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by Elena

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abuse

for as long as I can remember, you’ve had my blood on your hands

physical 

mental

emotional

when will you wash off?

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Wholesome Culture

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I'm so comfortable moving far away because it’s the closest I'll allow myself to get to vanishing.

no one ever wanted me around anyway. 

I'll finally be making everyone happy, at least somewhat. 

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this feeling of emptiness 

I wouldn’t wish on most 

except maybe you. 

just sometimes

except I think you understand how it feels...

because you grew up with it, too.

you should know what it feels like

to have someone who is supposed to love you 

make you feel like absolutely nothing. 

to make you feel empty.

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the older I get, the more I see my family give less of a fuck about any kind of relationship with me. instead of recognizing their faults and seeing my very visible pain because of them, they accept what they’ve done and run with it. 

“maybe parents are supposed to be shitty and make you feel like this?”

I don’t think that’s how it works.

I don’t think I'm supposed to feel empty and unlovable. 

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The hallway on the left is our back hallway in progress the right is our inspiration

http://www.instagram.com/hammondmadefurniture/

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Lake Powell - Arizona - USA (by Daryl DeHart) 

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A couple from Arizona share breakfast with their dogs during an overnight stop on the California coast.

1987

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Coyote Buttes, Arizona by circleyq

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I've dealt with sorrow and pain in my heart, but I don’t think anyone will ever break my heart in the way my family has.

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