tealmoonblood

[tealmoonblood]

If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

[tealmoonblood]

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

[tealmoonblood]

i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

[tealmoonblood]

My favorite part about being sapphic is when the things I love about other women become things I love about myself. One day I was tracing another woman’s stretch marks in a dim bedroom light. And then, seemingly by accident, I was doing it to myself in my bathroom mirror. I loved the feeling of a full hand of flesh when I grabbed a woman’s hips, and then mine didn’t need to be so skinny anymore. I looked at a woman’s lower stomach pudge and thought it was so soft and cute, then never wanted a flat stomach again. Loving women can be so healing when you come from a world that doesn’t.

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i'm very grateful for the fact that the creator of TCOAAL had the balls to even create it and release it in the first place, because its mere existence has really painted us the perfect picture of the current state of fandom culture these days.

for a game that features cannibalism, murder, satanic cults, human organs trafficking, familial abuse, etc; you would really think that that ONE (1) scene of andrew and ashley having a vision of them fucking each other would be the last thing people would freak out over. but no.

as ashley herself would say: