thanks2022

[thanks2022]

17-Aug-22

4:30pm. Just heard my belly groaning with hunger. Hope God is listening and hears it because He’s certainly not hearing nor listening to me. 

"but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered" Romans 8:26 (KJV)

5:34pm I was thinking I could survive til Friday when Yvette comes to clean because Pat always cooks on that day and it’s most likely that, as usual, I’d get some food, if even 2 pieces of chicken and some rice. However Pat just informed me Yvette won’t be coming as she is unable to pay her. Am I to say #thanxB2God? I don’t think so.

6:08pm Feeling a little better now. Monday I had asked Deebo (the shopkeeper) to “trust” me a bread, 3 tins of vienna sausages and a soda and I’d pay him next week when I get paid. He gave me a quarter-loaf as he didn’t have a full loaf and said I should come back Tuesday, but Tuesday he wasn’t there. Today I glimpsed him but he was busy setting up for some celebration they are having there eventually disappearing in the house to never reappear. I had got depressed and said I wouldn’t return today, maybe tomorrow, but after the belly-grumbling and the unsure prospect of food this weekend, I went back and was able to get it. Just had 3 slices and the last of the saltfish fritters that Pat had informed me this morning was really mine (I saw the container from earlier in the week or weekend but didn’t know it was for me). I’m feeling kinda full but that may be partially due to gas. But at least I have something to say #thanksB2God for. #thanxB2God for the fritters and for being able to get the loaf of bread. I can’t say #thanksbetogod for the $30,000 robbed from my account which CW&J C.U. told ne would take 3 weeks to resolve and now going 3 months. I stopped praying to God about that because it seems the prayers are in vain. Plus the missing strip of my hbp tablets. But the CW&J saga I’ll get into more later, or another time. 

6:24pm Up at Deebo’s I can hear them playing a song saying, “Send me an angel, I need an angel now” (I think that’s what the song says). Very befitting, because I could do with a proper angel now.