“I am so busy. I am practicing my new hobby of watching me become someone else. There is so much violence in reconstruction. Every minute is grisly, but I have to participate. I am building what I cannot break.”
— Jennifer Willoughby, The Sun is Still a Part of Me
I’ve changed a good bit over the past year and I’m grateful for all the good and bad that’s happened for me to get to where I’m at today. I’m growing and learning how to make myself happy. I’ve been becoming my own best friend and sometimes I get upset because I basically replaced my actual best friend with myself but I’ve came to the realization that I need to put myself first and do what is going to benefit my wellbeing in every way possible. My communication skills honestly suck but I hope she knows I still love and care about her and will always be there for her, but right now I’ve got to do my own thing.