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Self-Esteem

May apply to Ascendant or sun as well. Aspects to the sun & Venus matter.

ARIES VENUS

Self-esteem is generally fragile. They seem confident and self-assured, but on the inside, their opinion of themselves fluctuates wildly, ranging from sheer conceit to self-loathing. They need validation from others, and if they’re deprived of that, there can be a lot of anxiety surrounding their value. They judge themselves harshly and it’s difficult to recover from embarrassment.

Self-esteem is increased by victory; coming in first place or being the best; encouragement; feelings of strength, bravery, and capability; independence; proving themselves (especially to themselves); learning from mistakes/defeat.

TAURUS VENUS

Self-esteem is generally steady. They’re humble and down-to-earth about themselves, with a very realistic opinion of their worth. They can have difficulty with feeling secure inside in the beginning of their lives, but once they have a solid grasp on what makes them unique and valuable, nothing can shake their confidence, and they’ll seldom depend on others to define them.

Self-esteem is increased by self-acceptance; surrounding themselves with pleasant possessions & people; being spoiled/pampered; taking time to relax & replenish their energy; low stress; aesthetic beauty; feeling natural/elegant.

GEMINI VENUS

Self-esteem is generally erratic. Their opinion of themselves fluctuates with their mood & the context. They easily become dissatisfied with the state of themselves due to their many various interests, which leads to inconsistent admiration and consequentially inconsistent aspirations. Their confidence relies on the “facts” about their beauty, accomplishments, etc.

Self-esteem is increased by satisfying details; being able to keep up with themselves; freedom to develop & change; variety & constant stimulation; having options; engaging people; being able to express their thoughts.

CANCER VENUS

Self-esteem is generally introspective. Their confidence can be unstable and inhibited, particularly when they’re young, but they tend to be more secure in themselves once they have a good awareness of their nature/identity. Their value must be discovered before they can feel or appreciate it, and it may take a long time for them to do so if they’re on their own in that endeavor.

Self-esteem is increased by support; sympathetic people; reassurance; emotional openness, catharsis; close loved ones, people who are interested in being intimate with them; positive reactions; healthy expression of self.

LEO VENUS

Self-esteem is generally glowy. They radiate confidence and pride; they’re typically secure within themselves, knowing their value & easily sharing it with others. If they doubt themselves, it’s because something external is obscuring their inner light – true self-value shines boundlessly from inside them and it’s invincible once they claim it and learn how to own it intrinsically.

Self-esteem is increased by validation; praise; attention; compliments; popularity; affection; positive, enjoyable experiences; creativity; inspiration; being received well; self-expression; grand gestures of love & adoration.

VIRGO VENUS

Self-esteem is generally weary. They can be extremely insecure, lacking confidence due to trying too hard to be worthy of it. They’re harshly critical of themselves and constantly strive to be beautiful and valuable, which takes its toll on their very essence – they tend to shrink further into themselves the more distance they feel stands in the way of what they intend to be.

Self-esteem is increased by making progress, noticing positive results of their efforts; good health & hygiene; appreciation; acknowledgement; feeling able, organized, and useful; being thanked; admiration; being understood.

LIBRA VENUS

Self-esteem is generally buoyant. Their confidence fluctuates erratically, yet gracefully; the lows are taken in stride and the highs are positively elating. They reflect the opinions of others and tend to take things very personally but they typically convince themselves that their insecurities are silly, and return to airy self-acceptance, which can easily turn into oblivious vanity.

Self-esteem is increased by acceptance; integration; inclusion; positive social interaction; peaceful bonds; being well-liked; having fashionable interests & friends; being talked about; attracting & being interesting to others; romance.

SCORPIO VENUS

Self-esteem is generally all or nothing. They’re very cutthroat in the inner competition to be better than they used to be and they can sink into terrifying depths of self-hatred if they fail themselves. If they achieve what they aspire for, they can become obnoxiously conceited. There is rarely a balance – it goes from one extreme to the other very easily (but it’s not exactly unstable).

Self-esteem is increased by distance or extreme closeness; knowing other people intimately; being mysterious; having an impact on others; loyalty; deep connections; intensity; becoming stronger after being hurt; being guarded.

SAGITTARIUS VENUS

Self-esteem is generally carefree. They always try to let go of their insecurities. This often leads to arrogance and vanity, since they sometimes their desperate aversion to being weighed down by negative feelings can result in being carried away by positive ones. They tell themselves a lot of things “don’t matter” because they don’t want to face the discomfort of low self-value.

