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You were home alone tonight with nothing to do so you decided to watch old vintage cartoons. It was your most favorite thing on this earth. You found some old Casper the ghost cartoons on Hulu. You went into the kitchen to grab some cashews and sweet tea. *bzz* you grabbed your phone excepting to see a text from your mom asking if you were ok, but all you saw was a "hey", text from Sammy. You had known each other since you were in 1st grade, but after 9th you lost connections. Even though you went to the same school and saw each other every day, it wasn't the same as it was. You reply "hey", and then start feeling anxious to see what he might want. As soon as you put the phone down he replies, "Do you wanna hang out". Hang out? Why the hell does he want to hang out we haven't talked in 3 years. Why all of a sudden does he want to hang out. "Um sure, can you come over".

" yeah I'll be there in 10," he replies. Your mind and heart are racing a mile a minute, why now, why does he want to hang out. "FUCK," you say to your self-realizing your in pajamas and no makeup. You quickly put on some unnoticeable makeup and a cute dark blue pajama set.

You hear his car pull into your driveway and you jump up and run to the door, you stop and wait for him to knock. You open the door and see this tall, long-haired, brown doe-eyed boy staring at you. His eyes light up and he smiles when he sees you.

"Hi Sammy," you say with a big smile. He grabs you in a bear hug squeezing every last breath out of you

"I missed you" you barely hear him whisper that in your ear. Your heart becomes warm and full of love.

"I missed you too" you whisper and try not to let a tear fall. You pull away and welcome him in. Asking how he was and about his family, trying to get a run through. He asks you if he can use the bathroom so you show him to yours and head to the kitchen to prepare some snacks.

"WOAH" you hear Sam yell from inside the bathroom he runs to the kitchen holding something up.

"Is this that sparkly face mask stuff," he says smiling with bright childlike eyes.

"Do you wanna do it?" you say.

"YES" he yells excited. You tell him to sit down while you get the stuff ready. You wash the makeup off your face and grab yourself and him a hair tie. You throw him the hair tie and he puts his hair in a cute little man bun.

"Stay still" you say sitting on the couch and grabbing the jar of face mask. You lay an even layer on his already beautiful skin. Then you do the same to yourself.

"Um do you wanna watch cartoons, I remember you loving them". He says trying to break the silence that had formed.

"Sure," you grab the remote and put on Casper the ghost. You set a timer for 20 minutes so you can take off the mask. You were sitting close but not as close as you wanted. When your alarm went off you both peeled the mask off.

"Ew". Sam said looking at the clump of face mask in his hands. He grabbed yours out of your hands and threw it away. When he came back he laid his head on your lap. You felt your chest get tight and your breath short. He just laid there watching The tv. You tried your best to not move so you didn't disturb him. "SHIT", you thought to your self seeing what episode was next. It was the episode where Casper befriends a fox and the little fox is shot then Casper buries the fox, but he comes back as a ghost and they have fun together. You hold your breath the entire time trying not to cry. You just can't help it, you start sniffling and crying. Disturbing sam. He turns his head and looks up at you concerned.

"Are you ok"? He asks sitting up quickly

"The fox... And Casper" you mutter through cries. He laughs at you then wipes the tears from your face. He pulls you to him kissing you gently. A kiss that was only second made your entire world stop.

"I really missed you". He says pulling away for just a second then returning. The kiss soon turned into him just holding you. No talk just you to in each other's arms. You straightened yourself and he laid his head back in your lap. You had a new favorite thing on this entire earth.

- 🕊🌼 thank you for reading

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Time for some fetus 😊 aww

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Hehehe

Sammy: Here you go jake. Nice, hot cup of coffee

Jake: Its cold

Sammy: Nice cup of coffee

Jake: It tastes horrible

Sammy: Cup of coffee

Jake: I don't even think this is coffee

Sammy: Cup

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Fuck is that a tear falling from my eyes

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You recently joined the party scene of Frankenmuth. You tried to imagine what it was like but what you got was nothing you could have imagined. Every night was like a psychedelic LSD trip. People changed, it was like they were finally there true self. They weren't brainwashed anymore they were free thinkers. To put into words it was like someone bottled the psychedelic hippie vibes of the 60s and we all took a shot.

That night was like any other you took some shots and took whatever drugs you could get your hands on. You watched four boys walk in and start to mingle. You couldn't take your eyes off the one with the long brown hair and hard brown eyes. You couldn't help but smile every time he did. He finally looks at you and somehow sobers you up with his eye contact. You watch him excuse himself from his friends and walk over to you.

"I saw you staring at me," he whispers in your ear pulling you to him, then bringing his eyes to yours. You tried to speak but all you could do was stutter. He put his hand to the back of your head and brought your lips to his. What felt like hours was just seconds.

"I'm Jake by the way." jake, what a perfect name you thought to yourself not leaving his now soft brown eyes.

"I'm Y/N." you faintly said trying to get each word out.

"Y/N, I like that it's really beautiful," Jake said smiling

He licked his lip then turned away when he heard someone calling out to him. He goes to walk away but then you pull him back to you.

"So is this it, will I ever seen you again?" you whisper then kissing him.

"For now you have to dream of us touching again. Till then you must dream." just like that you felt him slip away into the crowds of people

For now, he's just a memory, that lives in your endless dreams.

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You and Ronnie are sitting on her rooftop admiring the long dirt road that stretches out. Car barrels down the road picking up dust as it travels.

"Who the hell is that?" Ronnie says stretching to get a better look.

"Fuck" you whisper to yourself you recognize the Honda as you boyfriend Jackson's car. You thought he would be drunk somewhere. You and Ronnie hurry down the latter landing hard on the ground.

"Y/N what the hell are you doing here." Jackson says angry and walking fast.

"I'm hanging with Ronnie, what do you want?" you say aggressive then finish In a whisper. You stare down at you feet waiting for him to scold you. He starts screaming and ranting about you never spend time with him, and how you're always at the Kiszka's. By this time the boys are outside to see what's happing.

"ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME," Jackson screams as he lifts his hand to backhanding you across your face sending you back on your ass. Jake runs like lightning sucker punching him in the face. Sam follows kicking him in the stomach as soon as he hits the ground. Josh runs to you and helps you up. You start to cry uncontrollably. Jackson runs and gets in his car speeding away. Sam and Jake run to see if you're ok, they help walk you inside. Josh grabs a bag of frozen carrots from the fridge and gives them to you. The cold stings at first then it soothes the burning feeling on your cheek.

"Guys where gonna go relax in my room go back to what you were doing," Ronnie says dragging you away. You both sit on her bed and like that a different kind of tears began flowing. Not anger, pain, or sadness. Relief, you felt so relieved that it was probably over. No more drunken screams or bruises covered by cheap concealer. Ronnie held your hand as you cry you eyes out.

"It wasn't the first time he did it, was it."

Ronnie says pulling the bag back from your cheek. You swallow and shake your head no. She stroke's your cheek then moves her hand to the back of your head. She gently pulls you in for a kiss. You were shocked for a second then you relax realizing it was all you had ever wanted. You both pull back and stare into each other's eyes. You both smile as hard as you can grabbing each other and kissing again.

That got gay ✌❤