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Heartache

That sinking feeling

That's pain that won't go away

Only grows each day

Seems always here to stay

The silent echoes from the past

Seem ever present to the last

And though I try to close my eyes

I see it everywhere

I would die to show my love

And pray forgiveness from above

The truest form that one can give

To show my love I'll make you live

To see your face

To feel your touch

To watch you smile

It's not from me

Not meant to be

I feel my will is torn asunder

And all my hopes have been thrown under

Neath the everlasting greed of man

Now I'm one of them

The life I crave cannot be found

And the will I thought I had is bound

To a woman and a former life

A life I'll never see again

All I wanted was to be lost

I never thought of the moral cost

Didn't think a line would lead me away

Didn't think my soul would lead me astray

I don't want this to end but I miss you

I can't hide from my demons inside

I can't fight it; or deny it

I think this is the end; you see

So much in this life is wrong to me

I miss hope, I miss maybe

I don't know who I am anymore

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Still Mourning 

I only need to hear your voice 

To bring me to tears

I still long for your touch

Even after all these years

I still can't bring you back

Though I still try

Among the first I ever knew

So often on my mind

On and on this life it goes

It's not enough to see your face

All the memories of you and I

That tears cannot erase

I wish you could see me now

And the man that I've become

I want you to be proud 

And all the things I've done

I'm still mourning and I want to be

Again to laugh along

I miss you too much to say

The words that will not form

I'll remember all the times with you 

And all we had been 

Maybe if I try hard enough

Maybe then we'll meet again 

We'll meet again 

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Rain

To see the rain

Splashing on the ground

Feeling the pain

Of this stupid town

I'll look up and see

The wretched clouds

Above my head

Forsaken now

As the clouds pass

And rain is calmed

I'll find my place

Inside this town

The years pass by

I see her face

I hate no more

It's not a waste