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Plot twist

The plot twist of a story is always something unexpected

But no one talks about the plot twists in life

The curveballs thrown that make you grasp onto the edge for dear life

The plot twists in life can be good and bad

Sometimes something horrid and upsetting

Sometimes something so amazing you believe it will be a trick

My plot twist is something so perfect, so handsome and so gorgeous that I fear it’s going to end

Something so amazing that I cannot believe I got it

Something so handsome I don’t know how it chose me

My plot twist is you.

You are my plot twist. My perfect, handsome, gorgeous, sweet plot twist.

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Sometimes it’s too much

Sometimes all you want is the pain of life’s trials to end.

Sometimes the alcohol helps out, and sometimes so do the drugs.

Sometimes the morbidity to life is a little too much

And sometimes the pain makes you think that knives are toys

That your skin is paper.

Sometimes the pain is too much. Sometimes the pain overwhelms you.

Sometimes all you want to do is die.

It’s the only way out right?

Or is it talking to therapists, the snakes that blab about every little thing

Or is it the mind numbing medication.

Or is it just suffering through it.

Nobody knows. Nobody knows about the way out, but it’s better that way

Better not to know the easy way, because going through the pain makes you stronger.

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I’m not a Lady like Her

I’m not a lady like her I don’t hold my head down I don’t keep my mouth shut I don’t wear dresses and makeup to feel pretty.

I wear shorts and jeans I wear my hair up in a messy bun I keep my makeup and jewelry in old cigarette cases

I’m not like her, I’m not a priss

But I’m a lady, just not the lady you’d want

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New update to my account

I wanna make my account a blog to share ideas and experiences and fun things! There will still be poetry and more but I’m going to try and post more!

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Driftwood

A piece of wood in the sea.

A drift, slowly carrying along to it’s own end.

Drying up slowly and carefully as every piece falls to the salty water below.

Bark and small chunks slowly decaying

Small pieces giving way as other fish bite

Small piece of driftwood, why must you fade

Small piece of driftwood, saying goodbye

Small piece of driftwood, saying goodbye one last time.

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Never again?

I said I would never love again

I said I would never fall down that same rabbit hole

That I would never meet someone that means that much to me

I said I would never love again..Until I found you <3

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New book!

I’ve been working on a new book, it’s called ‘Our scars and our stars”

I’m very excited for this book. Now for the spoiler!

A broken girl and a broken boy. Both not expecting anything from life as they just flow with the river, and, unexpectedly, meet each other when it means most. Join Kore and Blaine in Our Scars and Our Stars.

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The darkness that swallows me whole

The darkness that swallows me isn’t just any darkness. It’s sadness, it’s misery, it’s depression. It’s all the horrid thoughts that run through my mind on a nightly basis. It’s all the scary feelings and memories It’s all the terrifying scenarios I come up with It’s all the horrific and graphic details of death my mind thinks of It’s all the anxieties from the day coming back to swallow me whole The darkness isn’t just shadows, it’s all of these. The darkness swallows me whole, and never ceases to stop.

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Dear best friend

Dear Best Friend, I can’t even say how much I am thankful for you. You mean everything to me You’ve not only been here for me but also haven’t just up and left. You mean everything to me And without you, I don’t know what I’d do.

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All of my OC’s :))

These are all characters I have created along with their ages and the books you will see them in :))

‘The strum of the darkside’ Everest Song- 22, main OC 1,  Allen King- 25, main love interest Everly King- 3, daughter of Allen from previous relation Juniper Vin- 10 months, Daughter of Everest Lana Song- 13, Only surviving sibling of Everest

‘His Flower’ Vienna Hampton- 17, Main OC Sonny Veil- 18, Love interest Derick Veil- 23, Love interests older brother Avery Hampton-22, Main 1 older sister Adrian Hampton- 22, Avery’s twin Brother

‘Drowzy Bops Guide to Scare Park’ Drowzy Bops (Eloise Veith)- 17 (When she died), Main OC Cassidy (SunnyDrops)- 18, Love interest Chastity- No true name, age is unknown, demon/ruler of SP James- 35, main investigator Katelynn- 29, Witch and helper in the case of SP

‘Her Dark Paradise’ Kore Luna- 17, Main OC Lucas Luna- 17, Kore’s twin Brother Avani Miller- 18, Main OC love interest Michael Lanchaster- 19, TB Love interest

There will be more, but here’s who I have so far :))

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OC’s for an upcoming book!

