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Yo quiero ser

Quiero ser una escritora

Llenar a la gente con mis palabras

Mis pensamientos

En mi mente cruzan miles de cosas y quiero que todos me escuchen

No soy narcisista. Te lo juro

Solo que ustedes pueden ser ignorantes de la realidad

¡despierta ya !

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I feel some type of way.

I miss you. I haven’t missed a friend in a while

All this feels a bit strange and sudden for me. That’s it. I have no regrets for the decisions I made bc they were what was best for me.

How could I stick around when I felt that a part of me was being shattered. And it’s not anyone’s fault

It’s time had just reached.

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Oaxaca Mexico here we go!!

See you in September

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Karen Vega by Dorian Ulises López Macías for Vogue México - July 2020

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A while back I sent you a message saying that you sexually assaulted me. Since then I keep having the same conversation once or twice a week.

I imagine that I’m talking to you. I’m telling you exactly how I felt. Junior year of high school. It was a time where we were in the in between zone. You hated me and you made it clear. It felt like I was only a body to you

I told you to get off but you continued. I cried and had my legs crossed. You spread them apart and put yourself inside me. I was worried you would try to go the other way too. Somehow I got out. Everything felt heavy and distorted. I got on the 48 and looked out at the window in shock. Took an Uber home and arrived to an empty house. I think my mom was home but she was sleeping. I cried into my pillow. In that moment I wanted to scream and have the earth eat me alive.

I wrote in my journal describing how in that moment I felt like something was taken from me. That I lost my dignity and the trust I had towards you. I kept the underwear I was wearing that night in a box for months. It had a tear and I guess having it there was evidence to how I wasn’t making shit up

I never told or spoke up about it because I knew that despite what happened, I still loved you.

I wish I could stop pretending that I’m having this conversation with you. It’s draining to feel like I’m talking to a void. It’s draining that I can be doing a task and then somehow start thinking about everything and pretend that I’m confronting you.

I want you to listen to me. I want you to recognize what you did and just learn from it. I want you to share the burden of the incident. I don’t want to live the rest of my life knowing that this happened and you just continue with your life. I want you to listen to me and understand. I want you to hug me and apologize. To console me as I’m crying, the way you should have then.

I wish I could be okay. I don’t want to pretend I’m talking to you anymore. I don’t want to talk to a void.

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Abusive men deliberately target bi women for violence. Abusive men will act with the knowledge that many bisexual women feel socially isolated and often guilty for their bisexuality to further isolate them. wlw solidarity is supporting bi women whether they are in a relationship with men or not and recognizing the specific threat bi women face in their position.

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NARCOS: MEXICO – 2.09 “Growth, Prosperity and Liberation”

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10 months later

10 months after writing this , it’s over. I’m not happy in fact I’m hurt. However I had to act as if I didn’t care. I still miss him and I did mean it when I said there’s a chance of getting back, but it’s too late now. I pushed him away because I was afraid. There wasn’t any trust and I started to feel that he had a hate towards me. I felt so annoying and that’s why after a while I simply just listened to him instead of speaking my mind. I said I left because I was too busy but that isn’t the truth. The reason I left was because we were hurting each other and I felt like a break would be the best thing. You see, you never find the true value of things until you lose it. That week that we hanged out after weeks of not talking, I was so happy however I did not want to make it so obvious. I still remember that kiss he gave me that Friday. It was amazing and I honestly wished we were alone but a part of me told me to back away because I felt that if I were to come back we would both get hurt again. Who can say that things actually would be different this time around ? I started to develop these feelings of jealousy towards her and I knew that would give us both a hard time. I’m as obsessive and manipulative as my mother when it comes to relationships and I didn’t want him to be my victim. I’m glad he sees that I’m no longer. At the end of the day I’m the reason why he is the way he is and me being away from him is the only thing that will make him feel at peace I have always been hurt but the only reason he couldn’t see it was because I did so well in hiding my feeling And now that I know how he truly feels, I’ve gotten a lot worse. Before I would cry 2 times a week. Lately it’s been every time I’m alone. Wether I’m in the shower, walking home, the train, or just simply trying to go to sleep. He hates me now but I’m glad because that will push me to move on faster Time heals it all and eventually I’ll look back at this and smile and shake my head. First love always hurts but after that a person will be fine

I have to admit I did have plans for us. I was thinking about how soon one of us would have a car and we would be able to go out. I thought about going to New York once we graduated. I thought about running a marathon together in junior or senior year. I though about us going to the beach instead of prom. I wanted us to be a power couple However it ended earlier than expected Now all I have is this crap blog and my fingers to type how I feel because I really can’t tell anyone. I can’t tell anyone about the shit we did and most importantly I have never been a person of words. I’ve always kept stuff inside instead of revealing my true feelings. This is Day 1 of trying to fix myself up and worry about just myself. Hopefully I don’t message him at all anymore or look up his profile In order to move on I can’t look back

At the end of the day I have always been “faking” everything I do. Apparently every time I helped, it wasn’t genuine

I have no idea what I want my future to be like. I have always dreamed of helping others. It’s something from the heart, but he never saw it that way.

Now I have to help myself, work on myself because at this point my confidence is at it’s lowest. Everything he says isn’t true yet I let it get to me. Why is that?

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A dancing GIR for your blog!💚

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A Place to Call Home pt 2

Isabella x Domino (female OC )

Domino fc: Image found on pintrest

Catch up here

Summary: Isabella finds refuge with an old friend after multiple betrayals in Mexico. This was a one-shot, now transformed into a short fic.

Credits: I do not own the gif. Credit to the owners. (sorry I don’t have the sources) | Banner: me

Rating: Adult 18+ , Mature Content   | Words: 1,665

Quote from Pinterest image weaved into the chapter, you’ll see

Character mood boards

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Dreams

1) Travel the world with my partner🛩🚣🌍 2) Graduate with a dual master of social work and education 📑📃 3) Teach English abroad. 📕 4) Run a non profit 🖋 5) Create a film based on South L.A 🎥 the real south L.A 6) Go to school in the east coast 📚🌃 7) Live with my partner in my mom’s village for half a year 🌄 8) Owe an apartment with a city view 🌇🌃 9) Go to SF and NY. 🌉 10) never forget to vote🗳 11) Owe a dog, hamster, and turtle 🐕🐢☘ 12) I want them to give me a bunch of flowers 🌼🌺🏵🌹💐🌸 13) Live with a purpose 💠💠💠

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Seeing the pictures. Reminds me of the time I used to think you were honest but then I found out you turned your back on me. Like a thousand knifes on my chest That’s how it felt when I found out I had stayed true But you, oh you You chose to throw this pure love away Thinking I would forever stay With the mindset that you could have me in any way Because that’s what made you happy You were happy throwing your guilt onto me Bury Bury Burying

Till one day I could no longer stay still and allow you to kick on me I fought back and I became the darkness you taught me to become

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Ramy Season 2

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instagram.com/yallaroza

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Attack of the Clones (2002) | Revenge of the Sith (2005)

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