Self-esteem is increased by enjoyable distractions; trying new things; adventure; discovery; realizations; feeling wise and untamed; being free to do what they wish & make their own decisions; getting away with bad behavior.

CAPRICORN VENUS

Self-esteem is generally brutal. They lack self-compassion and they’re critical of themselves, but they’re also down-to-earth and pragmatic about their value. Self-hatred motivates them. They use their insecurities to their own advantage, to improve themselves, even if it’s unhealthy or painful. Sometimes it works too well & they become conceited. Other times, they end up hurting themselves.

Self-esteem is increased by success; accomplishments; respect; having influence and authority; being self-sufficient; solving their own problems; having answers; leading; control; wealth; being considered important.

AQUARIUS VENUS

Self-esteem is generally contrary. They’re very concerned with what they’re not and this is how they discover their value – by resisting insecurity & criticism of all kinds and trying to prove the opposite. They do this to positive things too sometimes; they’re essentially playing devil’s advocate when it comes to their value, and that’s where they find equilibrium between the inner & the outer.

Self-esteem is increased by breaking rules; being unpredictable; challenging standards & assumptions; being given the space to openly express & define themselves; changing the minds of others; inspiring others; being a role model.

PISCES VENUS

Self-esteem is generally amorphous. They vaguely absorb both positive and negative perspectives on who they are, and the result is fluid confidence that relies on their emotional state (and the emotional states of those who surround them). They’re typically unaware of the “truth” about themselves so they never feel secure in any opinion they form about their worth/beauty/etc.

Self-esteem is increased by fantasy; absorbing positivity; devotion; sacrifice; powerful emotional experiences & connections; artistic expression; mutual reflection of beauty; being explained; poetic love, “magical” relationships.

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Afloat

Fearful, I held on to you.

Though your grip was too tight,

Your nails too sharp,

Your palms too coarse.

I held on in suffering,

Hanging from the edge,

The deep blue beneath me,

Threatening to swallow me whole.

Fearful, I held on to you.

But your grip was too tight,

Your nails were too sharp,

Your palms were too coarse.

I let go. I fell in.

And realised I could swim.

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The Pizza Conundrum

Lara sighed excitedly as she felt the warm embrace envelop her from behind. Instinctively, she pushed her thong clad ass into her lover's pelvis, feeling his hardening member pushing against her soft flesh. Quickly, she felt herself being spun around and scooped up in one fluid motion, before being tossed onto the plush, king sized bed. She always marveled at the ease with which he could completely dominate her. No sooner than she had calibrated her position was the dark, muscular form above her, pinning her wrists to the bed. Her hair wild from being thrown, just the way he liked it. He leaned forward, administering kisses to her cloud like lips, his tongue invading her mouth. They kissed deeply, their breaths synchronising, heavy, laboured, passionate.

The heat of her moistened loins radiating through the thin, soaked fabric of her undies. He could damn near feel it, calling to his jeans to make way. He obliged, skilfully undoing his belt and buttons with his left hand, his tongue still in her mouth. Lara forced her hand loose, making a beeline for the waistband of his boxers. She slid her hands past them, filling them with his huge, throbbing dick. Her pussy spasmed as she felt it, as if reacting to a trigger. She began stroking it beneath the fabric, the girth and length of the man "Oh God" she whispered, biting her lips.

His excitement growing, he began nibbling at her sensitive neck, she always loved that. Every cell in her body perked up and vibrated, her immaculate body shivered, covered in goosebumps, heating up a degree per second. It was overwhelming, between shallow breaths she managed to irk a single request. "Fuck me, *whimper* please.

Within seconds his jeans were tossed onto a wayward desk, boxers pulled off to his right ankle. He aimed the bulbous end of his monstrous shaft at the tiny opening of her engorged sex, her labia pulsing like a heartbeat. "Here I come." he muttered, Just. Say. Please.

She barely got the word past her lips as he thrust into her, every inch of him driving deep into her wetness. He hit her walls like a wrecking ball, stretching her, filling her completely. Lara bit down on the back of her hands as a violent orgasm erupted within her. It's source, undoubtedly the dick of a deity. It was ridiculous how big he was, how good it felt being impaled on it, how it thrones inside her and seemed to grow even larger. She felt full. He hadn't even begun thrusting yet. She was in trouble and she knew it....

He held her ankles together in his right fist, lifting them straight up, admiring her pussy spasming around his dick. He parted them for a moment, looking her dead in the eyes as she began to normalise. "I'm going to fuck you now."

