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Oh, baby,

I think i done found the Indian In Our Family

Hold on.

I'm digging in my family tree instead of sleeping like I don't have audio due in 5 hours

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I met one of my mom's cousins at my uncle's funeral.

She sat next to me, but didn't come to the repast,

And just that fast,

I forgot how she said we were related!

It was through my great uncle, Uncle Jerry

On his mama's side,

Which is also My Granny side

So somehow, through my maternal great grandmother.

Funerals bring all kinda folks out.

But like, there's two more last names I gotta look out for on my mama side

Cause I thought I was related to half the city

But I'm really related to bout 65% of the Black population of the city, it's wild.

My great grandmother's maiden name,

So Uncle Jerry and My Granny's mama's maiden name,

And then, Uncle Jerry and My Granny's grandmama's maiden name,

But I know them folks came from South Carolina.

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I don't watch biracial women's hair tutorials

But Jade Godbolt makes me wanna do a roller set just to see how it turn out.

When my father was our kitchen beautician, applying our relaxers,

I had to do roller sets every day and I hated my life,

Because my father hated himself

And he hated nappy hair

The man controlled even my hair

The shit I had to do to Be Presentable in the eyes of this man born during Jim Crow segregation,

When respectability politics and Being Presentable meant life or death, resources or starvation.

He chilled out once he saw a man in love with my naps, bonus points for that man being white. 🙄😒

But now that I'm fully 4C natural

And years removed from parental control and other mfs opinions on MY hair,

I wanna see what my hair do if I stretch it out overnight on some plastic tubes.

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I think Sony headphones should come with one extra pair of ear cushions

Since the ear cushions are the first things to deteriorate.

I had them headphones a li'l over 3 years and had to buy replacement ear cushions in May.

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I need a door hanging rack for the pantry

Gotta get it better organized in there.

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He didn't take 11 months to let the lightskins know he wanted them,

So i took the hint and left a man alone.

But I'M still under surveillance.

I'M the bunny boiler.

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Moses Kim

Lyricaleggroll

The Believer

Are all the same dude

And he is so attractive and I hate it cause he can't bring me home.

Fuck yeah Asian men 😒😂

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The newly engaged guitarist has a 15 year old son

He was six years old just a few months ago

Big as hell now

Just as cornfed and handsome,

Looking like his daddy

And it's OK.

I can live silently and vicariously through my peers, and clap for their milestones with their youngins.

It's OK.

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I'ma go away and come back when I'm not slow anymore.

I feel so dumb.

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DHS Twitter account is posting the Manifest Destiny painting online guys. Guys

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I feel so dumb.

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For a man to know he can HAVE me

And he refused to speak to me

When he really coulda just came GOT me?

He never wanted it

Was never interested.

I'm so embarrassed.

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That mf CHARACTER

That INTEGRITY

That mf EMOTIONAL MATURITY

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Should I try Time Left?

A beautiful, talented man played in my face and I'm still fucked up over it

My heart ain't in it

Whole thing won't be $50

BUT COVID.

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I have to preface everything I say with I Don't Hate You. Cause people are so remedial Over half of U.S. adults can't read above a 6th grade level, Because an uneducated populace is a populace more easily manipulated and controlled. An uneducated populace is also intellectually and emotionally immature, So I have to issue disclaimers before everything I say, I have to reassure people that I don't hate them before I tell them the truth. It's exhausting.

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I don't wanna be any trouble. And I never want to impose.