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Do you ever play genshin impact or other game?

If you did, who is your favourite genshin impact character?

I haven't played genshin impact and I'm not really allowed to play games like genshin impact anymore cause i ended up spending to much money on Dreamlight Valley... Mrs Potage says until I learn impulse control i'm only allowed to play games that are a one time buy.

I primarily play on my switch now but i have Calico on steam and i play that one alot alot. Some of the other games i like is

Disney Magical World 2 is probable my mostest favoritest game though.

Cookulo, Cook for love, Cozy Land, Pretty Princess Party, Witchy life story, and Fantasy Life I, are all really good games too. I'm really excited to try my hand at the Poppy Playtime time series - and I have a cartridge for Five nights at Freddy's Security Breach coming in soonnnnnn.

Daisy helped me set up a Nintendo account and while Mrs Potage doesn't allow it to be connected to any form of payment system - I keep my wishlist there. I have all the games bookedmarked though so i can have my wishlist have the games i want the most at the tippy top.

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So how's the family counseling going between you and Molly? Has your relationship improved somewhat?

Also, do you plan on telling her what Naven tried to do to you? What he's really like?

... I don't know. I spend most of counseling just letting Molly rant. Its kinda hard to find your voice when you have someone telling you all the ways you suck. But, I think if i just let her express herself and show her that i'm willing to listen to her... maybe one day she could forgive me for everything. I'll take the poison if that means she finds relief.

I doubt she'd believe me if i told her what happened with Naven. She liked him more then she likes me. She blames me for the fact that he stopped visiting her. I mean its true but she thinks he's stopped visiting and calling her because the Potages because i moved in...

She doesn't need to know that with his help my abilities are stronger now and he CAN'T interact with her anymore. It's better this way. Molly shouldn't have to be burden with my issues anymore.

I had thought therapy was going to be hard but my own therapist is different from our family therapist... and that's nice. Because I like Alice more, she's very nice. She was Daisy's friend in college and most the time she works with younger kids but she agreed to atleast do the first session with me and she was gonna then give us another therapist to help us but after our first session she decided to a exception for me. And the best thing about her is that even though she has green eyes her hair is blonde too though~! And she shares a first name with Alice form Alice in Wonderland and after i told her about how i love everything Wonderlandian - She always dresses in Blues and Whites when its my therapy days. So it kinda is just like having a grown up Alice being your therapist. And she doesn't even think i'm weird that i like the queen of hearts the most or that i like to play in dream bubbles inspired by Wonderland and she never gets annoyed with me for talking about Wonderland.

She even told me that she'd be willing to visit my Wonderland if and when i felt more comfortable with letting someone in my dream bubbles again... I'm not really ready for that after everything that happened with Molly, her friends, Vincent Giovanni, and... Naven.

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I’d just like to put it out there.

If molly herself sent a ask to this blog, how would you respond

Honestly it would depend on the ask...

I understand it being hard to open up or talk to someone in person. So if Molly wanted to send me an ask i'd be okay with it.

Besides seeing my own therapist now, Daisy and Mrs Potage have Molly and I in family therapy too.

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Are you a jojo fan?

If you are who is your favourite jojo character?

Nah - I have a hard time motivating myself watching anime when they aren't dubbed and I'm not super into macho men.

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure really isn't my cup of tea XD - Sorry

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Do you swear most or not?

I do swear sometimes but I'm not really allowed to. Sometimes i like to be silly and use my epithet to censor curse words... Sometimes i'm even sillier and pick a random word and see how long it takes for others to notice.

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Which punk is your favourite?

Mine is clockpunk, steam punk, deco punk, dieselpunk, atompunk, casettepunk, cyberpunk (now), biopunk and nano punk.

Ps: you are my favourite :)

First thank you~!! I should be your favorite. I'm great~

Next - I LOVE PUNK STUFF

This question made me think alot so i decided with Daisy help make a punk-y outfit of my own by hand. Since a big thing about classic punk was DIY

BUT I like punk, pop punk, and folk punk music too <3

Some Bands i like - Green Day, Blink-182, Good Charlotte, Marianas Trench, YUNGBLUD, Day N Daze, Mischief Brew, AJJ, Pat The Bunny, Crywank,

Some of my fav punk movies (or movies that have punk vibes) Starstruck (1982) Pump Up the Volume (1990) Repo the genetic opera (2008) The Lost Boys (1987) How to Talk to Girls at Parties (2017) The Outsiders (1983) The Day My Kid Went Punk (The ABC Afterschool Special from 1987) The Craft (1996) C.R.A.Z.Y. (2005) Gleaming the Cube (1989) Natural Born Killers (1994)

I would LOVE recommendations or songs, or movies or even cool types of punk you guys like <3

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Hey...don't want to freak you out...but there's a spider behind you (You turn around and its a cartoony plush spider)

Tricks on you silly your in the computer~ Unless you had a epithet you can't create a spider in my room... AND I totally didn't look behind me. I didn't! >> << Any ways i don't have any stuffed spiders... but i do have a stuffed ladybug and rainbow caterpillar. They are new and I don't have names for them yet. Daisy got them for me ~!

