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Kinda want to run away to be in love, kinda wanna die.

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hey everyone its april fools. but dont worry i dont have anything planned. just going to sit here and...

I LIED !!!! GET PRANKED

POST BELOW ME GET FUCKING WET

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you can only reblog this today

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At this point, I’m scared that I’ll never mean as much as someone who wasn’t even real.

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They come back around when they realize you the only person that gave af

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You want proof that sexuality isn’t a choice or a preference, it’s something innate?? Here it is:

WOMEN TALK TO MEN. EVER.

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I don’t want to be dead, but I don’t want to be… here. Living this life that I’m living. It fucking hurts, and it shouldn’t hurt to live. And I’m always yo yo-ing back and forth between happy because I’m not thinking about it and sobbing because I can’t handle any of it. I just want it to be over. And the only way my brain can see, right now, that I could ever get there is… being dead.

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Jealous.

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What’s a girl gotta do to get fuckin’ murdered around here 🙄

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Taking a long drag of his sweatshirt to remind me that he likes me most. 🥺😔

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Jealousy is either going to kill me or make me kill myself I fucking swear to god.

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Why am I even alive.

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ho ho holy shit it’s december first (1st)

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I’ll never be someone’s everything in the way that I want to be, and tonight it’s making me wish I wasn’t here.

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That’s a hard nope.

Well? Do you love yourself yet??

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Well? Do you love yourself yet??