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Working out

Day 3 tried working out for the first time in two years by myself to get my mind off of my hubby being gone and I lasted 30 mins and gave up cause I got tired and sore. Shortest work out ever!!! Fuck I remember when I could work out for hours and zone out and get into it and keep my mind off of everything. And now all I think about is if he is ok and what is he doing and I hope he's drinking enough water. I can't even get sleep at night cause he isn't here with me and I wake up every 2 hours from tossing so much and not getting comfortable. This is so hard. Why is it getting harder and not easier like it's suppose to?? I miss him so much and I just want him home but I know that's not going to happen for another 11 Days.

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Another Hitch

We live our lives in Hitches, 2 weeks at a time. Day 1 has been long and I'm ready for him to come home already. 13 more days to go.

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New Oil Field Wife

I just married the most amazing men I could have ever prayed and dream of having on May 2nd. He has the most amazing heart. He is romantic, sweet, kind and loving. He loves me for me and all of my flaws. He wants to and loves to take care of me even when I pushed and pushed for him to not take care of me. He has given me everything I have always prayed and dreamed of having in a husband, best friend and soul mate to spend the rest of my life with. I have prayed to God for so long for someone to love me as much as I love them. For someone to only want me and cherish me and respect me as much as I want them and cherish them and respect them. God had placed this man into my life a couple of times and I was so blinded by the hatred I had towards men, that I couldn’t see what God put in front of me. But I Thank God every day for placing him in my life again and that I was finally in a place in my life where He knew I would appreciate him and love him and love everything that he does for me and wants to do for me. The only thing that is hard is that he works in the oil field. So I see him on FaceTime and talk to him on the phone more then I see him in person. Which is really hard. I miss him every day, all day long when he is gone. I worry about him all day long. I’m so madly deeply in love with this man and I can’t live without him. So it’s really hard to have to say good bye for two weeks and then only get to spend a week with him before he’s gone for another two weeks. He gets a 24 hour off some times. But it doesn’t always happen and I can’t count on that happening every time. I know this is his career and who he is. And I would never ask him to change who he is. So I have to just deal with it. But I wish that I had a great job and he wouldn’t have to be gone so much. 14 days is a long time to be away from the love of your life. People think it’s a short amount of time, that it will go by fast. But when it’s someone who you love more then anything in the world, someone you want to and need to spend every second of the day with. Then it’s a long time to be away from that person. Right now we are on day 8 so we have 6 more days to go. And it’s going by so slow!!! I wish it was Tuesday morning and he was pulling up in the drive way already. I can’t wait for my oil field man to be home.

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