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[tekkheart207]

Hello,

a long time ago i sitting in my room and looking something on youtube. My mother come in to talking me i should go out with my friends she needs the house for her and her lover. I told her that i wont go out because i‘m tired and wanna looking videos. She escaleted and slammed the door. I take my phone and call some friends from me to go out and do anything else. Nobody has time for me at this moment. So i go out alone, alone with my head that i cant stop. The voices in my head are scream louder and louder. I wish i can stop them. At the moment the voices become quieter i can hear clearly what they say. They talk i should die, i should jump from a bridge or infront a train, i should cut myself, i‘m fat, i‘m not important for anyone, i‘m not stronger than the voices, i‘m nothing. I tried to call my best friend to talk to her but I cant reach her. Slowly i begining to think the vioces are right i‘m alone and Nobody is there except them.

[tekkheart207]

Can i found people who cut herself they wanna talk about it? Need somebody to talk about. I dont know what should i do right now.

[tekkheart207]

Search some people who having tips for losing weight fast. Or groups I can join. Please