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**PLEASE HELP**

Hey everyone! 

After facing years of abuse in his home, my sweet and lovely boyfriend finally made the choice to leave on his home. He quit his job and fled the toxic environment he was staying in to better his life. Him and his furry companion Ghost are both in need of some financial help. ANYTHING helps from $1 to $5, it would be the biggest help ever.   August is in need of somewhere to live and has found a potential place to live, but only has the means to live there for two weeks (and that’s just rent, not toiletries or food). He’s currently looking for a job too, but we all know getting a job is a process in its own. If there’s one person who would never ever ask for money for himself, it’s my boyfriend. But, I’m stepping in and asking that if anyone wants to help, I would appreciate it SO much and will personally draw you anything you want for absolutely free :) (granted it will not look good but it will be done with ounces of love).  In all seriousness, being a homeless LGBTQ youth with an animal is a difficult situation. Anything helps people, and I wouldn’t even no where to begin with thanks. I hate seeing my one and only go through so much after having gone through enough, and finances shouldn’t have to be an issue, but they are. Just a little help to get him on his feet again would be all he needs cause trust me that boy is strong and strong willed and I have no doubt he will do what he needs to.   Much love, Elliot & August

https://www.gofundme.com/homeless-lgbt-youth-with-dog

https://www.gofundme.com/homeless-lgbt-youth-with-dog

https://www.gofundme.com/homeless-lgbt-youth-with-dog

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Reblog if Attack on Titan has you in constant emotional distress :)

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Kieran deserves better

My poor prince… I want him safe and happy and away from all that is happening.

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Get to Know Me → Male Characters [5/?]

☆ Victor Nikiforov aka MY GRACEFUL SKATER (°◡°♡).:｡ // Yuri!!! on ICE

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Victor’s ocean eyes are everything

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So much this!!! It’s exactly how I feel about Kieran! <3

The “Why I love Kieran” ramble

Seriously though, I feel like I need to get this off my chest.

I see so much Kieran hate everywhere I go and I just completely don’t understand it? 

It’s true, he made a bad choice telling Gwyn about what Mark was saying and it all ended awfully. But can we look at this situation from Kieran’s point of view?

Kieran was alone. Until he met Mark. Mark was the first one for him. Kieran thought that Mark loved him the same way he loved Mark. He was sure that Mark would come back to him, because why not? For Kieran a family means nothing else than pain, rejection and loneliness. He does not understand the feelings Mark has for his family. He does not understand humans and their relations, guess why, BECAUSE HE’S NOT HUMAN. He never lived in a normal family like Mark did, he never had anyone other than Mark showing him feelings of affection.

How would you feel if you saw the only person that ever loved you moving away from you in a way that you have no power over?

Kieran trusted Mark, he trusted him because he loved him, he trusted him because he thought Mark was telling him the truth always, and that his feelings were truth too.

But when he saw him with Cristina he grew anxious. Because he knew that Mark can lie, he is not a faerie. And Kieran has no idea how to deal with lies because he never lived in a world where other are lying.

Kieran was the one that let Mark be who he really felt he is. He was the one who let Mark say and believe that he’s a Shadowhunter. He’s the one who made Mark remember who he is, the whole time he spent with the Wild Hunt.

Kieran gave Mark his heart, the only thing he had, and this fuc… and Mark just threw it away the moment he didn’t need Kieran anymore.

Because that’s basically what he did, used Kieran when he felt alone, and when Kieran was the only one who cared about him, and abandoned him the moment he could go back to his family, his normal life.

And you can think that’s normal, you would do the same thing, but not Kieran. 

He lost everything he had, the only person who gave him love just abandoned him. He was abandoned AGAIN. And he didn’t want that to happen. So he did what he did.

But that’s not the end. He understood. He understood fully well that he did a bad thing. And he tried to make things better, he tried to help Mark and his family, because he knew already how much family meant for Mark. 

Do you guys even realize, that it’s 99% official, that Kieran killed Iarlath. He killed another Faerie, because this Faerie hurt Mark, his one and only love, hurt him and his family. And Kieran could not forgive that. So he killed him knowing the consequences. 

And the most heartbreaking thing for me was the moment, when Mark told him he’s staying with his family. And Kieran just left. He left to be killed. And he knew that.

But he left, because he didn’t want to bother Mark who didn’t love him.

He left because there was no life for him without Mark.

And I just can’t stand it when I see people hating on Kieran, because he was not in the wrong.

He was just a Faerie boy, who was used and thrown away when he wanted to find happiness.

And that just breaks my heart.

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Mark/Cristina/Kieran

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Cristina: this is my boyfriend Mark

Cristina: and this is Mark's boyfriend Kieran

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A quick sketch of kieran and the lightwood boys I love the scene where kieran plays with little max in the snippet of lady midnight by @cassandraclare

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Fiction is truth, even if it is not fact. If you believe only in facts and forget stories, your brain will live, but your heart will die

Arthur Blackthorn, Lord of Shadows by Cassandra Clare (via summer-x-rose)

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                I can f e e l what you’re feeling.    this is what life is: fear, rage, d e s i r e, love.          to stop feeling emotions, to stop wanting to feel them,                                                            is to feel d e a t h.

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I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.

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Getting prepared for NYC 😁 Is it April yet? #nyc #trip #girlsholiday #cantwait

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I was looking for inspiration for my next book-inspired tattoo and stumbled upon this book. It's so awesome! Such beautiful tattoos,all inspired by the love of books, plus the story behind the tattoo choice. Love it! #tattoo #book #literarytattoo #read #awesome

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Giveaway for a super cute sheep bookmark plus some signed swag on my facebook page! www.facebook.com/teodorakostovaauthor #giveaway #swag #book #bookmark #cute #win #free #Christmas #author