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terracottaatelier · 2 months

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~*~ Sharing some thoughts ~*~

Hiii, i want to write here <3

Ive been years and years depressed but nowadays im much more better and healing with some stuffs

Process of healing isnt easy and soft, transformations are painful but i promise you that in the end you will feel way better

Honestly i dont think that i like this pain of healing but i always try to stay with my heart open to changes, but not gonna lie that isnt easy to be so open hearted... :( I think that transformations and healing processes is for the rest of your life, because in this life i think is impossible to be 100% perfect in your behaviors and stuffs, we always need to change...

Anyway, i feel the urgee to heal my inner child, not really the child inner but my inner teen (?) xD. I have 24 almost 25 but i miss the time that i used to enjoy to discover and experiment stuffs, i dont know how to put in words, im trying to reconnect with my self because i think that im wasting my life being insecure and think about people that is in my life, people that i dont even know their name and the society structure in general.

My self steem is really low and i often feel so paralyzed and feeling inferior because I don't feel good enough for others, I don't feel competent, I don't feel desirable/attractive, i dont feel that im cool or that i have charisma. Since when I was a child I always felt like the story of the ugly duckling and to this day as an adult I still feel clumsy like him, and i have the feeling that i will always always feel awkward like him for the rest of my life

These days I remember when at school a boy in my class told me that I was weird, he didn't say that to offend me or to bully me but he genuinely just said that I was weird, I asked him why he thinks that and he just replied that it seemed like I was a foreigner. I was very quiet and I also didn't know how to interact with others and I was also very tense because of that, I think that's he said that because I didn't seem used to that place (even though I was there for a long time) like a person who is in a foreign country

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terracottaatelier · 3 months

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this song is so beautiful that im crying just because of the sweetness of her voice and the beats and also lyrics...

#Im crying not of sadness #sometimes we can see beauty in something

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terracottaatelier · 3 months

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18+ Fire & Desire Reading

The Piles:

Book A Personal Reading Here

The collective is feeling a strong energy of passion, chemistry, & sensuality. I get a very romantic, intimate vibe. I’m feeling that when it comes to relationships there hasn’t been an equal give and take. I see there’s been frustration, sadness, & distance. You’re pushing someone out almost like you have your guard up when it comes to being flirty and sexual. There is deep love surrounding you and a connection and I feel like you’re holding onto all this emotion towards them and it’s creating friction within you. It’s the same for them. I’m seeing something coming to light about how you feel and how they feel. Very deep emotions will be felt between you. Communication may be hard between you and someone you’re connected to and it’s hard to express how you both truly feel. I see a sexual union coming soon and when this happens you can expect to feel very deep feelings of being one with your person. This is where you will both feel each other’s emotions that have been left unsaid. I’m hearing you will feel literal ecstasy♡.

Pile One💋:

Song: Makin’ Good Love -Avant

Channeled Messages: Love at first sight, habit, fondling, guilt, attachment, touching, discontent, conquest, fear.

This pile is giving very sensual, flirty, deeply emotionally intertwined vibes. Acts of service / gift giving & receiving is a definite love language here. I’m seeing this is a divine connection between you and your person. You two were pulled together by God and I’m seeing that you’ve been through some deep stuff with each other. This connection has been stagnant for some time but I’m seeing a very exciting union coming. The emotional, physical, and spiritual stagnancy between you and your person was caused by bad sexual habits that led to inconsistencies. I’m seeing you are both trying to break out of these habits because there is deep love here. I’m seeing that your person loves when you go down on them. For my feminines your partner loves your breasts. Your person is very direct, honest, and blunt about what they’re thinking. I’m seeing they love to compliment you and talk to you during sex. There could be mommy and daddy kinks. You both love caressing and touching each other’s body’s all over. Your person could’ve disappointed you and they feel really guilty about it. There’s been this sad energy between you guys and I feel like you both need to open yourselves up to adventure and pleasure in your love life and release the emotions from the past. I’m seeing your person wants to cum inside of you or the other way around. You both want to have a family, marriage, & all that good stuff. I’m seeing your person wants to take you on a date, then take you back to the house and f♡ck the sh♡t out of you. You both have a healthy attachment to each other and it proves there is continuity between the two of you that can help create a happy, long lasting relationship, and stable family. Your person loves stroking and admiring your ass. (Or the roles can be reversed take it how it resonates) You both are very touchy feely with each other and love being skin to skin. I’m seeing there is so much harmony and love between you and your person. When things are feeling cool and distant with each other it never lasts for long because of how much love you will be pouring into each other. You and your person could be into whips, chains, collars, bdsm type of stuff. I’m seeing they really really admire your back. They love smacking your ass and squeezing your body all over. (Or reversed) They love when you ride on top of them or when you guys are f♡cking in missionary. They want to plan something with you, like have you come over, or they come over and then try and get you on the bed so they can surprise you by making love to you so good that it puts you both to sleep.

