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in catching fire, katniss explicitly chooses gale over peeta when she decides to stay in district twelve instead of running off into the woods to escape (cf, 34). katniss clearly frames this as a choice between peeta and gale (cf, 53). and peeta got the message, assuming that this was the final moment where katniss declared her love for gale and abandoned any chance of loving peeta the same way (mj, 280). because katniss obviously chose gale in this moment over her personal safety.

however, from the moment that the quell was announced, katniss chose peeta. from that moment forward, she was determined to sacrifice her life for his (cf, 50). and she chose him even before she started stretching for justifications of how peeta would be more valuable to the rebellion than her (cf, 69). because it was never really about the rebellion. it was only about her love for him.

 and this is a huge deal. because by choosing peeta over herself in the quell, katniss is subsequently choosing peeta over everyone in her life. her mother. gale. and… prim. and that is insane in the context of the series.

because when gale suggests plans to katniss, like running away before the reaping (thg, 9), katniss will immediately turn it down because of her responsibility to protect prim (thg, 10). and even when katniss chooses to stay to incite a rebellion with gale, her resolve is shaken when she considers the potential danger it would bring to prim (cf, 35). the only remedy for this is for her to think about how the rebellion would actually protect prim (and other people like her) because it would get rid of the capitol for good (cf, 36). and so prim is always the deciding factor when katniss chooses gale. 

that is why it is literally insane that katniss chose peeta in the arena. because she wasn't thinking about prim when she made the decision. or anytime after. and if katniss died, prim would still be just as vulnerable as she was before, maybe even more. because her family would be thrown back into poverty and left without their primary breadwinner. and the reaping would still loom over her every year. but katniss's resolve was never shaken. 

and maybe katniss assumed that gale and peeta would take care of her family. but we will never know. because she never thinks about how her family will survive without her. because all she can think about is peeta. from the moment the quell is announced, she is focused solely on his survival, not addressing the elephant in the room.

in fact, when peeta tries to bring up the fact that people like prim need her to survive, katniss actively refuses to acknowledge it, stopping his words with passionate kisses. she understands that she is leaving prim behind without a protector and provider. but, unlike with gale, she doesn't try to work out in her head specifically how choosing peeta will help prim.

so, in a moment of complex selfishness from a typically selfless character, katniss chooses peeta over everyone else in her life that needs her. including prim. because it doesn't matter that they need her. she still chooses peeta.

because she needs him. because she loves him. and because she knows that she would stop living if he died.

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“Oh, I wish I’d find a lover that can hold me.”

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Cutesy, sparkly magical girl transformation, but this is the end product:

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Wtf. I don't know what love you are feeling because it clearly isn't Milkvan's. Maybe they are mistaking the love from Byler for mileven. Look at the likes though. Byler is winning

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Not mike being a silly.

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Just Willel things ✨

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everyone hates orange until they actually see her in context. "oh it's such an ugly color, too bright!" look at sunsets and autumn, look at campfires and deserts. she's the most beautiful and special part of the scene. now apologize.

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i think about this tweet a lot

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Can't wait to talk about El in the podcast I have to write a whole analysis about her specifically!! I was planning on talking about both El and Mike in the same episode but I'm thinking it's best if I make two separate things

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Favorite pre spiderverse 2 memes that turned out to be true

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belated bday boy

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What were they made for? They were made for each other.

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just two boys on a bike

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⚔ king and knight ⚔

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drawing my fav little dude in slowly progressing new art style