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Snippets:

1.

It wasn’t you.

You were not you.

The real you, the you he fell in love with, the you he fought for and then fought against – none of those you were reflected anywhere on that frilly flower-printed dress that streamed down grandmotherly to your shins. Nor could it be found in the dress’s territorial neckline, which hid your striking collarbones and your nuanced chest. You were so obviously and so disgustingly trying to dim from him your sex appeal, that vixen allure woven into your DNA for which he’d married you.

2.

He’d had enough of the silence interspersed by the clanking of utensils.

“So, how have you been?” he asked, sliding away his unfinished plate and leaning back in his chair, his bare eyes glowing dimly under luminescent bangs.

Your momentary pause in eating indicated you heard him, but you didn’t rush to answer. This was part of the interesting new trend of calmness that you exuded. Satoru hadn’t yet decided if it was genuine or if you’d just become better at pretending.

You finished chewing, touched the cloth napkin lightly to your lips, and finally met his gaze.

First date after the events of Infidelity

incoming.

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Story time

The guy I like at work and with whom we've had a decent work relationship - the other day I came across a sweaty ass stain on the desk of our boss's office, which is adjacent to mine (the boss is his uncle btw). Several of my coworkers saw the stain and they all echoed the same assessment: that a girl was fucked on that desk, got all sweaty, and there's also an imprint of fingers grabbing that sweaty ass... Our team is very small, only 6 people, so there was little doubt between us as to who it was.

Once the stain got discovered, my coworkers who worked here longer than me, regaled stories of used condoms being discovered in that same office, and how that same coworker whom I used to like was the culprit of it and proved it by coming and picking it up and disposing of it once he was told of it...

For several days I said nothing to him about the stain, but yesterday he came in for a work-related cause and tried being buddy-buddy with me and I absolutely ignored him, much to his confusion. Right after he left, I sent him photos of the sweaty ass imprint. He called me as soon as he saw it but I was with family at the time and obviously couldn't discuss such a subject. Later he tried calling me several times but I blocked him. He texted me through an app but I once again ignored him.

This morning I unblocked him because we're coworkers and I should take his work-related calls. He called me and said, "I'm gonna send a cleaner to clean everything."

No denial whatsoever.

A bit later he barged into the office space and left money for us to call in a cleaner. Then came into my office specifically and tried to make peace with me by offering me his hand. I ignored it and said, "I'm not talking to you".

"Why?"

"I'm just not, and I'm very disappointed in you."

"Why disappointed? What did I say?"

"It's not about anything you said."

"Why then? Tell me."

"Just go. Leave my office please."

"Alright, we'll discuss it over text." (Because another co-worker was nearby). And he left.

Just a reminder that the person you have a crush on, is not necessarily the one you should be dating 😩

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just when i think i was set free from infidelity you come and grab me by the throat (not complaining tho)

😂😂😂

Truth is I needed to do some writing to get me back into the habit of it, and who better than that couple...?

Ily tho and you've no idea how much ♥️

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First date after the events of Infidelity

incoming.

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hiii tawuss

i really want infidelity playlist, i looked for it but the only thing i found was single songs

i luv your taste smmmmmmm

Hellooo! Ima insert here the playlist. But since it's been quite a bit of time since I made it, I have more new songs in mind that are just my taste. If you want them too, pls let me know ♥️

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Oh yeah, so like I watched K-Pop Demon Hunters with my cousins for the 4th of July, and I was wondering. Have you watched it yet? The songs are catchy as hell.

Nooooo but I saw one youtube short of it and it was so random, but my fangirl heart is still alive evidently bc I immediately googled and screenshotted it for future watching... When I tell you my yt shorts feed has nothing to do with my fandom interests and that popped up out of nowhere and I instantly knew I had to watch it... Hey tell me, where do you watch it? Bc back in the day my brother used to pirate and then upload episodes for me to a cloud folder of whatever I requested (bc none of the streaming services service my country!). So if you have them downloaded, pls hmu 🙏

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This guy, you see this guy?

This is Phainon. I love him. (You can see why.)

Here's another shot of him. (These are all official art from the game's {Honkai: Star Rail} posts on Twitter)

This is his character trailer.

Phainon Trailer — "Coronal Radiance" | Honkai: Star Rail

My heart broke, I got PTSD {Due to another character that's familiar to him from the sister game}, I went through emotional damage, It makes me want to E6 & S5 him. I didn't even have this feeling for Acheron (another character that I adore), I only have her at E2. My heart is broke. I just want my pookie to be happy. He's my type with the white hair and blue eyes plus being related to military stuff, I love him. He's so beautiful and so tragic. Oh what I would give to make him happy. I'm saving up big time. I felt so much emotion when I watch it for the second time and crashed out. Everything is going ham. I shed no tears for I was to much in shambles of the Trailer that came at me like a facking Tsunami. I'm not even sure if I can handle the Animated short that's coming out soon.

