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Thinking of the comic furudate did where Kita made all the captains clean.
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kinktober: reassurance + size kink.
D A YÂ E L E V E N ;
pairing: matsukawa/reader
cw: soft dom!mattsun, size difference, praise kink,
wordcount: 0000
+ summary: youâve never taken a cock as big as his and youâre scared, terrified even.
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forgetting their s/oâs birthday :(
w/ atsumu, suna, and ushijima!
part 1: here!
(a/n: as always, a ton of characters were requested, so iâll be making more posts with them :))
thank you all for requestingâșïž i hope this piece isnât disappointing or anything; feel free to leave feedback!! anyway, this is written in the timeskip, so just keep that in mind while readingđlove you all!)
atsumu
you were so proud of your boyfriend :â)
he was doing so well in his career and he seemed to be having so much fun
you really were happy for him
but his career meant that he wouldnât see you all that often and was often preoccupied
some days went by and all you wanted to do was stay in bed with him and cuddle, but he couldnât
you just miss him a lot
but with your birthday coming up, youâre excited
not for your birthday in particular, but because youâll get to spend some quality time with atsumuđ
when you wake up, the sun is shining and you feel well-rested and content.
you sigh happily and reach over to the other side of the bed, only to find it cold and out of use. you sit up to investigate and discover that atsumu is gone.
you sigh again, this time a little disappointed. he mustâve gone to work, you think. you get up.
while youâre making breakfast for yourself, you check your phone. you have a couple messages from some of your friends and family, to which you respond to, but none from your boyfriend. even as you refresh your inbox, nothing comes up.
heâs probably busy, you remind yourself. you finish cooking and sit down to eat, alone.
today seems like a good day to just relax and let yourself breathe for a moment. you lounge around on the couch and watch some movies and take a nice, warm bubble bath. you waste the day away as you wait around for atsumu to come home, hoping maybe the two of you can go out for dinner tonight!
when he finally comes home, he lets out a tired groan and sits down on the couch after kissing you quickly on the cheek.
âiâm starving, babe. whatâs for dinner?â he asks you, eyes closed.
you stand in front of him. âwell, i actually didnât make dinner tonight,â you respond. he opens his eyes and furrows his brows at you.
â...i thought i told you that i needed you to make dinner tonight,â he notes. âi texted you earlier.â
confused at his apparent annoyance, you try again. âwell, i was hoping we could go out tonight. itâs been a long time since we everââ
ây/n, iâm tired, okay? i had a long day and youâre not helping at all. i mean, you donât make dinner, and now youâre asking me for more when itâs clear that i donât have the energy,â he argues, irritated. you step back.
did he...? you ask yourself. thereâs no way...
but now heâs just ignoring you, and it finally sinks in. he forgot.
you sigh sadly and retreat into your bedroom, hoping to just call it a night. you donât want to spend your birthday arguing with your boyfriend.
atsumu gets up and walks into the kitchen, looking for a quick dinner. he opens the pantry to see new products that you must have gotten from the store. he looks over them, eye catching on a box of chocolate pocky.
the snack reminds him of a happy memory he shared with you just last year. it was your birthday, and he took you on a picnic and you shared the box, fighting over who got the last one, and instead just breaking it in half and having to share it.
atsumu thinks back to that day fondly, grinning softly at the memory. maybe this year we can do it again, he jokes to himself. and then he pauses.
...
.....
.........
...fuck.
he pulls out his phone frantically and swipes open the calendar, flipping to the correct month and staring at it obsessively.
and there it is; the reminder he set for your birthday, adorned with emojis and bolded brightly. his heart stops.
his eyes grow wide and he puts his phone down, panic slowly rising in his gut and making it hard to breathe.
âhow could i have...â he whispers to himself.
then atsumu remembers how you asked him to go out with you to dinner and all he did was berate you for not being good enough. the way you seemed dejected as you took his words and left, leaving him alone in his head. heâs supposed to be your boyfriend, and he couldnât even remember your birthday. heâs just been neglecting you.
desperate to make things right, he bursts into the bedroom to see you getting into bed. at his presence, your shoulders droop, and you sigh.
