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it's always been you

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"𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍, 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚎." 🕯

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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Why is everything so heavy? 😖

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“The saddest truth is realising you have fallen madly in love with what can never be.”

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i can’t wait for you forever

i can’t sit around awaiting your love

waiting for you to decide wether you want me or not

i’ll have to move on at some point

but my heart will ache at night

if i’m in another’s arms.

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And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

Unknown

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midnight musings

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I hope you heal from the things you don't talk about. I hope you heal from the things no one ever apologized for. I hope you heal from the things no one knows you went through. I hope you heal from the things you cry about at night. I hope you heal from the things and people that shattered your confidence. I hope you heal from the things you manage to hide so well. I hope you heal from the things which hurts you in anyway either emotionally, mentally or physically. I hope you heal both physically and mentally.

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“Love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling”

—Oscar Wilde