The ladybug was a special Spring exclusive Squishable keychain.

This one is the Squishables' Mini Rainbow Caterpillar.

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What’s cuter Molly in a rabbit outfit or rabbits in a Molly outfit?

Bunnies in a Molly outfit Duh. Bunnies are my thing. Molly's not allowed to wear bunny themed clothes. I mean she wouldn't even want to anyway. Teddy bears are her favorite animal.

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Favorite kind of rabbit?

That is so hardddddd! I like all kinds of bunny rabbits - Jackalopes, Almirajs, Moon Rabbits, and i love all real bunnies.

All animals in the Leporidae are my favorites~!

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How would you feel or do if a spider is coming at you fast?

I would be terrified. And summon a creature to deal with it for me.

I am very scared of most real bugs. Pretend buggies are okay. And Daisy got me this rainbow caterpillar plushy while i was sick and i think shes very very cute. But real bugs no.

Molly and Giovanni went to a bug zoo for fun???? It sounds scary if you ask me. What if the bugs got free???

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Do you know about bliss ocean?

I don't want to talk about Bliss Ocean or Naven anymore. I have shared enough. I don't care about him or his stupid company as long as he leave me and mine ALONE.

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what happened with Naven-? Isn’t that Molly’s teacher?

....Thats a long story.

Naven Nuknuk...

First he isn't a teacher. He was just some weird rich CEO dude who Molly just randomally met and agreed to give her speech classes but not like speech therapy classes but like communicate and interpersonal communication or whatever. I don't even know if he had teacher certification...

He called Child service on Dad because he was worried about Molly. Dad had explained to me that Molly could have been taken away - so while she was at school we super cleaned the apartment to make sure everything looked nice when they came. Like he guessed they did focused on Molly. Checked her for injuries, and asked her if anyone at home hurt her. I'm not always the best at talking to new people especially when i'm scared or stressed. Words just don't like to come out sometimes. Dad and the agent from child protective services had me show off my powers. Molly yelled at me later that night for not speaking up. For not telling the man that you can't eat eat my food. That it tastes good but its just pretend... I just listened to her rant. I couldn't get the words out to tell her that i was scared that she would be taken away... that i would be alone... I hadn't realized at the time that i was just creating another crack in our relationship...

SOoo anyway back to the topic at hand - NAVEN;

Kay so like i loosely kidnapped and held him hostage in a dream bubble but like i didn't send a ransom letter or anything and it was just some lighthearted playing to impress "Vincent" ... we had a really rough conversation. And than i was really alone.

I started running the toy store by myself... I don't know... It just being in my dream bubbles made me feel lonely and not being in them made me feel lonely and Dad started getting on my case that i needed to bring Molly back or step up... So i did. I mean Molly hated...hates (?) me and she was happy with her friends and it just felt like it would be wrong to drag Molly back somewhere she would be unhappy.

Naven came to the toy store even though Molly no longer lived with us or worked there. At first it thought it would just be some of Molly's stuff.

But it wasn't.. he asked if i was being truthful when i said i hated my power... he told me he understood what it was like to have a epithet that was to strong. That was dangerous. He took me to this weird place with the promise that he could help me control it. Help me not be dangerous...

People in lab coats ran experiments on my abilities, tested my limited, how strong i was.

I'd work at the store during the day and go to one of STEAM's unmarked buildings for testing at night. And Naven was truthful... at first. I did start getting better control over my powers. He even gave me pills that i could take before i went to bed to suppress my epithet so i wouldn't inscribe in my sleep.

It honestly wasn't that bad - i didn't really keep up with the house as well as Molly did but running the store was comforting. But running the store gave me something to focus on and with Naven i started experimenting with using my powers in the real world again. And having creatures and living stuffed animals working with me in the store made me feel less lonely and brought more attention to the store.

But... things didn't stay... good. Naven sat me down and told me it would be better if i didn't have a epithet. That no matter how much control i gained over my power - i would always be a danger to others. That the issue wasn't a flaw in my epithet but one in my personality... that having studied my powers - his outcome was that my powers were to based on me and my thinking to ever fully be controllable.

He didn't understand that my epithet WAS a part of me and that i couldn't just give that away. I had already lost so much i couldn't loose this too...

And for the first time i saw his eyes open but not for long because he used his epithet on me. He forced me to relive my memories. But he tried changing some, creating new ones, he thought he could manipulate me, scare me into obeying. I don't fully understand the way his epithet works... I know he didn't expect me to know.