ââtsumu, i donât wanna fight, okay?â you ask, exhausted. his heart sinks even further. thatâs what you think he wants to do?
he approaches you guiltily, and you look up at him, confused. he stares at you for a second before pulling you up by your hands and wrapping his arms around you ever so tightly.
you exhale, his touch so comforting that you just want to melt. itâs been so long since he held you.
âiâm so sorry,â he mutters, voice shaky with honesty. âiâm sorry that i missed your birthday and iâm sorry that i havenât been a boyfriend and that youâve been alone and i havenât even realized.â
you freeze, astounded.
your eyes begin to fill up with tears and you dig your face into his chest to hide them away.
âi know i donât deserve it, but please forgive me? i just wanna make it up to you, âkay?â he pleads, desperate.
in response, you nod into his chest. to be honest, you donât really care all that much about your birthday, but now you that youâre in atsumuâs arms, you really canât think about anything at all.
but heâs here now, and thatâs the best gift you could have asked for.
suna
you and suna had always had an interesting dynamic
he was often distant and seemed unfeeling, while sometimes you grew needy and clingy
you complimented each other
but lately the differences between you led to distance, and all you wanted was for your boyfriend to spend some time with you
because even with those differences, you loved him more than anything
your birthday was approaching, and you were relieved that you finally had a day just for you and him
you yawn, rubbing your eyes gently, and breathe in the soft morning air. today is your birthday!
you donât see suna next to you, so you venture out into the living room. heâs not in there either. you check the kitchen and come up empty.
he must have left, you say to yourself, sighing. honestly, you had hoped for a whole day just for the two of you, but you supposed youâll have to take just a few hours.
you check your phone to see if heâs left anything, but you see nothing. itâs not like you had expected anything, but it still stings just a bit.
so you spend the day having a little time to yourself, treating yourself to some snacks and doing some shopping. when you come home itâs early in the evening, so you start preparing dinner.
you wait for him to come home so that the two of you can have dinner together, lounging on the couch as you wait.
7:00 rolls around and you continue to wait. he doesnât come home.
8:00 is here, and heâs still not home. the food is getting cold.
when 9:00 approaches and heâs still not home, you wonder where he is, irritation and disappointment filling your gut. you send him a message, to which he doesnât respond.
itâs almost midnight when he comes home, and you get up, arms crossed in front of you, frustration coloring your features.
âwhere have you been? iâve been waiting for you all day,â you ask. he just looks at you tiredly, as if heâs the one who should be disappointed, and sighs.
âitâs been a long day, okay?â he murmurs, and you scoff.
âyou couldâve responded to my texts, at least.â
âi didnât have time, okay? can you not be mad at me for two seconds, please?â
you stare at him, baffled. how does he have the audacity toâ
âbesides, not everything is about you, y/n. you have no idea the day that i had, so stop making today about you, okay?â
at that, your heart sinks, and realization hits you like a truck.
he... he didnât even remember.
even while the two of you have had disconnects at some points in your relationship, heâs always taken the time to remember these dates and celebrate them with you. but now he doesnât even remember.
anger starts to creep in, and you can feel it in your blood.
âfuck you, rin,â you mutter, and exit, slamming the door to your bedroom behind you. you press your back against the door and huff angrily.
at first, you just want to yell. but the more you stand there, the more you just want to lie down and cry. because the thought that your own boyfriend doesnât even care about you enough to remember your birthday hurts far more.
outside the door, suna stares at the space where you left, confused. he doesnât understand why youâre so upset with him.
he takes out his phone, hoping to text you and ask you to come back out so he can talk to you. he clicks on your contact and scrolls through it, looking for the message button. it shows your phone number, your emails, your birthday, your address...
suna pauses.
he scrolls back up.
your birthday.
oh no, he thinks, beginning to panic. oh god, what did i do?
and sure enough, the date is resting there on his phone, and his panic is confirmed.
today is your birthday. and he completely forgot.
and on top of that, he called you selfish for wanting the day for the two of you. he sees that youâve left a plate of food out on the table for him and one for you too, and his chest aches painfully. you waited for him. and he didnât show up.
when he gently pushes the door open, his heart breaks even further.
youâre lying on your side, arms wrapped around your pillow, crying softly. you hadnât been this way when he saw you last, and the idea that he made you feel like this hurts terribly.
