tempolite

[tempolite]

Okay, nah, I'm gonna go back to being an absolute asshole, especially to those with "holier than thou" attitude when it comes to people shipping toxic stuff. For example, take a look at shadowvanilla. I started seeing y'all being shitty to those who ship it. For what? Because we "don't know" what it's like to be abused and that shipping such stuff makes us ABUSIVE??? Bullshit.

I was extremely abused by 5 to 10 older men back in middle school to high school, and they would rip my security and self-esteem apart every single day. When I rejected their advances, they would coerce me into accepting it every single time. I was 13 when it all started. It finally stopped a year or so ago when one of them finally bit the dust.

You'd think I turned out "just fine" and to be a perfect human being just like you? Fuck no. I still and always will ship whatever I can see myself in. I used to hurt others a whole lot because I didn't want them to get closer to me out of fear that I'd just end up losing them all over again. I also lied all the time, like Shadow Milk, to feel better, even if temporarily. I have lost count of how many disorders I have to deal with now because of that facility I was stuck in for six years till the very day I graduated.

I see a LOT of myself in Shadow Milk and my partner in Pure Vanilla, and I'm still trying to change for the better after all that I've done to my ex-friends. You seem to think everyone who got abused won't turn into an abuser, which is an extremely shitty mindset. I don't care if that's not what you exactly said, but it is very shitty regardless. And tagging the common ships is just even shittier. If you hate us so much, pray it away or even block us. We don't care, just don't harass us or talk shit WITHIN our tags. Like damn.

Sincerely, block whoever you don't like and move on. I'm not naming who, let alone bringing up screenshots because I'm not that kind of person. Just do better.

And yes, fuck you if you think I'm a bad person for being emotionally attached to Shadow Milk, at least I'm not emotionally attached to a perfect character that'd likely fuck you up the chance they get if they think you do/say something bad.

[tempolite]

Zeroth Zone Prologue

I had been debating on whether to post this or not for so long but it's time. I want to continue this story, and no I am not making a webtoon or anything if I can help it. I want to stay lowkey yet have a genuine audience that actually appreciates my stuff.