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it’s gotten to the point of “i don’t want help, i just want to be thin.”

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Your beauty rages within you. Soon it will be outside.

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i keep telling myself my waist isnt small enough even though i’ve lost 4.5 inches off it in a month

u gotta remind urself that you’ve made progress!! its okay!!!

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I need to lose weight now. For real this time. From now on, it’s either fast og purge..

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Can my eating disorder either go away completely or be bad enough that I’m actually skinny

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losing your appetite is fucking euphoric.

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well lads I just saw my thighs and now it’s time to starve

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To look this good in lingerie

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Is it bad that I wish my eating disorder wasn’t low functioning?

Is it bad that wish I was worse so I could actually lose weight again?

Is it bad? 🥀

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Having an eating disorder and not being skinny is the most embarrassing thing ever.

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5’7 113

feelin good again

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