â...baby?â he calls softly. you gasp, startled by his sudden appearance, and attempt to stifle your sobs. itâs too late though; heâs already heard you. he comes over to your side of the bed, getting on his knees so that heâs eye level with you. you shut your eyes to avoid his gaze, and he sighs.
âplease look at me?â he pleads, and you open your eyes reluctantly. theyâre puffy and teary, and suna feels even more guilty than before.
âi havenât been taking care of you and our relationship very well,â he starts. âi got so caught up in everything and i just got so distant andââ he exhales. âi completely forgot about today. and iâm so, so sorry, y/n. you have every right to be upset, and iâm so disappointed in myself for neglecting you.â
he cups your cheek gently, wiping away the tears there and kissing you sweetly.
âplease let me make it up to you. okay?â he asks against your lips. he feels them curve up slightly, and sighs in relief.
âokay,â you whisper.
suna climbs up onto the bed and pulls you into him. you snuggle into his chest and he kisses your hair.
âgoodnight, baby.â
âgoodnight.â
ushijima
your boyfriend has always loved volleyball more than anything
and youâve always loved this about him
but itâs often leads to lonely days and meals eaten alone
you know itâs part of the compromise he must make, but you still miss him
however, with your birthday coming up, you think maybe nowâs your chance to spend some time with himđ
today is your birthday, and youâre looking forward to what the day has in store for you!
toshi had left before youâd gotten up as per usual, but instead of waiting for him to come home, you decide youâll visit him at practice today. you figure heâll want to see you; it is a special day after all!
so you get up and walk into the kitchen, beginning the preparation of his lunch. you put together some rice and meat in a segment of the bento, adding an omelet to another and some salad in the other compartment. you pack some dressing in a tiny container and some miso soup in an insulated jar, packing everything up neatly. you look at it proudly.
you make your way over to the gym, excited to see your boyfriend. when you get there, the boys are in a practice match, so you sit on the bleachers to watch.
when ushijima finally spots you during his break, his eyebrows furrow, and he walks over to you.
âhi, toshi!â
ây/n, why are you here?â
you pause at his bluntness. he doesnât seem very happy to see you.
âoh. uh, i made you lunch! i figured you might be hungry,â you reply, getting a little nervous. does he not want me here?
ây/n, you shouldnât be here right now. itâs unprofessional.â
your heart sinks.
âbut i just thought, since today isââ
âyou really should just go home, y/n. i will see you later,â he mutters, his dismissal obvious. you look behind him to see a few of his teammates eyeing you pitifully. and now itâs clear to you:
he doesnât even know itâs your birthday.
you sigh, hurt. you pick up the lunch you made him and leave silently, humiliation and disappointment swirling in your stomach, making you nauseous.
when you get home, you just put the bento in the fridge and walk into your bedroom. it doesnât seem worth it to do anything else today. so you lay down, drifting into sleep by the comfort of your own arms, missing his.
â
hoshiumi stares at wakatoshi as you leave. toshi senses his eyes on him and looks back at him, confused.
âwhyâd you send y/n away?â kourai asks, curious.
âoh. i figured iâd see them later. besides, we have practice,â toshi answers.
âbut,â hoshiumi continues. âdonât you wanna spend some time with them today?â
toshi looks down at him, brows furrowed in a question.
âi mean, itâs their birthday today, right?â he clarifies.
ushijima stares at his teammate.