"Yes daddy." She whined. Slowly, agonizingly he slid his member out, till all but the very top held her lips apart, her legs still open, allowing her to drink in The mesmerising sight. *Slam!!* The onomatopoeia being both the sounds of her legs being put back together and 9 inches of hard, chocolate dick thrusted inside her.

Lara screamed loudly as her Adonis began to powerfully fuck her pussy. The bed rocking on its legs, the room filled with the sound of thighs colliding, deep, gruff grunts and high pitched squeals. This was not a sensual act, nor an act of love, no. Lara was being fucked, and she knew it. Her hands clinging to whatever they could, the sheets, her supple breasts, the headboard. Every thrust of his digging deeper into her mind as she became enveloped in carnal desires.

He released her legs, allowing them to fall onto the bed around him, instead firmly gripping her waist for added leverage. He thrust his hips with wild abandon, pounding her mercilessly. She was completely taken now, she could not concentrate, only feel. She noticed his thrusts slowing and instinctively began grinding her hips into him, thinking he was tiring. Oh was she mistaken. She was Visually disappointed as He slid himself out of her, however that lasted a mere moment as she was flipped over and told to prop her ass up. Willingly she buried her head in the pillow, her magnificent ass perched on front of him, ready to be taken. And take it he did, spanking her as he slid in again and began pounding with the same intensity.

Lara felt his right hand in her hair, making a fist, pulling her head back. She knew what was coming, he always did this. He spanked her inner thighs demanding that she spread them wider. She obliged of course. A flat palm on the small of her back hinting at her arch, which she duly deepened for him. He stood on the bed, knees bent slightly for leverage as he begins to fuck her deeper than ever before, her entire passage being penetrated by his engorged dick. This was Nirvana, both of them losing control with each moan and scream. Her toes began to twitch and curl, that all too familiar feeling again. She could tell when he was close, he let go of her hair and gripped her waist with both hands, pounding her faster, faster and faster still. She couldn't handle it anymore, her body shook violently as wave after wave of climax hit her like a full bus. She felt his cock spasm and his searing hot cum flowed into her, sending her into another round of orgasms. After what seemed like hours they collapsed on the bed. Exhausted but satisfied, they both lay there hand in had as they drifted off to blissful sleep.

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My first post on here. Hope y'all enjoy.

"Sometimes I think you act up just for this babe." Michael said with a tone of suspicion in his voice as he slid his strong hands around Tania's waist. She smirked mischievously. "Me? No daddy I would never." The sarcasm practically dripping from her mouth. She was staring at him, puppy dog eyes donned her cute face, as she slid her palms against his chest. How could he ever resist that face? That soft, vulnerable expression she displayed. She had complete control when she did that, and she knew it.

Michael grabbed her tight ass through her short skirt, pulling her close. He leaned forward, tongue first, as he French kissed her deeply, their tongues dancing feverishly in each others' mouths. No sooner than their kids had become intense, had Michael pulled his face away, spinning Tania to face the wall, pushing her against it and pinning her to the wall with his body. He lifted her curly hair up and began to kiss the back of her neck, sending the proverbial shivers down her spine. His tongue sneakily slid along her soft, caramel skin, occasionally biting on it gently. He shifted her hair to the right, so he could nibble and bite her left ear. Instinctively, her hips began to grind, her perfect ass pushed into his jeans, his dick steadily growing underneath.

He grabbed at her shoulders, hurriedly removing her jacket and tossing it aside. He swiftly followed by removing her top, then undoing her bra, letting it fall to the floor. Simultaneously, she was spun again, her skirt unzipped and falling to her ankles. Michael gripped her tight ass cheeks firmly, flexing his arms as he lifted her off the floor, wrapping her legs around his waist. They resumed the dance of their tongues, never breaking contact as he turned and walked over to the kitchen counter. Setting her pretty ass down, Michael commanded Tania to lift her legs, to which she duly obliged. Leaning forward, he put his head to her waist, taking the waistband of the black lace panties between his teeth, pulling them up over her thighs, past her knees and off her ankles.

Clad solely in her lace thigh highs , Tania sighed deeply as she watched her adonis remove his shirt, revealing that chiselled figure she loved and lusted after so much. Michael held her waist, positioning her at the very edge of the countertops. Tania impatiently undid his belt buckle and jeans, after which he allowed them to fall, stepping out of them, with his boxers soon following. There it was, that monster of a dick, veiny and pulsing, twitching at the owners view of her now soaked pussy.

