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I've never liked hangout with people so much,I've always prefered stay inside,in my room watching Netflix and stuff

I'm not crazy,I swear but I feel better alone,with my thoughts:just me and myself listening to music or watching a movie

I mean everyone likes to be alone sometimes but I do more than everyone

I'm very shy so it's not difficult for me,i rarely invite a friend to go out or hangout with someone and I barely have REAL friends,it sound strange but I kinda like it,I mean there are times where I think I'm really alone and no one wants me but i feel safe like this because I know that no one can hurt me or my feelings

Or having a boyfriend or stuff like that,I've never beacause I fell better alone

I mean,you have to meet people it's important for this society because you can see what other people think but sometimes I think it's not that important because we live in a society but at the end of the day we are alone with ourselves...and no one is there to tell you that what you've done during the day is wrong

It's just you...

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Hi

My name's Khadija,I'm italian but my father is Egyptian(btw I live in Italy)I'm 15(yesterday was my birthday)and I live in Rome;I've always wanted to have a "place"where I could have written everything about what I've felt during my days so that maybe I could help someone or give some advices about something that I've been through,talking about my experiences ecc...

But I've never,i don't know why,I'm doing this now hoping my English is good beacause I can talk very well but it's a little bit more difficult for me to write down something completely in English:I write all the day long in italian which is my language...

Btw that's me and that's my first post here,I've had a lot of other Tumblr pages where I actually didn't write anything important,just picture or photos about my favorite singer and stuff,now this is more important