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i wish i had the capacity to write here again. i wish i had the motivation and muse. i lurk sometimes, but i can never find the creativity to reply to anything. :(

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new month means i kinda wanna scrap drafts and make spotify wrapped starters for whoever likes this.

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MADELYN CLINE as WHISKEY  Glass Onion: A Knives Out Mystery (2022)  dir. Rian Johnson

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gorgcous​:

chanel  smiled  at  the  others  words.  “  good  to  hear,  does  that  mean  i  can  invite  you  to  a  drink,  right  ?  ”  she  asked  looking  at  the  other.

blushy, amara grins. “ i suppose that should mean that, yes. kind of you to check first, though. ”

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i’ll queue this up a couple more times, but my activity has been messy the past couple days.       can y’all like this if i owe you please !!

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gorgcous​:

open  to  :  everyone + 21  !

muse  :  chanel  moore,  twenty-2,   straightforward,  blunt  and  sarcastic  while  being  extremely  closed  and  caring  (reneé rapp fc ).

“  i’ve  heard  that  you’re  single  ” 

“ you’ve heard correctly -- freshly single. ” 

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@cigvrettedvet​ liked for a suggestive starter!!

          claire thought she had some time alone before charlotte came home, so she set herself up on the couch with her favorite pillow. then she hears keys at the door and freezes.

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devilmcnt​:

“it’s not just for right now. if she gets custody then that’s it, she controls how often you see her and for how long…do you really want that?” bria had always been the type to act when it was needed, when her gut told her it was the right thing. she couldn’t quite understand the reluctance nova held over fighting. “selfish? for what, for wanting your kid and for wanting to live your life too? i know things aren’t great, but they can get better. you need to be better for nyx.” if a child wasn’t a motivator to pull back just a little then what was? “who says what the best looks like? if you can look after her and take care of her then she’s better off with you, her mom.” 

you need to be better for nyx. nova should know that these words are meant maliciously, but it sounds like something her mother would say. “don’t you think i don’t know that? be better for my own daughter. of course-- it’s not, like, it’s not that fucking simple, bria. i can’t just turn this shit off.” the addiction had it’s talons in her. she’s grateful she makes it through work, let alone being a mother. this was a common occurrence for nova, lashing out at someone who might make a point about her bad habits. 

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writerinthcdark​:

This really wasn’t fair, Ana thought, gaze still caught by the other. Amara knew what those words would do to her… but the blonde could hardly complain, because it succeeded in making her weak in every conceivable way. She took a few more sips from the bottle, before shifting in place and letting her tongue run over her lips to catch a drop. Ana could be all bark, giving anyone a piece of her mind who asked for it, but Amara knew exactly how to get her to behave– and especially in her condition, she found herself wanting to be good for the other. “You do still want me?” She whispered after a moment, voice sounding far more vulnerable than it had moments ago.

The softening of Ana was rare. Amara wasn’t used to seeing her almost break attitude and collapse on herself. It’s quickly identified by Amara that she shouldn’t be too mean here. She needs to reassure her lover, remind her that of course she does still want her. It shouldn’t have to be said, but the ego does crazy things when it’s bruised after rejection. “Oh, kitten, of course I do. I will fuck you tonight, but you just need to sober up and relax a little. Can I get you some carbs to help expedite the process, my love?”

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wynterlanding​:

Arguments come in specific categorizes. Ones that need to happen in order to attempt rectifying the problem. Then there’s the ones that need to die immediately. He’s been settled firmly on the latter, pushing away from dealing with all this stress. Work isn’t enough for him is it? No, he has to have it dumped on him here back home or whatever arrangement this is now. That word sounds so damn cynical, cruel almost. He knows that’s not what this is between them at all. Yet there is something lacking. Something he calls distance and frustration barreled down on his shoulders but still he listened to Ember’s words like uncovered truths. As a journalist he has a need to uncover everything. The mystery of this is deeper than he can convey.

“Do you think I’m going to acknowledge that when you call me cold? I’m far from cold, Ember! I’m dealing with enough without you -” he paused, clenching his jaw before releasing a breath. “I do want you. I DO.” Why does he feel he’s trying to convince himself? Of course he wants this. Yet running into his ex and working on a story about her is making him question everything in his life. “Desire is a two way street, Ember.” @thebackro0ms // prev

An apathetic look assumes position. These words aren’t profound to her and they hardly bring solace, anything but, even. I’m dealing with enough without you. This is always the argument when they fall out of love, isn’t it? Blue eyes watch the wine coat the inside of her glass as it swirls and she sighs heavily. She’s unamused, wishing for once that she hadn’t the courage to open up about her brooding. “Desire may be a two way street, but it seems we’re traveling the same direction, Landon. I’m always chasing you, right?” She rises to her feet, sauntering over towards her beau, a man she’s admired for a while now, a man who’s disappointed her for a while now.

“What’s got you so caught up, Lan? You never talk to me anymore-- you’re always working on your new story. Despite that, the passion has left, hasn’t it? Desire can’t be a two way street when it’s just not there anymore.” This isn’t to say she didn’t desire him. God, she did. This was her first attempt at ever communicating the disappointment. Relationships ago, Ember would seek attention elsewhere and keep quiet about it. She thought Landon deserved the decency it took not to do that.

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i reaaaaaally need to get better at saving my colorings for certain media before i close my photoshop............................................................

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i would dig replies to this ember starter :’)) 

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jsephqvinns​:

                  “what texts are you even – “ and then it hit her. “oh. those. i mean, it was messing around, like teasing. i got into the fight with matt and i completely forgot about those, i’m sorry.” ruby shrugged and finished off her drink.

             this was so awkward for andrea. her eyes widen in disbelief and she shrugs right back. “right-- of course. teasing. stupid shit, i get it.” she waves a hand in dismissal, hoping to never relive this moment again.

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jsephqvinns​:

      she stopped mid-sip of her drink when andrea spoke and ruby snorted, “i had no intention of fucking you. i just needed someone to talk to, that’s all.”

        “no intention-- ouch. then those texts before you came over were for shit’s and giggles? just to get me riled up?” andrea scoffs.

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open to: anyone! muse: ember decker (she/her) struggling writer, hopeless romantic.  based on: why don’t you touch me by leon bridges

          “i’ve been feeling way too undesired-- cold is all you are, and it’s causing chills.” she swirls the wine in her glass, evident it’s caused a night of overthinking. “what’s with all this? you won’t even talk about it.” she sighs heavily, a look of hesitation and contemplation creeping onto her rosy features. “if you’re still in love, like you say it, then why don’t you touch me?”

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i’m sorry, i’m dropping dani as a muse! so dani threads are scrapped :/

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damn that untagged starter call got more attention than i reckoned it would but my gf is coming over today so i need to get some sleep before i see her. i’ll be around tomorrow morning after work probably!