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SHOUTOUT, TO...

…all boys with an eating disorder.

…all black people with an eating disorder.

…all adults with an eating disorder.

…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.

Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.

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If my blog triggers you, block me. I will not be hurt or offended, just please don’t report my only safe space. Hope you have a good day/night <3

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Not wanting to eat in front of anyone because it makes you anxious

Vs

Only wanting to eat in front of people so your eating habits look normal

Vs

Wanting everyone to think you don’t eat anything

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i wanna lie on the floor and not think for a month or two.

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More memes😀✌

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Me: bmi is trash! It's not accurate for different bodies! Bmi doesn't matter!

Me every time I lose 3lbs:

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Oops im bacccc

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My fanfic, I just published to wattpad as well.

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me after 15 seconds of work: i just cant do this anymore

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This app is a godsend. Mynetdiary!

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Do y’all ever accidentally restrict so much that when you go to eat a “normal” meal of 100 cals you get super upset because it feels like a binge??

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I just feel obligated to say this...

… The things I post here are unhealthy. They are bad. If you ever sometimes look at them and think, “That’s crazy,” or “I don’t think I want to do this anymore,” then that’s awesome. And you should hold onto that feeling.

It isn’t weak. It’s strong.

Recovery isn’t fat, or weak. It’s choosing life over death. Because you either recover or die. Ana isn’t forever. 400 calories or less a day isn’t sustainable.

So yes. I am unhealthy. This blog is unhealthy. The mindset required to follow this blog is unhealthy.

You all already know that.

I just wanted to remind all of you that if you ever, ever feel like quitting, it’s okay to quit. Despite the meanspo and the sweetspo, it’s okay. You are not actually a lardass or a fat fucker for deciding to live a real life.

That’s all. 💖