I have never even known or participated in this fandom... but WHYYY did this make me tear up, made my skin prickly, and made me gasp more times than I could count???? What IS this? Is it a game? If it is, god, it needs to be more than a game and become a bloody series bc WOW. Yo whoever made that trailer needs a major raise and promotion bc that managed to move and unsettle even someone who has zero knowledge of the fandom. W O W

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Hi Tawus I recently finished Infidelity and loved it I also have shared my love and admiration towards it already in AO3 comments ❤️

I'm here to ask you that I’ve been wondering if Y/N ever becomes a curse one day, would it be like Toji? I mean, when Toji was summoned after death, he appeared in his own form even if it was through someone else’s body. Or would it be more like Rika Orimoto, who turned into a monstrous curse with an inhuman form?

Hello Aqsora!! I've been following your journey through Infidelity via your comments!! 🥰 I was getting notifications as you left comments ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for them, it's a huge pleasure for a writer to read! Ily

Because Y/N was made by a legendary curse and with his kiss/throat mark he gifted her a small portion of his own powers, she gets to retain her original body thanks to his Reverse Cursed Technique, and she won't turn "monstrous" per se, any more than Sukuna does when he inhabits Itadori's body.

BUT what will make her monstrous in Gojo's eyes is the fact that she's gonna have those exact same tattoos on her body that Sukuna has - she doesn't have a choice about that - AND her cursed energy will REEK of Sukuna's. And we already know (from JJK Movie 0) that Gojo can smell cursed energy and analyse its composition...

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TAWUSSSSSS

I finally passed one of my med surg exams 🥳

6 more to go until finals…

Wish me luck!!!!

Oh my love, what a feat!!!!! I'm from a family of doctors and I have girl friends who have recently graduated from the field too. It's such a hard profession, not to mention degree. Hence you've made a HUGE accomplishment. I believe in you and root for you throughout the whole process! ❤️💕💯

Best of luck with the next 6 also! 🍀🤞

I'll be happy to hear from you again here about how things go ❤️❤️❤️

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I need another story like how you did infidelity I HAVEN'T MOVED ON EVER SINCE I LOVE YOUR WORK SO MUCH 😕

Thank you for turning my heart into mush 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 You're absolutely right, I should write something of the same calibre. Are you a fan of Toji? I had an angsty longfic planned with him but haven't published yet.. What other characters, jjk or non-jjk, would you like me to write for? I'm open

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Tawus I’m crashing out.

Why what happened Mokonnie??

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R u gonna create a master list? :3

Word. I mean I have all my works on my ao3 profile, but I somehow assume you mean a masterlist that includes all of my drabbles too..? You're so right on that, if that's what u mean

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Do y/n and Gojo ever have kids in infidelity? :3

Yk I'd never thought about it, but at the same time I've received so many prompts and questions related to their kids to be able to make a whole Infidelity family life spin-off series... But do share with mama tawus what interests you specifically?

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I RECENTLY STARTED READING INFIDELITY AND OMYGOSH THANKYOU FOR MAKING SUCH A MASTERPIECE LIKE WTF I HAVE ROLLER COASTER FEELING RIGHT NOW

I'm happy you love it, thank you!!!! And that it's still being read to this day 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I'm wondering what chapter you at 🫣

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TAAAAAAAWUS

so much drama to spill but I had a question for u — do you have any pets? r u a cat person or dog person? Do u think being either reflects on the person’s personality?

(I’m both 😬)

I have two big dogs!

They're the Alabai breed which is unique to my region. Their other name is Central Asian Shepherd. One is a girl and her name is Ronda, and we had her from puppyhood. She's 4 years old currently. She's extremely smart, resilient, but also sly and know-it-all

The other is a boy - Azhdar - and we adopted him last year as an adult. Dog fights are unfortunately still very prevalent, hence he's been in countless of them. You can literally see so many scars on his face and he has broken teeth. Living with us, he doesn't need to fight anymore to earn his keep, so it's more of like a retirement for him. He's 7 - though we don't know his actual birth date, just the year

I like cats too but having these two means I can't have cats, as they tend to kill them... Hence I keep them on a very tight leash if we're going on a walk and there's a stray cat ahead of us.

As for whether I think liking pets speaks of one's personality...I guess yes, but not in any definitively positive or negative way imo. My half sister sees no point whatsoever in pets and doesn't fawn over cats or dogs. But she does like farm animals and has had cows. She's not a bad person at all, just more on the practical side I guess.

But anyways please go ahead and tell me of your pets!

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I needa know if Gojo ever finds out about the mark sukuna left, I’ve been stuck on that for literal years 😭

He actually does, years from now. And it gets UGLY

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