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[the-og-oj]

She was my light

The happiness i felt whenever she’s around, the feelings of connectedness whenever we talked. We talked almost everyday, important things, random things, cat things.

The randomness of her behavior always making me laugh. All of the things i did to make her laugh.

The small details that i remember about her and the subtle changes that could be noticed by anyone close to her.

I miss that…

I miss how she would always copy the huge animal cosplayers on the malls. I miss how she always took her time picking flowers for any of her friends. I miss how she would randomly send me pictures of cats that she met.

I miss the notes that she would give me on little achievements, i miss the encouragement that she always gives me when im down.

I miss her so so much, and i feel so bad for ruining this friendship that we have.