❛ are you kidding me? we’re not ‘fine’! ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead. ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you. ❜ ❛ you’re not alone. i’m here. ❜ ❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜ ❛ knowledge is power. ❜ ❛ you scared me. ❜ ❛ well, what’s so strange about that? ❜ ❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜ ❛ i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you. ❜ ❛ just who do you think you are? ❜ ❛ you look… amazing. ❜ ❛ we’re safe, aren’t we? ❜ ❛ you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again. ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜ ❛ i thought you’d like this. ❜ ❛ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❜ ❛ what’s that smug look for? you think you can do any better? ❜ ❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜ ❛ you should’ve thought about that before you got into a fight. ❜ ❛ i only wanted to help. ❜ ❛ you knew and you didn’t tell me? ❜ ❛ you don’t scare me. ❜ ❛ wow, look who remembered my existence. ❜ ❛ change isn’t easy. ❜ ❛ why did you help me? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me? ❜ ❛ i can’t even trust myself anymore. ❜ ❛ i was making sure you weren’t dead, since you never called. ❜ ❛ you look awful. what happened? ❜ ❛ are you here to kill me? ❜ ❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜ ❛ was that a friend of yours? ❜ ❛ two years later and you haven’t changed. ❜ ❛ you look like you just saw a ghost. ❜ ❛ nobody tells me what to do. ❜ ❛ you’re too scared to do it, aren’t you? ❜ ❛ come on. it can’t be that bad. ❜ ❛ i hope to repay your kindness someday. ❜ ❛ just let me do this for you. ❜ ❛ why were they coming after you? ❜ ❛ how many people have you killed? how many? ❜ ❛ how much do you value your life? ❜ ❛ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me. ❜ ❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this. ❜ ❛ have a drink with me. ❜

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tantrms    —        a  private  multimuse  roleplay  blog  affiliated  with  viennefm,   written  by  gekko.   if  you  are  not  affiliated  with  viennefm  then  please  do  not  follow  or  interact.

katharina     ↷       introduction.  wanted  connections aliya     ↷       introduction.  wanted  connections jinx     ↷       introduction.  wanted  connections

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₊  ˚  🦢      𓊈    MEGAN  SURI ,   TWENTY  FOUR ,   CISWOMAN ,   SHE  /  HER.    𓊉     ⇢   did  you  see  ALIYA  BAHRI  roaming  around  the  city recently ?   heard  their  top  song  on  spotify  lately  is  HAPPY IM  by  UMI ,   probably  a  great  motivator  when  they're  working  as  a JOURNALIST.   they're  typically  spotted  carrying  around  an  AN OLD LAPTOP THAT HAS BEEN WELL USED  and  known  for  being  INQUISITIVE  and  SLY.

the basics . . .

name: aliya bahri. age: twenty four. birthdate: february 29, 1999. zodiac: pisces. birthplace: philadelphia, pennsylvania. gender identity: ciswoman. pronouns: she / her. orientation: bisexual. occupation: journalist. character inspirations: brooke davis, rory gilmore, peter parker.

little rundown . . .

one of her greatest goals in life was to write about the important things, to share other's stories. instead aliya is a little stuck with the small pieces, the things that just make people feel good. and that's nice ! don't get her wrong, it's not so bad reporting on some nice things. but now she's stuck with the advice column and aliya isn't one to take advice well and she's not exactly the one people go to when they need it. this is a whole new area for her but if she does a good job then maybe, just maybe, she'll get her chance at hitting the things that really make you think. she won't complain too much about it, either. instead, she works her ass off just to see if it'll all be worth it.

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₊  ˚  🦢      𓊈    SABRINA  CARPENTER ,   TWENTY  FOUR ,   BIGENDER ,   SHE  /  THEY.    𓊉     ⇢   did  you  see  KATHARINA  MAYER  roaming  around  the  city recently ?   heard  their  top  song  on  spotify  lately  is  THE  BADDEST  by  K/DA ,   probably  a  great  motivator  when  they're  working  as  A  GAMING  STREAMER  &  ASPIRING  ACTRESS.   they're  typically  spotted  carrying  around  an  SAMSUNG  FLIP  PHONE  WITH  THE  SOUND  TURNED  ON  JUST  IN  CASE  SHE  MAYBE  GETS  A  CALLBACK  and  known  for  being  ANIMATED  and  SELF-INDULGENT.

the basics . . .

name: katharina mia mayer. age: twenty four. birthdate: august 12, 1999. zodiac: leo. birthplace: vienna, austria. gender identity: bigender. pronouns: she / they, no major preference. orientation: bisexual. occupation: gaming streamer and struggling aspiring actress. character inspirations: dawn summers, cindy moon, paige matthews

little rundown . . .

katharina has always been a girl with dreams bigger than her life or talents could afford her. if she came from a wealthier family maybe she'd have a chance, could have gotten those acting lessons she always wanted, and she could have reached the greatness she believes she holds inside her. but her parents were never very supportive of such silly dreams and thought she should be realistic; sure, she was never incredibly smart but she could have at least applied herself and gotten a job that pays well, doesn't she know she has her family to provide for? she left home as fast as she could and currently considered streaming her number one source of income while she goes to countless auditions hoping for a callback, not that moving out on her own changed much since her parents never stop needed to borrow from her.

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SABRINA CARPENTER Feather (Behind the Scenes)