What’s up! Ineffable here, and I thought I’d give a small sneak peak to what my new book will hold!

I’m extremely excited, I can’t even begin to explain how happy this post is making me as I write it.

My newest book, ‘Drowzy’s guide to scare park’ is about a murder at a magical mystery monster carnival. 

The main OC, Drowzy Bops the clown, is a female haunter, (Haunter- a ghost that is tied to the Earth by their love for the creepy side of things) and has been haunting Scare Park since 1967. The book takes place in 2016, you know, when all the creepy clown sightings were?

Drowzy meets a second haunter, the person who died, five days after the murder took place.

Who is this person? Well, his name is Cassidy. He’s been tied to the park by the king of all things spooky himself, Chastity, yes I know, I just thought it would be funny to name him that.

Anyways! Join Drowzy and Cass in finding clues and pointing them out to investigators to solve Cass and Drowzy’s murders, so they can finally move along to their own Paradise!

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More to the blog

I will be doing reports and even telling my thoughts on movies! I hope you likes this addition :))

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Butterflies

Your voice,

Your laugh

Your personality

Your kindness

All of it,

All of it gives me butterflies

All of it makes me fall more and more in love with you

All of it makes me want you

All of it makes me glad I have you

All of it..All of it makes me wish I was yours for eternity

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When I was younger (A rant)

When I was younger I never once thought I’d be struggling with getting sober, getting better, or even wanting to erase my own existence. When I was younger I thought I’d be a pretty girl, with a handsome boyfriend, and living a good life with mom and dad.

Well, hate to break it to you little me, but we hate our fucking life. We aren’t a girl, we are a they, and we go by Puzzle. We live a rough home life and get kicked out every two weeks. We don’t fall in love because others have broken us too much, and we refuse to ever open up to anyone. We attempted two years ago and even now our family doesn’t trust us alone with sharp objects or medication.

We’ve been to hell and back, but honestly, the road to hell was a lot easier than trying to claw our way out of it.

We’re bruised, we’re broken, but we are still alive and breathing. And that’s what matters.

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Scratching and biting

scratching

biting

yelling

slicing

all part of the throws and woes of life

all part of the pain and suffering we go through

all part of the sadness and depression we deal with

all..part..of..this..cruel..game..of..

life.

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A short update! Read Please!

Hey everyone, I’m sorry to say this but, I don’t think I’ll be updating as much. I got kicked out today, and am currently finding living arrangements. I am thankful to those whom are here such as Emilie, Olive, and Vienna. Ya’ll the best, but yeah, currently I have no Idea on what I’ll be doing or when updates will be coming.

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Her Barbed Wire Neck

The wires winded up her neck, tight and painful.

The tears that streamed down her face stung as they dripped down over the spiky wires, making it harder for her to breathe.

She looked up, her eyes begging him for help, begging for freedom.

But as she kept looking, she noticed his sinister smile, his hard yet cold eyes, his jerking shoulders.

She watched as he laughed at her, and she finally let go as the wire tightened yet again.

She got one last look at the man she loved before finally succumbing to her own darkness, letting the barbed wire slice through her soft flesh, and letting out a final breath as the man stared in silence.

Finally realizing what he had done he rushed over to rip the barbed wire away, but sadly, he was too late.

Not able to mourn her loss as he watched her dull eyes look away, and cried when her final words to him were “I love you”.