Pile Two💋:

Song: Butta Love -Next

Channeled Messages: Gratification, virility, pleasure, kissing, involvement, euphoria, whispering, fear, satisfaction.

I feel like the distance between you and your person makes the attraction, love, & desire even stronger for one another. The love you share is beyond deep. They think you’re so sexy from head to toe. They love moaning in your ear to let you know how good you make them feel. They love you so much they’ll literally sing to you. I feel like you’re very natural and an authentic person and they find this so attractive about you. They love holding hands with you. I’m hearing your hands are really soft. They love how wet you get. Or for those with roles reversed they love how hard you get. They love that you give off this confident, strong, & fiery energy. They just want to lick your body up and down. I’m seeing they love f♡cking you slow and passionately. They want to be the one to take your clothes off for you. They get hard/ wet just thinking about you. I’m hearing they love eating you out and hearing you moan in pleasure, or sucking it until you cum in their mouth. Some of you have spit kinks, you love when they spit in your mouth. Your person gets really protective about you. They want to take care of you, cater to you, & just put you on a pedestal. You both love making out with each other slowly, just caressing, holding, and rubbing all over each other’s body. I’m hearing your eyes are so sexy and they love when you make eye contact. Especially when they’re inside of you or you’re inside of them. They want to f♡ck you in missionary, look you deep in your eyes and tell you how much they love you. I’m also hearing they want to cum all inside of and/or on you. They love your posture and how feminine or masculine you are. You’re perfect in their eyes. They don’t want you to be shy with them. They love every single part of you. I’m hearing that when you guys touch each other you both feel sparks of emotion and passion run all throughout your body. They want to f♡ck you while you sleep too. I’m seeing you guys don’t even intend to have sex with each other it just happens because when you even kiss each other it’s like intense emotions and passion rises within the both of you. The love is so strong between you guys other people can’t stand seeing you together. You guys be in your own world when you’re together. It’s so beautiful. They love talking quietly and soft to you. I feel like they feel a need to treat you so gently and they can’t help but want to nurture, care, protect, and love you. They love how witty and intelligent you are, it really turns them on.

Pile Three💋:

Song: Sweet Lady -Tyrese

Channeled Messages: Union, habit, fondling, caressing, biting, shaking things up, squeezing, passion, attraction.

I’m hearing you and this person are in sync with each other. You make their heart grow. They never felt a love so strong like they do with you. Pile one might also resonate for you. This is a divine connection between you and your person. Everytime you’re together things seem to fall into place and it may be scary but it feels so good. It feels right. Things happened between you guys in the recent past and you may both have feelings about it still affecting you. You and/or your person feels guilty about something that may have said or done and you guys are trying to move past this together. I feel like you guys can’t let go of each other no matter what happens because the love and chemistry is so strong between you guys that you don’t want to lose it. Your person loves seeing you naked. They love seeing you when you’re comfortable, open, and receptive to their love and affection. They love how you take care of them and it turns them on when you’re in your divine feminine/ masculine energy. They love biting your lips, ass, anywhere they can bite. I also feel like for those of you who are tall they love itttt. They want to strip you from your head to your toe and f♡ck you standing up. They love squeezing you when they’re having an orgasm and moaning in pleasure. I also feel that they love when you’re squeezing and caressing them when you orgasm. They loveeee playing with you and touching you, masturbating together, grabbing your titties, f♡cking you slow, & biting/kissing on your neck. I also feel like you guys really complement each other like you look and go good together. One or both of you could be into very intimate stuff like dripping candlewax on each other’s body or eating whip cream and fruit off each other, even dripping honey on each others body and licking it off.

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terracottaatelier · 3 months

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Hey you...

While you snoop on my tumblr, imagine my web-place with the smell of violet incense

hehehe

thats it...

∧,,,∧ ( ̳• · • ̳) / づ♡ byebye

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terracottaatelier · 3 months

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Lately I’ve been seeing a lot of decoden and polymer clay questions about what to use to as a gloss/glaze. Almost every time the first response is “Clear nail polish, duh!”.

This needs to stop if people want to be creating quality items. Sometimes I’m afraid to buy handmade things for fear that they have been sealed with clear nail polish and they will deteriorate over time. I want to buy things that will last!

#!!!!

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terracottaatelier · 3 months

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