After it didn't work on me - he tried erasing me. Not like erasing erasing me but like make me forget everything... and then i wouldn't be me. I refused to give into the floating feelings though and breaking free of the trance i told him that he would never be able to interact with me or Molly EVER again. Even in my anger and fear for the first time i could feel myself in full control of my powers as the words tingled as i spoke them. And then.... he just let me go.

I don't ever want to forget who i am. The good, the bad, the sad, the ugly, it all. I don't want to forget

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Lorelai, Have you met Sylvester? He might be able to help you with some of your trauma stuff

Hullo, Thats Molly's weird pink haired sheep friend. Yeah I have met Sylvester.

Its kinda funny before mom died, when we were younger I was the one with alot of friends. In elementary school i was rather popular because of my epithet but moving to middle school i already started losing friends because i was too "immature" for most people's tastes and then after mom died i lost most of my friends. I had few try to stay in contact but...

ANYWAY - He doesn't really like me and our first meeting didn't go well. It had been like the third day when i moved in with the Potages. He was visiting Molly. Most of Molly's friends don't like me... i mean that makes sense though cause Molly hates me.

I was in a bad mood... I didn't really want to be here at the time and i was just angry with everything and upset and hurt. Looking back i will admit i was rude. I didn't like the fact that he was asking Molly how she was since i was here now. I said some mean stuff...

I do that alot. Speak before i think and act out in emotions. Its just hard sometimes... I don't know it just sometimes my emotions get so loud that i can feel it just grow grow grow in me and then like a balloon i just pop and lash out. And people get hurt. I'm always hurting others... even when i really don't mean to. I think maybe i wasn't really made for people interaction.

Well one thing led to another and he used nightmare fuel on me and... well lets say between my epithet and nightmare fuel things got really really bad. The smoke started freaking Molly out so he started comforting her, but the smoke felt so real to me it started becoming real and then i just kept seeing all these people dying because of me - Mom, Dad, Molly, the Potages...

Things would have gone alot worst if Daisy wasn't there. Shes inscribed with Pacify and she was able to calm me down enough that it stopped things on my side.

XD I ended up spending the next few days hiding in my dream bubble because i can stay up for days in my dream bubbles... things works different in my dream bubbles if i want it to.

But, Daisy manged to get in and we ended up having a long talk. It was because of that talk i started calling Daisy by her name. She understands me and is very nice. We are looking for a therapist that fits my needs though.

But it won't be Sylvester. I did tell Daisy that i would be more comfortable with a woman though (... to be honest after some stuff with Naven I'm not really comfortable with men)

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Favorite thing to do?

OMG My first ask!!! Thank you <3 Soooo I love doing all kinds of things! MY most all time favorite thing to do is play pretend. Daisy and Mrs Potage are encouraging me to spend more time outside of my dream bubbles though and develop hobbies that don't rely on my powers.

I'm getting into video-gaming and thats been fun - Daisy has ordered me a surprise protective case for giovanni's old switch that she thinks i'll like, and i was also allowed to pick out new joycons (I picked pastel purple and mint green set) so i'm excited to have those come in. I also really like drawing, my drawings are better when i use my powers but its also fun not using my powers because Daisy praises those drawings more.

Mrs Potage is trying to teach me how to cook.... its going... okay? I like baking more then cooking but i'm still a little nervous around Mrs Potage.

HOWEVER Mrs Potage has a friend who works on set design in the local theater and he's taken me in as his apprentice to learn how to build real props and sets for real plays~!!! Its been lots and lots of fun. Its one of the few times i'm not anxious to leave the house.

I also really like writing here~! Blogging has been kinda nice...

I don't spend alot of time with Molly or Giovanni though... Its just kinda awkward around them and i don't know how to...

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I've been sick :<

I just wanted to share that i'm not gone. I just been sick so Daisy doesn't want me online much. Its super unfun being sick but Giovanni did give me his old switch so thats cool and been keeping me entertained. One of my favorite games (and the one i've been playing the most) is Disney Magical World 2! It has everything!! Alice in wonderland, Winnie the pooh, Stitch, The little mermaid worlds!! Lots of other disney characters! I don't have everything unlocked yet but its been super fun.

This is what i currently have my character in the game look like (I just named her Lorelai cause they let me use my name) - I thought it would be cool though to draw how i imagine my character to look like though since the hair options is alittle limited

I'll update more once i get better <3

(Also i did turn asks on if you want to ask me anything <3 I didn't know i had to XD )

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HAPPY PRIDE~!!!!

Daisy and Mrs Potage are big on celebrating pride month. I never really did much for it myself but i like how proud they are to be themselves.

I walked in all everyone making their own pride flags things since we're going to be going to a pride parade later this month… I felt a bit like an outsider since i'm still not use to doing things as a group but Daisy offered to show me how to do some handsewing if i stayed.