âit is?â he asks, voice uncharacteristically cautious and quiet, almost shy.
hoshiumiâs eyes widen.
âtell me you didnât...â
âi didnât know. i must have forgotten,â toshi mumbles, eyes glued to the floor shamefully.
he didnât mean to forget, really. but the thought completely slipped his mind somewhere and now...
youâre gone, because he sent you away, and youâd just wanted some time with your boyfriend. you brought him food and company and he turned you away.
thereâs an unfamiliar sting in his chest as he recalls the way heâs been treating you; the way he never sees you and how youâve been spending so many hours alone in your shared apartment. and now youâre alone on your birthday because he forgot.
wakatoshi doesnât know exactly how, but he knows he needs to make it up to you.
â
when you wake up, an delicious aroma fills your senses, and you get up to investigate.
as you walk into the kitchen, your heart swells.
your boyfriend is at the stove, making a meal for the two of you. for the first time in a long time, heâs home for dinner. what heâs making smells amazing and your eyes fill up with tears at the sight of him here.
he finally notices youâre awake and walks over to you. he wraps you up in a hug, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead.
âiâm sorry, baby,â he mumbles against your hair. âiâm sorry for forgetting about your birthday. and for constantly leaving you alone. i want to make you feel better, okay?â he asks, pulling you off him gently to look into your eyes. his own widen in alarm at seeing you tear up. âdid i do something wrong?â he mutters, self-consciousness leaking into his tone. you laugh, the sound shaky.
âno, baby,â you reassure him. âiâm just happy youâre here, thatâs all.â
he sighs, relieved, and kisses you gently.
âme too.â
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in case you havenât met bokutoâs new stage actor yet. itâs my pleasure to introduce you to:
sakuraba haruto.



thank you and youâre welcome.
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I had a terrible week and lost my motivation to finish this picture đ. please accept beach boys
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warning: semi-not-so-spoiler?

lit rally got goosebumps from this

but then samu's likeâ

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âwhat would you do if we broke up?â headcanonsÂ
request: hiii, can you do hcs with tanaka, tsukishima, nishinoya and iwaizumi, where their gf record them and say âwhat would you do if we broke up?â then she say âwhat do you think I will do if we broke up?â and after his answer she say âi would go back with my exâ you know, bc he is the ex, plss - @h0ngdabiin
pairings: iwaizumi hajime x reader, tanaka ryunosuke, tsukishima kei, nishinoya yuu
genre: fluff
a/n: ahhh thank you sm for this request !! i had so much fun writing this, but itâs also my first time writing for all these characters 0.0Â
â§ iwaizumi
you were walking home together after volleyball practice
whenever you had time, you would stay and watch your boyfriend practice from the bleachers. you knew it made him happy to watch him play and you loved motivating him
you had the idea of eating dinner together at a nearby park and iwa gave in easily because he likes to make you happy
now youâre lying down on a blanket watching the sun set with your head in his lap and his hands playing with your hair
since heâs distracted, watching the sky, you set up the phone to record him
âhajime, what would you do if we broke up?â
he stops playing with your hair for a second and then confidently says, âi would obviously try to get you back, but i would never break up with you in the first placeâ
you hum then smile up at him, satisfied with his answer
ânow you ask me what i would do if we broke upâ
âbabe, i dont know why youâre asking these weird questionsâ he says looking at you skeptically. trying to figure out what antics youâre up to
âjust go along with it, pleaseâ
he rolls his eyes at you then asks, âwhat would you do if i broke up with you, y/n?â
âiâd go back to my exâ you say quickly, without hesitation
hearing this, hajime stops playing with your hair and nudges at you to sit up
you can see his eyebrows scrunching and he asks, âwho would that be? do you want to be with them right now?â
he sounds so insecure it makes your heart break
âhajime, baby, think about it. you would be my exâ
âwha-â then he realizes. âbabe, why would you scare me like that??â
âsorry haji,â you giggle. âit was just a jokeâ