Michael held her thighs, motioning to her to lean back. She did, her forearms propping her body up. Michael wasted no time, spreading her legs wide and diving headfirst into her sumptuous sex. "He's a fucking animal!" She thought, as he savagely devoured her pussy, his whole mouth and nose soaked in her juices. He sucked, licked, spit on it and licked again. She loved how nasty he was, letting her juices get caught in his thick beard. He munched and slurped loudly, french kissing her vagina like a man who had just seen his wife after war. Her legs now draped over his shoulders, she lay on her back, biting on her right index finger as her lover brought her closer and closer to her first orgasm of the night. She could feel it coming, first swelling like a choir rising to the final note of a sterling performance. Then, GUSH!!!! Her pussy exploded, juices flowing out like a waterfall, cascading Michael's chin like the steep sided rocks. Michael hungrily continued, riding the wave of her orgasm and lapping up her priceless nectar.

After what seemed like an eternity of climax, Tania's breathing returned to a semi normal state. She raised herself up to look at her chocolate man standing before her. He was magnificent in her eyes, how could she ever be mad at that?!

Her eyes lazily canvassed his body, her gaze setting on the lengthy chocolate bar dangling between his legs. Tania knew she had a sweet tooth, and at that moment, her cravings were too much to ignore. She slid herself from the countertop, getting on her knees in front of him. Her hands trembled with excitement as she took his dick in them. She was always fascinated by how big it was, joking to herself that this man must be half Amazonian. Both hands now at the base of his shaft, Tania proceeded to take his bulbous head between her lips. She smiled internally as she heard him sigh deeply the moment it happened. She began to take more of him into her mouth, inch by inch. His sheer size used to be a challenge at first, but now, she had perfectly adjusted to his girth and length, taking his inches down her throat. Michael moaned gruffly, the vibrations emitting through the dick in her mouth, sending her pussy into rapture once more. She began sucking him off with wild abandon, slobbering nastily, saliva drenching her face, hands and breasts. He loved every second of it, and she knew, looking up to see his stupefied expression staring down at her expert administrations.

After a few magical minutes elapsed, Michael felt his dick swelling, a familiar pressure beginning to build in his loins. He reached down and grabbed his girl by the throat, helping her stand as he kissed her bewitching mouth deeply before spinning her around, spanking her sharply and bending her over the kitchen counter. Michael spanked her inner thighs, indicating that she spread her legs. She obliged, her master about to mount her. Michael gripped Tania's waist firmly, positioning himself behind her and guiding the head of his dick to the opening of her tight, wet pussy. He paused for just a moment, teasing her. The head pulsed as it slowly entered her vagina, stopping as the mushroom shaped head slid past her lips. He squeezed her hips, watching her body literally shake with anticipation. With a sly grin on his face he uttered "You know what to say, don't you baby."

"Please Daddy..."

SLAM!! Tania squealed loudly as her walls were instantly stretched to the max, 9 inches of solid black dick filled her, pushing against her cervix. Simultaneously, Michael let out a deep growl that was more animal than human, satisfied at the feeling of his dick being enveloped by her warm embrace. He stayed in her for a few moments, allowing her to savour him, to feel his power and size inside her.

She felt herself have several mini orgasms as he stood there inside her. She looked back at him as he slowly, agonizingly removed himself, inch by inch, till all but his head was out. Her pussy spasmed heavily against it, reacting to its sheer size. Then BAM! he re-entered her, just as deep as before, beginning now to thrust his hips inside her powerfully. Tania clawed against the countertops as her lover pounded the fuck out of her pussy, mercilessly slamming his dick inside her. He grunted deeply and gruffly with every stroke, his intense passion etched on his face. She screamed in tandem as well, her voice high pitched and ragged, the sound one makes while being fucked ruthlessly. And this is what that was, fucking. Nasty, rough, dirty fucking. No two ways about it. She felt like she was in a constant state of orgasm, her pussy convulsing repeatedly, her body shaking violently.

After what seemed like hours, although it was barely 10 minutes, Tania felt his hand on the back of her neck pinning the side of her face to the countertop. She barely heard the question he asked. "Where you want this cum baby?" "Cum on my ass , cum on my ass daddy." She responded breathlessly.

Moments after she said it, Michael increased his thrusting, his moans getting loud. "Oh fuck, Arggghh!! He exclaimed as he pulled out of her inviting pussy, his cum shot from the tip of his dick onto her beautiful ass. String after string it came, thick and hot. She felt it land on her ass, and run down between her cheeks, over her tiny sphincter and onto her swollen pussy lips before finally dripping to the kitchen floor. Michael leaned over her, hugging her appreciatively and kissing her cheek softly. "You're the fucking best, you know that?." He praised. "Right back at you daddy" She responded, before turning her head to give him a final, loving kiss.