Daisy was sewing plush flowers in the Lesbian's colors. She's going to use them to decorate her outfit. Mrs Potage has putting bisexual themed patches on a jacket. Giovanni was working on a bisexual horn clip.

Molly was making a bear backpack with the Asexual spectrum flag. She explained to me while she knew she was on the asexual spectrum she wasn't in a hurry to figure out were she fell on it.

I wasn't really sure to make at first. I explained to Daisy that I wasn't really sexually attracted to anyone but i was romantically attracted to anyone. I never really had any issue shipping myself with any fictional character i liked no matter the gender but i never really saw myself going past romance. We looked up some different Panromantic flags and i liked the one where it was a heart in the pan colors on the asexual flag. I ended up sewing a Pan heart onto the asexual flag for my room. (I took a picture of me holding it - Daisy was okay with me posting the picture with her in it)

I thought since its the start of pride month i could share my headcanons and favorite LGBTQ+ Ships~! I might have forgotten some - these are just off the top of my head

ALICE IN WONDERLAND The Queen of Hearts X Red Queen The Mad Hatter X The March Hare

The Queen of Hearts is a Panromantic The Red Queen is a Lesbian Cheshire Cat is Nonbinary Genderfluid - Pronouns changes alot

EVER AFTER HIGH Apple White X Darling Charming (THIS ONE IS CANON and i love them so much) Briar Beauty X Faybelle Thorn Maddie Hatter X Kitty Chesire X Lizzie Hearts

Apple i feel is a lesbian who thought she had to be straight Darling is a lesbian Duchess is Panromantic Asexual - I just feel like she wants to be loved Chase Redford is gay

My ocs Pendra Pan (Daughter of Peter Pan) X Jamie Hook (Daughter of Captain Hook)

Pendra is asexual demiromantic Jamie is a lesbian. Amanita Caterpillar (Daughter of the Hookah smoking Caterpillar) is Panromantic Asexual Bebe Swine (Daughter of the Pig baby from Alice in wonderland) is Asexual

MONSTER HIGH Frankie Stein X Cleo de Nile (Canon) Clawdeen Wolf X Toralei Stripe

Frankie is Nonbinary Clawdeen Wolf is a lesbian Twyla Boogeyman is demisexual Draculaura is Pansexual

WINX CLUB Brandon X Stella X Flora Bloom X Icy Musa X Tecna Sky X Riven

Pansexual Stella Bisexual Brandon Lesbian Flora MtF Trans Bloom MtF Trans Mirta

STEVEN UNIVERSE Sapphire X Ruby (Canon ship) Yellow Diamon X Blue Diamond Pink Pearl X Spinel Rhodonite's Pearl and Ruby

Peridot is Asexual

MY LITTLE PONY Pinkie Pie X Rainbow Dash Derpy Hooves X Princess Luna Trixie X Starlight Glimmer

Twilight Sparkle is asexual Rarity is MtF trans Discord is nonbinary FtM Sunburst

PRECURE I ship Duo cures (Like Nagisa/Honoka, Saki/Mai, Mirai/Liko, Hibiki/Kanade) Karen X Milk Tsubomi X Erika Ellen X Hummy Yukari X Akira Hikaru X Lala

Cures I HC as Trans (MtF) Nagisa, Haruka,

Cures I HC as Nonbinary Itsuki, Lala, Laura

Cures i HC as Asexual Ichika, Towa

OTHER FANDOMS Musical Beetlejuice is Bisexual shipped with Adam and Barbara Rich from Be more chill is canon Bisexual George Parker from Pleasantville is Asexual, in a poly relation ship with and Betty X Bill Ranma Saotome is genderfluid.

Serena X Molly (Sailor Moon) Mint X Zakuro (Tokyo mew mew) Utau Hoshina X Amu Hinamori (Shugo chara) Yaya Yuiki X Rima Mashiro (Shugo Chara)

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Outfit Test~! 1

While browsing tumblr I saw that there were these really cool pick your outfit boards. I thought it would be a fun way to try new styles out on myself so i started with three from this post that i liked. I first picked out the outfits kidcore, scene, and y2k - and with my powers modfied afew of them to be more my taste (aka more purple XD )

Since i wanted to share what i looked in them i took pictures of myself in the outfits but photoshopped the backgrounds out and placed myself ontop of the filled templates cause i thought it would be cuter that way.

I think my favorite was the Y2K look, but i did like the care bear pants and the bunny shoes from kidcore's page - so i might in the future play around with using them in future looks.

Daisy says its a good idea to try to find small ways to use my powers not in my dream bubbles as a healthier outlet. There is alot of these really cool sheets out there so i might try my hand at these again. Maybe one that plans a day? That could be fun!