âwell good because i donât plan on letting you go easilyâ he says and then pulls you into a soft kiss <33
â§ tanaka
it was the weekend so you two decided to spend some time together
you were currently waiting for tanaka on his bed, while he was washing up for your date later today
he had accidentally fallen asleep so now you were waiting on him to get ready for the day. you were already wearing a simple, yet cute dress for your day together
to get back at him for making you wait, you decide to pull this prank on him
you set up the phone and record as soon as he gets out of the shower
âryu, what would you do if we broke up?â
he was in the middle of putting on his shirt and he suddenly stops, with wide eyes
âPLEASE DONâT BREAK UP WITH ME I WILL CRYâ
âbabe, youâre already crying right nowâ
âiâm sorry, i just dont want to think about life without youâ
âyouâre such a simp ryu, but i love youâ you say and then give him a kiss on the cheek
he continues to get ready and you say, ânow ask me what i would do if we broke upâ
he goes along with it and you respond âi would get back with my exâ
âWHO IS HE? I WONT HESITATE TO FIGHT THE PUNKâ
âryu, how are you going to fight yourself? you would be my ex.â
you see his mouth open in an âoâ shape as he processes what you just said
he bounces onto the bed and tackles you into a hug, âthis is the last time you fool me this way, y/nâ
you giggle as he litters your face with kisses
â§ tsukishimaÂ
it was lunch time and you were both eating in the grassy area outside school
tsukki was sharing bits and pieces of his lunch despite him sometimes pretending he doesnât care about you
in reality you knew that was a lie since he was a sweetheart deep down
in the middle of eating, you get this idea
you set up your phone and ask him âkei, what would you do if we broke up?â
âare you kidding me, y/n? why would you ask these questions? youâre so dumb sometimesâ
you pout at him and drill him even further âso does that mean youâll do nothing if we break up?â
he clicks his tongue and turns around, annoyed at your questions
he would never tell you, but he was thinking about how much he never wanted you two to break up
he was highkey hurt about you bringing up the idea of you breaking up with him đ„ș
âokay, now ask me what i would do if we broke upâ
âi really dont want toâ he says still not looking at you
âpleaaaase, just ask !!â
âyouâre being really annoying right now but fine, what would you do if we broke up?â
without a moment of hesitation you say, âi would go back to my exâ
tsukki is usually smart so you were surprised he did not immediately understand what you were trying to say
âwhy would you tell me that, y/nâ he says this and starts to get up, looking a bit angry/hurt
you grab his hand and he reluctantly sits back down
âkei, youâre not as smart as i thought you were. you would be my ex and i would get back with youâ
his eyes widen and he playfully whacks you on the forehead
âstupid, stop playing with me like thatâ
âsorry, keiâ you apologize by giving him kisses until the bell rings for your next class Â
â§ nishinoya
you and noya were in your room and you were helping him study since he wasnât very good at it
with your assistance and motivating words, he usually managed to pull through exam season
your favorite tactic to get him to study was promising him a kiss for every thirty minutes he studied
he would dutifully go back to work with a serious expression, which was very entertaining for you
he was currently fixated on a math problem, when you got the idea to do this so you secretly start recording
âwhat would you do if we broke up?â
he drops his pencil and breaks his attention from the homework, âunlike this math problem, the answer to your question is simple: I WOULD BEG FOR YOU TO TAKE ME BACKâ
he pulls you into a tight hug and says ânever leave me. i love you too muchâ
you can feel your heart melt from the warmth those words bring to you
âi love you too, yuu. now ask me what i would do.â
âiâm not sure if i want to know this information,â he says but then asks you either way
you smirk at him, âi would get back with my exâ
âHUH, WHO IS THIS GUYâ he looks ready to fight
âthat would be you, if we broke up you would be my ex,â you explain in between laughs
he joins you in laughing and when he stops he says, âgive me a kiss now?â
âbut, yuu, your thirty minutes of studying arenât overâ
âwho caresâ he says as he pulls you into a kiss
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